No Name - What is this emotion called?

No Name - What is this emotion called?
Author: Unknown
Latest: prologue
Summary:

  Gus, a Thai boy goes to study in England meets his Russian childhood friend – Ivan A lot of stuff happens in the novel It’s your typical fluffy af BL with the author translating her oork frolish ( 35 of the plot is based on a true story after the author followed a pair of her best friends (who are male) and decided to write a fluff BL novel about them )