Part 74 (1/2)

”Her letter speaks for itself,” I replied. ”If you attempt to see her, you will probably be the means of preventing your daughter from coming here.”

”In my parental capacity,” continued Mr. Finch, ”it is impossible for me to remain pa.s.sive. As a brother-clergyman, I have, I conceive, a claim on the rector of the parish. It is quite likely that notice may have been already given of this fraudulent marriage. In that case, it is not only my duty to myself and my child--it is my duty to the Church, to confer with my reverend colleague. I go to confer with him.” He strutted to the door, and added, ”If Lucilla arrives in my absence, I invest you with my authority, Madame Pratolungo, to detain her until my return.” With that parting charge to me, he walked out.

I looked at Oscar. He came slowly towards me from the other end of the room.

”You will wait here, of course?” he said.

”Of course. And you?”

”I shall go out for a little while.”

”For any particular purpose?”

”No. To get through the time. I am weary of waiting.”

I felt positively a.s.sured, from the manner in which he answered me, that he was going--now he had got rid of Mr. Finch--straight to his cousin's house.

”You forget,” I said, ”that Lucilla may come here while you are out. Your presence in the room, or in the room next to this, may be of the greatest importance, when I tell her what your brother has done. Suppose she refuses to believe me? What am I to do if I have not got you to appeal to? In your own interests, as well as in Lucilla's, I request you to remain here with me till she comes.”

Putting it on that ground only, I waited to see what he would do. After a certain hesitation, he answered with a sullen a.s.sumption of indifference, ”Just as you please!”--and walked away again towards the other end of the room. As he turned his back on me, I heard him say to himself, ”It's only waiting a little longer!”

”Waiting for what?” I asked.

He looked round at me over his shoulder.

”Patience for the present!” he answered. ”You will hear soon enough.” For the moment, I said no more to him. The tone in which he had replied warned me that it would be useless.

After an interval--how long an interval I cannot well say--I heard the sound of women's dresses in the pa.s.sage outside.

The instant after, there was a knock at the door.

I signed to Oscar to open a second door, close by him at the lower end of the room, and (for the moment at least) to keep out of sight. Then I answered the knock, and said as steadily as I could, ”Come in.”

A woman unknown to me entered, dressed like a respectable servant. She came in leading Lucilla by the hand. My first look at my darling told me the horrible truth. As I had seen her in the corridor at the rectory on the first day we met, so I now saw her once more. Again, the sightless eyes turned on me, insensibly reflecting the light that fell on them.

Blind! Oh, G.o.d, after a few brief weeks of sight, blind again!

In that miserable discovery, I forgot everything else. I flew to her, and caught her in my arms. I cast one look at her pale, wasted face--and burst out crying on her bosom.

She held my head gently with one hand, and waited with the patience of an angel until that first outbreak of my grief had exhausted itself. ”Don't cry about my blindness,” said the soft, sweet voice that I knew so well.

”The days when I had my sight have been the unhappiest days of my life.

If I look as if I had been fretting, don't think it is about my eyes.”

She paused, and sighed bitterly. ”I may tell _you,_” she went on in a whisper. ”It's a relief, it's a consolation, to tell _you._ I am fretting about my marriage.”

Those words roused me. I lifted my head, and kissed her. ”I have come back to comfort you,” I said: ”and I have behaved like a fool.”

She smiled faintly. ”How like you,” she exclaimed, ”to say that!” She tapped my cheek with her fingers in the old familiar way. The repet.i.tion of that little trifling action almost broke my heart. I nearly choked myself in forcing back the stupid cowardly useless tears that tried to burst from me again. ”Come!” she said. ”No more crying! Let us sit down and talk as if we were at Dimchurch.”

I took her to the sofa: we sat side by side. She put her arm round my waist, and laid her head on my shoulder. Again the faint smile flickered like a dying light on her lovely face; wan and wasted, yet still beautiful--still the Virgin's face in Raphael's picture. ”We are a strange pair,” she said, with a momentary flash of her old irresistible humour. ”You are my bitterest enemy, and you burst out crying over me the moment we meet. I have been shockingly treated by you--and I have got my arm round your waist and my head on your shoulder, and I wouldn't let go of you for the world!” Her face saddened again; her voice suddenly altered its tone. ”Tell me,” she went on, ”how is it that appearances were so terribly against you? Oscar satisfied me, at Ramsgate, that I ought to give you up, that I ought never to see you again. I took his view--there is no denying it, my dear--I agreed with him in detesting you, for a little while. But, when the blindness came back, I could keep it up no longer. Little by little, as the light died out, my heart _would_ turn to you again. When I heard your letter read, when I knew that you were near me--it was just like the old times; I was mad to see you. And here I am--satisfied, before you explain it to me, that you have been the victim of some terrible mistake.”

I tried, in grateful acknowledgment of those generous words, to enter on my justification there and then. It was impossible. I could think of nothing, I could speak of nothing, but the dreadful discovery of her blindness.