Chapter Forty-Four (1/2)

Chapter Forty-Four

I was officially in my second trimester now, work was going smoothly and everything was transitioning well. It finally felt like we could catch a break. Jameson was a great addition to the company and I was happy that he had caught on quickly. Our twelve to fifteen hour days had dropped down to ten with all the extra employees.

I spent more time with my husband, we were planning to have family dinner's once a week and Lina and Mia got to spend more time with daddy. Little Miguel was growing so fast and he was already eight months old.

It feels like this whole group is going to be a baby factory for the next couple years. Monica and Riley are already talking about having another one in the next couple months and by then, Rochelle may be ready for another, then Monica probably will and then me, and it will be a never ending cycle until the Monsters are ready to graduate.

Okay, maybe not that long, but between all of us it's going to feel like an eternity of pregnancies.

”You're starting to show.” Chase put his hands on my stomach and I nodded. I was fifteen weeks now and we got to find out what we're having in four weeks. I never realized I could love something so much until now.

”Can we start the nursery?” I asked him and my eyes were welling with tears again thinking about it.

”Anything you want honey, what do you want to do first?” he asked me

”All we can get is furniture. We have to wait a month to get anything specific.” much to my dismay, I just wanted to know now; I was getting antsy waiting.

”Well then, there is nothing I would rather do today than feed my wife and pick out our children's furniture. And no, you don't need make-up because you're beautiful just like that.” I frowned at him.

”I'm fat and nothing fits anymore.” I crossed my arms and he wasn't concerned with my hostility about to burst out. He walked into the closet and grabbed me a pair of leggings and my sweatshirt I wore when I was on my period because it was baggy and comfortable.

”You look gorgeous in this too. And I'll take you shopping for new clothes.” I sighed but nodded.

You're not getting fat Brylee, you're pregnant.

I just had to keep telling myself that.

”I love you.” He pulled my shirt over my head and my breasts were protesting the bra that no longer fit either. ”Yeah, real sexy.” I said with as much sarcasm as I could muster up.

”And a new bra, though I wouldn't complain if you were naked and braless all the time. I could look at your beautiful body forever.” He leaned down and kissed my stomach ”I love every inch of you.” I hated every inch of me right now.

”I'm fat and there is fat showing up in places I didn't think it would and it's just going to get worse.” I wanted to cry. This was the part that absolutely sucked, I couldn't settle on one emotion.

”And I love that it's because we finally get to start a family.” I was half naked in clothes that just didn't fit anymore and he put both his hands in my hair and kissed me.

He was right, of course he was right; but he also wasn't the one who was having humans rearrange their body and growing inside of him.

”I'm excited for that, just not for this.” I put my hands on my stomach and there was a bulge there, I thought there was something wrong with me, but my doctor assured me that everything was fine with the twins.

”I am. I know it's because I'm not the one who has to carry them, but I'm so thrilled seeing you pregnant Brylee. I love watching your stomach grow and you are so sexy pregnant.” He whispered in my ear and I pushed him away and he laughed.

”I'm not sexy. This is not sexy.” I gestured to myself. I was standing here in a bra with my breasts spilling out and panties that were starting to feel too tight around my stomach.

”Yes it is. I just want to take you to bed and start practicing for our next baby now.” He gripped my hips and pulled me closer. He freed my breasts from their prison and his hands cupped them both, lifting them and very gently teasing them.

”I thought we were going shopping.” My nails dug into his sides and he shook his head.

”If my wife isn't feeling beautiful or attractive, that is more important than baby furniture.” He sat down on the bed, still in his basketball shorts and pulled me onto his lap.

”I'm going to crush you.” I complained and he pulled my body forward and licked my ni pples. ”Gentle.” I hissed and he smiled as he sucked.

”You're not going to crush me.” he rolled me to my back ”Get comfortable.” He told me and I settled into the middle of the bed and got my head comfortable on the pillows. He went to grab scarves this time and tied my wrists to the bed.

”No rope?” I asked

”This isn't a rope kind of moment honey. I don't like that you feel this way. I don't like that my confident wife is now insecure. Do you really think that I don't believe you are the sexiest and most beautiful woman?” He asked me and I said nothing, because I did think that.

I was irrational. I knew he wouldn't cheat on me but at the same time I keep thinking that, what if I'm not good enough for him like this, what if he's repulsed by the changed body I'll have after I have the twins?

I knew I was being stupid, paranoid and a whole other list of things, but I couldn't help it.

”I asked you a question and I want an answer.” He leaned closer to me. He was between my legs, but they were free to move as I pleased.

”I'm sorry.” I didn't know what else to tell him.

”I don't want you to be sorry Brylee, I want you to know that I love you and I love our twins and I love your body. You are healthy, that's what's important to me. I don't want you to be uncomfortable, I want you to be happy and I want you to be able to enjoy being pregnant, because I love seeing you pregnant. You're mine inside and out and that's why you're pregnant and it's so fucking hot.” He blew, his breath fanned across my exposed chest.

”I know, I'm just a mess right now.” My back arched instantly as his tongue touched them this time.

”You're always a mess honey, that's why I love you.”

”Not always.” I smiled; there was a rare moment when I was put together, just not in my private life.

”I love your breasts, they're gorgeous and every time you tease me with a hint of them at work I want to pull you to my office and stick my cock between them and come all over them,” he sucked to the side of them and left a mark, I'm sure. ”I love watching them bounce when I fuck you and how you play with them and touch yourself. I love them under my tongue and I loved putting those clamps on them too,” He was a boob guy; that was obvious.

”I love your hips, they're wide and they're fucking perfect, I love to grip onto them when I take you from behind.” He's left little finger print bruises on them before. He sucked on the flesh right above my hip bone and his tongue made a pine from side to side, right at my pantie line.

”What else?” I asked him, I'm not the kind of person who needs to be complimented or beg for them, but I admit I was insecure right now. What I loved about the man on top of me was that he didn't mind; he understood, he always understood.

”I love your swollen stomach and seeing you grow. I enjoy when you're a mess and I don't care that you're emotional. Your belly is beautiful and I wish you saw it that way.” He kissed my stomach where our twins were growing inside me. His mouth move until he was satisfied he kissed my body from breast to stomach.

”Is that it?” I asked panting, I was so painfully horny right now.

”These thighs, god I love your thighs. I know you hate them and say they're too fat but they're thick, just how I like them, and how I love them is wrapped around my waist when I make love to you or around my ears when I go down on you and taste you all over my tongue.” His words were like foreplay before the foreplay as his mouth moved to my thighs. He gripped my panties and I pushed my hips up so he could pull them down ”Now please me baby and wrap them around me as I pleasure you.” he buried his face between my thighs that I may have found a new liking for.

I liked to run and play sports; there was muscle there with too much fat on top of for my liking. To top it off I had a large ass so I always felt like my body wasn't proportionate. Large chest, wide hips, thicker things with a large ass with a stomach that had abs showing at one point.

I was built like my mother.

I wrapped my legs around him and he grunted in satisfaction as he went down on me, his tongue taking no mercy. He didn't tease me at all, he sucked and licked, his tongue fucked me before he went back to focusing his attention on me cl it and when I was close, he made me come.

My thighs squeezed tighter and he moaned as he licked my slit and drank me in. My body was humming with satisfaction, but like always, what I wanted was his co ck. I never wanted to stop; I just wanted him to make me feel.

His shorts came off and he gripped his erection.

”I want it.” I licked my lips

”This is what your body does to me Brylee, I'm always so fucking hard when I think about you, and the other thing I fucking love.” he said as he positioned himself.

”Being inside me?” I asked him

”And that fucking ass.” His hands reached around and he gripped a fist full of my ass in each hand as he nearly impaled me on his co ck, but that was the extent of his roughness with me. ”God I love your ass, I love you bent over and I love watching my co ck disappear inside of it.” he grunted as he pushed in and pulled out while I just pulled at my restraints.

”Don't stop.” I don't know if I was talking about his words which were getting me turned on or his dick that was lighting me on fucking fire from the inside.