Part 20 (1/2)

”I should think you would find it vastly more interesting.”

”I do; especially when you are one of the people I am permitted to study.”

”If you think I will permit it long, you are mistaken,” said Hermione, who was beginning to lose her temper, without precisely knowing why. She took up her book and a piece of embroidery she had brought with her, as though she would go.

”You cannot help my making a study of you,” returned the professor, calmly. ”If you leave me now, I regard it as an interesting feature in your case.”

”I will afford you that much interest, at all events,” answered Hermione, rising to her feet. She was annoyed, and the blood rose to her delicate cheeks, while her downcast lashes hid the anger in her eyes.

But she did not know the man, if she thought he would let himself be treated so lightly. She knew neither him nor his weapons.

”Miss Carvel, permit me to ask your forgiveness,” he said. ”I am so fond of hearing myself talk that my tongue runs away with me.”

”Why do you tease me so?” asked Hermione, suddenly raising her eyes and facing Cutter. But before he could answer her she laid down her work and her book, and walked slowly away from him. She reached the opposite side of the broad conservatory, and turned back.

Cutter's whole manner had changed the moment he saw that she was seriously annoyed. He knew well enough that he had said nothing for which the girl could be legitimately angry, but he understood her antipathy to him too well not to know that it could easily be excited at any moment to an open expression of dislike. On the present occasion, however, he had resolved to fathom, if possible, the secret cause of the feeling the beautiful Hermione entertained against him.

”Miss Carvel,” he said, very gently, as she advanced again towards him, ”I like to talk to you, of all people, but you do not like me,--forgive my saying it, for I am in earnest,--and I lose my temper because I cannot find out why.”

Hermione stood still for a moment, and looked straight into the professor's eyes; she saw that they met hers with such an honest expression of regret that her heart was touched. She stooped and picked a flower, and held it in her hand some seconds before she answered.

”It was I who was wrong,” she said, presently. ”Let us be friends. It is not that I do not like you,--really I believe it is not that. It is that, somehow, you do manage to--to tease me, I suppose.” She blushed.

”I am sure you do not mean it. It is very foolish of me, I know.”

”If you could only tell me exactly where my fault lies,” said Cutter, earnestly, ”I am sure I would never commit it again. You do not seriously believe that I ever intend to annoy you?”

”N--no,” hesitated Hermione. ”No, you do not intend to annoy me, and yet I think it amuses you sometimes to see that I am angry about nothing.”

”It does not amuse me,” said Cutter. ”My tongue gets the better of me, and then I am very sorry afterwards. Let us be friends, as you say. We have more serious things to think of than quarreling in our conversation. Say you forgive me, as freely as I say that it has been my fault.”

There was something so natural and humble in the way the man spoke that Hermione had no choice but to put out her hand and agree to the truce.

Professor Cutter was as old as her father, though he looked ten years younger, or more; he had a world-wide reputation in more than one branch of science; he was altogether what is called a celebrated man; and he stood before her asking to ”make friends,” as simply as a schoolboy.

Hermione had no choice.

”Of course,” she answered, and then added with a smile, ”only you must really not tease me any more.”

”I won't,” said Cutter, emphatically.

They sat down again, side by side, and were silent for some moments. It seemed to Hermione as though she had made an important compact, and she did not feel altogether certain of the result. She could have laughed at the idea that her making up her differences with the professor was of any real importance in her life, but nevertheless she felt that it was so, and she was inclined to think over what she had done. Her hands lay folded upon her lap, and she idly gazed at them, and thought how small and white they looked upon the dark blue serge. Cutter spoke first.

”I suppose,” he began, ”that when we are not concerned with our own immediate affairs, we are all of us thinking of the same thing. Indeed, though we live very much as though nothing were the matter, we are constantly aware that one subject occupies us all alike.”

To tell the truth, Hermione was not at that moment thinking of poor Madame Patoff. She raised her eyes with an inquiring glance.

”I am very much preoccupied,” continued the professor. ”I have not the least idea whether we have done wisely in allowing Paul to see his mother.”

”If she knew him, I imagine it was a good thing,” answered Hermione.

”How long is it since they met?”

”Eighteen months, or more. They met last in very painful circ.u.mstances, I believe. You see the impression was strong enough to outlive her insanity. She was not glad to see him.”