84 Promise me that you wont do i (1/2)
”Fu Sheng.” She grinds her teeth. ”You don't have to think of me as your burden and duty. I will break the bond. I already know how to do it. When that happens, you will be freed from this bond. You won't die if I die.”
She lived her entire human life as a burden to her family. She has no intention of living an eternity as a burden to this vampire king.
Fu Sheng frowns at her. ”Where did you hear that breaking the bond is possible?”
She relaxes her shoulders and looks at him with a smile on her lips. She's upset. She's always a burden. Now, she's a duty. What else she will be in the future?
”I have my sources. It's not possible in this world. There's a god in a different world who can break the bond between two unwilling individuals. I will go to that world and break this unnecessary binding between us. We don't want each other anyway. I don't want to be anyone's duty or burden. After it's over between us, we don't have to protect each other or worry about each other.”
He wants to be freed, right? Just like them? She's a burden. She wants to leave before he says something that will destroy the remains of her pride.
”Breaking the bond is impossible,” Fu Sheng states with a detached voice. She must really hate him. Otherwise, she wouldn't be keen on breaking the bond. ”If there's a God who can do this, then it won't come without a price. The price might be something that's graver than what we have to endure now. Do you still want to break the bond?”
The repercussions of formal rejection have been hurting his soul this much. He can't imagine what would happen if she breaks the bond. Will she listen to his warning and change her mind?
”We can continue to live like this. You are free from me.” Fu Sheng utters the words through his clenched jaw, ”You can find someone else. I won't stop you. I will fix this world for you and make it safe enough for you to wander freely with someone you want by your side. Your deepest desire is freedom. I understand that. I respect that. But don't get involved with the gods. Don't break the bond.”
His voice falters. He sighs when he finds her watching him quietly. He can sense that she hasn't changed her mind. She would go to any extent to get away from him. He can force her to stay with him. He can lock her up, but he will also feel her pain if he does that. He can't be cruel to her.
”Huang Qiuyan, tell me that you won't leave this world.” He nearly pleads. ”You will stay where I can protect you. You won't do anything insane. You have to understand your human feelings first before you take a drastic decision that can't be undone. You can find someone else. I won't stop you. Give it a few years and try to understand yourself first. I understand if you don't want me, but you don't have to go that far to get away from me. You have to promise me that you won't do it. I will do anything in return.”
Huang Qiuyan is confused. Why is he not happy about it? If the bond is broken, won't he be free from the unwanted burden? The price? She already knows the price. She has to gather 100 billion points. That's a lot, yes.