144 Do you love me? (1/2)

”Where?” Li Dai Yu winces when she tries to move. Her body is aching, especially her waist.  She barely opens her eyes when she feels Fu Sheng's large hand on her breast. She lets out an annoyed moan. ”What are you doing, Fu Sheng? Are you always horny?”

”My queen, you are awake.” He pecks the side of her temple. His voice is deep and husky. ”Are you surprised that I am always horny for you?”

”For me?” She raises her brow. They are lying in a meadow. The sky is clear. She could smell faint burning smell on Fu Sheng's body. He must have used his magic. Did he come across the monsters on the way? He seems completely fine. ”Or Huang Qiuyan?”

Fu Sheng smiles at her. In his eyes, both of them are the same. ”I brought something for you. Do you want to see?”

Something for her? What is he up to? ”Show me.”

”Here.” He gives her the red Camellia flowers. She stares at them blankly. He brought Camellia flowers for her. Does he even know the meaning of them?

”I am not good at words.” His finger traces her cheekbone gently. ”Does my unspoken words get through you?”

”I am not her.” She crushes the flowers in her hands. ”I don't care about these things.”

A tint of redness is left by the flowers on her fingers. A weird feeling rises in her heart. Why is she bothered? Fu Sheng is smiling at her with longing in his eyes. ”Are you missing her?”

”You are here beside me.” Not all of her is beside him though. He takes her hand and kisses her fingers one by one. ”I can't help but feel greedy.”

So annoying! What's wrong with him? He wasn't like this. Is he interested in her? She is still bitter. ”Do you love me?”

He watches her silently. The intensity in his eyes is unnerving. In the silence, countless words traverse through the air, reaching someone who doesn't want to hear them. No barrier can keep those silent words away. He kisses her slowly white listening to her accelerated heartbeats. She folds her fingers, not wanting to touch him. She doesn't want to decipher the unspoken words. They are not for her. She's not Huang Qiuyan. Even if he screams these words at her, she won't hear them.

Then, why is she crying?

Li Dai Yu blinks away the tears. These are leftover feelings that belong to Huang Qiuyan. She kisses him back vigorously. Fu Sheng gives in to her need, kissing her until she is breathless. He stares into her eyes, hoping to see the way Huang Qiuyan looked at him before he left her that day. However, his gaze is met with a mocking smile in her eyes.

”Lost interest?” She scoffs at him.