183 I wish it was over LGB (1/2)

”As much as I know, he returned to the world.” Izo runs his fingers through his hair. His heart is acting in an abnormal manner. Heat in his blood is rushing to his cheeks. He can't even say that the cold is making him blush since it's not that cold. Noah's eyes are on him. He can't meet his eyes either. Honestly, he can't stop thinking about the kiss. It didn't… feel bad. But it was a prank. And Noah admitted that he also wanted to kiss Kai. So, he doesn't have feelings for him… not that kind. What about him then? Does he like Noah? No! Noah is a family. ”I have already looked for Jin in this area.”

Noah sighs. ”We should go separately.”

”You will come with me!” Izo snaps at him. ”Do I not know you? You will try to escape to another world. You are already unwell. Why are you even looking for Jin?”

”Kai said that I have a true mate,” Noah replies, trying to sound normal. The awkwardness in the air is too tense. He can barely breathe. Now that he has confessed, he wants to say more. His heart isn't any lighter. But Izo will hate him if he says more. He has barely managed to save their friendship and brotherhood with lies. ”I wanted to ask Jin how to find him. Once I find my mate, I… won't feel lonely and kiss anyone with lips.”

”...”

”I am sorry again.” Noah bows his head. ”Really sorry.”

”You didn't say sorry to Kai though.” Izo grabs Noah's hair. Hard. This boy is making him angry. He wants to beat Noah for kissing him and then kissing Kai. He is angry, although he doesn't want to bother with reasons behind his anger. Some things shouldn't be dug up. ”I told you that it's alright. It was just a kiss. What's the big deal?”

It's not a big deal? Noah's heart sinks further. Izo doesn't feel anything for him at all. ”It's Kai. He will forget about kissing in no time. He can't even remember whether he ate a day ago or not.”

”You are right.” Izo releases Noah's hair. Something is bothering him. ”What's this about true mates?”

”Kai did some experiments.” Noah fixes his hair with his fingers, keeping his eyes fixed on a tree. ”He said that all of us have true mates. Klyn found his true mate and then, Kai also found one. King has a true mate too. If I am correct, Jin will also find his true mate soon. What if we also have one? I want to find mine.”

Maybe then… he can get over his feelings for Izo.”