Chapter 52: You can decide your future (2/2)
While they are arguing, Sung Jun finds something that he doesn't like at all. The two of them seem dependent on each other. There is an invisible bond between them. Friendship? Sung Jun suddenly recalls that Fang Aisa and this white-haired fool spent eight years together.
Eight years. He has no idea where they were for eight years or what happened between them. But Fang Aisa trusted that white-haired fool. She still cares about him.
That's not acceptable. Why does his wife have a spot for someone else? Why can't she trust him instead of a god? Gods are never trustworthy. This white-haired-god took her away from him.
The white-haired fool didn't reply this time. He seems to be in shock. Fang Aisa clutches her hair. Tears run down her clear cheeks. She closes her eyes.
”I am sorry.” The white-haired fool suddenly utters in monotone. ”I am a god. I am not a friend or family.”
”I know, Reis.” Fang Aisa covers her face. ”I don't know. I am tired. My past life was built around lies. Everyone played me. People left me. I had no say in anything. Even my child was killed and I always blamed myself. I thought that my child died because of my selfishness. My child...I can never bring my child back.”
The words are piercing to Sung Jun. Fang Aisa falls on her knees. He has seen her cry like that before. He bends down on one knee and pulls her up by her arm.
”We will have children.” He cleans her face by his hand. ”As much as you want. Your past life was the past. The god turned back time. It meant that it didn't happen. He is right about one thing. You can decide your future. The past, you are crying for, will not happen in this life.”
She takes a long glance at him. In her eyes, he cannot see any faith or dependence on him. This stings him, but his wife needs care.
The memories of her past life make her who she is. The memories of her past life are also her burden.
”I don't know how I hurt you in our past lives. But give me a chance this time. I am not a fool like me from our past lives.”