Part 49 (1/2)
”Your words grieve me,” said Ibarra, resentfully.
Elias bowed his head, meditated and replied:
”I wish to set you right, Senor, and to avoid a miserable future for you. You remember the time when I was talking to you in this same banca and under the light of the same moon. It was a month ago, a few days more or less. Then you were happy. The plea of the unfortunates did not reach you. You disdained their complaints because they were complaints from criminals. You gave ear to their enemies, and, in spite of my reasons and pleas, you put yourself on the side of their oppressors. On you depended at that time whether I should turn criminal or allow my life to be taken in fulfillment of my sacred pledge. G.o.d has not permitted it, because the old chief of the bandits has been killed. A month has pa.s.sed and now you think differently.”
”You are right, Elias, but man is influenced by changes in circ.u.mstances. Then I was blind, and obstinate. What did I know? Now misfortune has torn the veil from my eyes. The solitude and misery of my prison life have taught me; now I see the horrible cancer which is sapping the life of society, which hangs to its flesh and which requires violent extirpation. They have opened my eyes; they have made me see the ulcer; they force me to become a criminal. I will be a filibustero, but a true filibustero. I will call upon all the unfortunates, on all who have beating hearts within their b.r.e.a.s.t.s, on all who sent you to me.... No, no! I will not be criminal! It is never a crime to fight for one's country! We for three centuries have given them our hand, we have asked them for their love, we have anxiously wished to call them our brothers. How have they replied? With insults and jests, denying us even the quality of being human beings. There is no G.o.d, there is no hope, there is no humanity. There is nothing but the right of force.”
Ibarra was excited. His whole body was trembling.
They pa.s.sed by the Governor General's palace, and believed they saw agitation and movement among the guards.
”Have they discovered our flight?” murmured Elias. ”Lie down, Senor, so that I can cover you up with the gra.s.s, for, when we cross over to the side of the river near the powder house, the sentry may be surprised at seeing two of us in this small banca.”
As Elias had foreseen, the sentry stopped him and asked him where he came from.
”From Manila, with gra.s.s for the magistrates and curates,” replied he, imitating the accent of one from Pandakan.
A sergeant came out and was informed what was going on.
”Sulung!” (Go on!) said he. ”I warn you not to receive any one in your banca. A prisoner has just escaped. If you capture him and hand him over to me I will give you a good reward.”
”All right, Senor. What is his description?”
”He wears a frock coat and speaks Spanish. With that much, be on the watch!”
The banca went on. Elias turned his face and saw the shadow of the sentry, still standing on the bank of the river.
”We will lose several minutes,” said he, in a low voice. ”We will have to go up the Beata river in order to carry out my pretense of being from Pena Francia.”
The town was sleeping in the light of the moon. Crisostomo arose to admire the sepulchral peace of Nature. The river was narrow and its banks formed a plain planted with rice.
Elias threw the load on the bank, picked up a piece of bamboo and drew out from under the gra.s.s in the banca some empty sacks. They went on rowing.
”You are master of your own will, Senor, and of your own future,”
said he to Crisostomo, who kept silent. ”But if you will permit me to offer a suggestion, I say to you: Look well at what you are going to do. You are about to start a war, for you have money, talent, and you will quickly find aid, for, unfortunately, many are discontented. Furthermore, in this fight, which you are to begin, those who are going to suffer most are the defenseless, the innocent. The same sentiments which a month ago prompted me to come to you and ask for reforms, are those which now move me to ask you to reflect. The country, Senor, is not thinking of separating itself from the mother country. It asks only a little liberty, a little justice, a little love. The discontented will a.s.sist you, the criminals and the desperate, but the people will hold aloof. You are mistaken if, seeing everything dark, you believe that the country is desperate. The country suffers, yes, but it still hopes, believe me, and will only rise in revolt when it has lost patience; that is, when those who govern wish it--which is still far off. I myself would not follow you. I shall never take recourse to these extreme remedies while I see hope in men.”
”Then I will go without you!” replied Crisostomo, resolutely.
”Is it your firm decision?”
”Yes, my firm and only decision: I call to witness the memory of my father! I cannot allow them to deprive me of peace and happiness with impunity, I who have desired only my country's welfare, I who have respected all and have suffered on account of a hypocritical religion, on account of love for my country. How have they responded to me? By burying me in an infamous prison and by prost.i.tuting my fiancee. No, not to avenge myself would be a crime. It would be encouraging them to commit new injustices. No! it would be cowardice, it would be pusillanimity to weep and groan while there is life and vigor, when to insult and challenge are added scoffery and contemptuous ridicule! I will arouse this ignorant people, I will make them see their misery--this people who do not think of each other as brothers, who are mere wolves devouring each other. I will tell them to rise against this oppression and appeal to the eternal right of mankind to conquer their liberty!”
”Innocent people will suffer.”
”All the better! Can you lead me to the mountain?”
”Till you are safe!” replied Elias.
They again went up the Pasig. They spoke from time to time of indifferent things.