Part 20 (1/2)
'Yes, Bob, I did, and you heard me. You were only pretending not to, because you didn't want me to see that there's something the matter with you. Look at me, Bob,' and he dared not disobey. When Rosamond spoke in that queenly way she was very awe-inspiring.
'I see,' she said, 'you have been crying, Bob. Now what is the matter?
Have you been doing anything naughty, or what is it?'
He brushed his coat sleeve across his eyes, and tried to choke down a sob.
'No, miss,' he managed at last to get out; 'leastways I never meant to do anything wrong-- I never did, for certain sure, I never did. And I dursn't tell you, miss, for fear of worser trouble-- I really dursn't, unless----' he looked up, his eyes br.i.m.m.i.n.g over--his sweet, pathetic dark eyes; and Rosamond's tender heart grew very sore.
'Unless what?' she said.
''Twouldn't be right to say it, I don't think,' he replied hesitatingly; ''twas only if you'd not mind promising not to tell--it'd make such a trouble up to Moor Edge. I dursn't try to see Master Justin, and I don't believe he can do aught to put it right. But poor granny, she'd be that worrited, and I know she's a bit short just now.'
'Short of what? What do you mean?' asked the little girl.
'Short of money, miss, to be sure,' replied Bob. 'I dursn't ask her for it--it'd put her about so, and she'd worry terrible about it all.'
'But I don't understand what it is,' said Rosamond. 'I do wish you'd explain quickly.' Then, as a sudden idea flashed into her mind--'Oh,'
she exclaimed, 'can it be about the ferrets? Have you got into trouble about them? If you have, it's all Justin's fault, and he should get you out of it.'
Again Bob brushed his sleeve across his eyes.
'He's done all he could, he has indeed, miss,' he said. 'It's them I bought the creatures from that's making all the trouble--there's stories about, you see, again' me--that I've been ferreting for rabbits--and that'd be _stealing_; and the man who sold them to me says he'll have me up for it if I don't pay all that's still owing very first thing to-morrow morning. And he's put on to the price--he has for sure, though he says he hasn't. It's six s.h.i.+lling still to pay, and how or where I'm to get it, goodness only knows,' and here Bob's feelings entirely overcame him, and he burst into tears.
Miss Mouse had hard work to keep back her own--she could not bear to see the change in the poor boy, who had always before seemed so full of life and spirits. And she knew that all he had done and risked had been out of his unselfish devotion to Justin. Half unconsciously her hand went into her pocket, where, safely nestling, was her little purse; but she did not draw it out, for she remembered that it only contained sixpence.
Miss Mouse was a careful little person; she kept her money in a tiny cash-box, and only took out what she needed to use. The ball for Gervais had cost a s.h.i.+lling, and she had brought eighteenpence with her.
'Six s.h.i.+llings,' she repeated, 'it's a lot of money!'
'That it is,' said Bob, with despair in his voice.
Miss Mouse considered. She had been hoping to have ten s.h.i.+llings for her Christmas presents. There was still to come her December pocket-money, out of which she was expected to buy her gloves, and in the country, as she had told Aunt Mattie, gloves last much longer, so that she was not far off her goal. But six s.h.i.+llings! That would leave her at most only four. It was something very like a sob that the little maiden choked down before she spoke again.
'Bob,' she said, 'I'll-- I'll lend it you--or give it you, for I don't see how you can ever pay it me back, unless--unless Justin does,' and, to tell the truth, she had small hopes of Justin. He was selfish and thoughtless.
Bob looked up at her with br.i.m.m.i.n.g over eyes.
'Miss-- O miss!' was all he could say.
'Yes,' she repeated, 'I'll give it you. I couldn't bear you to get into trouble, or for poor Nance to be unhappy. She's been so good to us. I haven't got the money with me. We must plan how you can fetch it, for I suppose you must have it to-night?'
'Or to-morrow morning, miss, so early that I couldn't disturb you. Yes, to-night would be best, and I _will_ pay it you back, miss, first earnings as ever I get. You'll see--but--but won't your folk--beg pardon--won't the lady and gentleman at Caryll Place be angry with you, miss?'
Rosamond considered.
'No,' she replied, 'it's my very own money. But don't trouble about that part of it, Bob. I'll take care not to get you into any fresh trouble, nor,' with a little smile, 'myself either.'
And in her own mind Miss Mouse decided that once she was sure poor Bob was safe, she would tell Aunt Mattie 'all about it.' 'I don't think that would be a wrong kind of tell-taleing,' she decided. 'It wouldn't be right not to tell, for Justin shouldn't have risked poor Bob's getting into trouble. I'll tell auntie _everything_, and then she'll know how to do without making Justin angry with Bob.'