Prologue (1/2)

Prologue

In hindsight, my life was trash

I earnestly feel so

If I can start again, I want to restart from a previous point in time

Specifically, ten seconds ago

Let me start over from that time

Because, if I was able to return even ten seconds ago, I need not die

A screas

There is a man who shouts to call for an ambulance

But most of the shouts were [Are you okay?]

No, it’s not okay

I’m trapped under a steel frame And I’m alive

Meanwhile, a television report is being broadcast about the iron frame

[It was a strong pressure Yes, internal rupture]

How is it being broadcast calmly?

It seems…

In a word, it is an answer

The vision that I can see is narrowing steadily

I can sense thatcold

The sot from my father had become red with my bodily fluids

Although one ht say, in this case, it was a mistake to leave

The steel frame spike that was released by the labourer directly hit me

Nevertheless, I’

It was too unreasonable

I should not have gone outside on Christ to happen

And furtherer occur to me

Anyway, I was a

The only saving grace forpain

I lived for 25 years and there were no good things (about me)

My youth is accurately expressed in 2 kanji — It is so

『無惨』 [Tragic] Gloomy, isn’t it?(TL:Also translates as ‘Miserable’Take your pick)

I was not especially eager for extracurricular activities

Having said that, I was not one to study either

How can someone be friends with one such as I?

A girlfriend was so of a dream

I a

From when is it that I entered into the death route?

Is it the tie entrance examination?

Even with ot into the university

Putting up with intense joint pain and headaches, I soate

However, to ret, the disease I had was a biohazard

I still reht

And then a supplementary examination

The last chance I had

The day before — I fell doith Norovirus (TL: Norovirus, In the UK is known as the winter vo)

Bad Oysters

More than that, I was stupid

Even though I wanted to liven the party with the family

What on earth was I thinking, eating oysters that were meant to be cooked raw

After all, my imouto was driven away

But, I did not think I would really have such a serious illness

To say, my result was that I did not receive entrance into a university in my youth

Was it at that time?

The tension ina loose life

The job-hopping part-timer orks in production

I becaed from my relatives too

Needless to say, o

[You, are you really my son?]

When those lines were spoken, I was unable to retort

Well, I was jobless At a e

Although I debated whether or not to act upon the feeling and behave violently, but I had no such courage

I cried all night, curled in a ball

nobody will take sides with me anymore

However, my imouto was different

My imouto was totally different from me

Only she cared about me until the end

It seems my parents proposed a plan to drive me from the house

At that time, it was

The inco

However, I wanted to be the elder brother in front of that person at least

It was selfish pride

But, even so I didn’t fake only these true feelings

Then, a report ca married

The partner was a novice doctor with good relations from the university days

After several years of friendshi+p, it seems he finally reached the finish line

While it was lonely, on the other hand, I would be happy to send her off

As a big brother, I wanted to celebrate the happiness of my imouto

So, for the first time in several years, I spoke to that man

I asked for an introduction to a job fro a newspaper with a difficult face

I lowered my face and was seriously scolded