Part 23 (1/2)
On the fourth day from thence, Jane was buried. I had never before committed a paris.h.i.+oner to the ground with similar affections. The attendants were not many, but I was glad to perceive among them some of the children who had been accustomed to receive my weekly private instruction along with her.
I wished that the scene might usefully impress their young hearts, and that G.o.d would bless it to their edification.
As I stood at the head of the grave, during the service, I connected past events, which had occurred in the churchyard, with the present. In this spot Jane first learned the value of that gospel which saved her soul.
Not many yards from her own burial-place, was the epitaph which has already been described as the first means of affecting her mind with serious and solemn conviction. It seemed to stand at _this_ moment as a peculiar witness for those truths which its lines proclaimed to every pa.s.sing reader. Such an a.s.sociation of objects produced a powerful effect on my thoughts.
The evening was serene--nothing occurred to interrupt the quiet solemnity of the occasion.
”Peace” was the last word little Jane uttered while living; and peace seemed to be inscribed on the farewell scene of the grave where she was laid. A grateful remembrance of that peace revives in my own mind, as I write these memorials of it; and oh, may that peace which pa.s.seth all understanding be in its most perfect exercise, when I shall meet her again at the last day!
Attachment to the spot where this young Christian lay, induced me to plant a yew-tree close by the head of her grave, adjoining the eastern wall of the church. I designed it as an evergreen monument of one who was dear to memory. The young plant appeared healthy for a while, and promised by its outward vigour long to retain its station. But it withered soon afterwards, and, like the child whose grave it pointed out to notice, early faded away and died.
The yew-tree proved a frail and short-lived monument. But a more lasting one dwells in my own heart. And perhaps this narrative may be permitted to transmit her memory to other generations, when the hand and heart of the writer shall be cold in the dust.
Perchance some, into whose hands these pages may fall, will be led to cultivate their spiritual young plants with increased hopes of success, in so arduous an endeavour. May the tender blossoms reward their care, and bring forth early and acceptable fruit!
Some, who have perhaps been accustomed to undervalue the character of _very_ youthful religion, may hereby see that the Lord of grace and glory is not limited in the exercise of his power by age or circ.u.mstance. It sometimes appears in the displays of G.o.d's love to sinners, as it does in the manifestations of his works in the heavens, that the _least_ of the planets moves in the nearest course to the sun; and there enjoys the most powerful influence of his light, heat, and attraction.
The story of this Young Cottager involves a clear evidence of the freeness of the operations of divine grace on the heart of man; of the inseparable connection between true faith and holiness of disposition; and of the simplicity of character which a real love of Christ transfuses into the soul.
How many of the household of faith of every age,
”Alike unknown to fortune and to fame,”
have journeyed and are now travelling to their ”city of habitation,”
through the paths of modest obscurity and almost unheeded piety! It is one of the most interesting employments of the Christian minister to search out these spiritual lilies of the valley, whose beauty and fragrance are nearly concealed in their shady retreats. To rear the flower, to a.s.sist in unfolding its excellences, and bring forth its fruit in due season, is a work that delightfully recompenses the toil of the cultivator.
While he is occupied in this grateful task of labouring in his heavenly Master's garden, some blight, some tempest, may chance to take away a favourite young blossom in a premature stage of its growth.
If such a case should befall him, he will then, perhaps, as I have often done, when standing in pensive recollection at little Jane's grave, make an application of these lines, which are inscribed on a grave-stone erected in the same churchyard, and say--
”This lovely bud so young and fair, Called hence by early doom, Just came to show how sweet a flower In paradise would bloom.”
THE COTTAGE CONVERSATION
As I journeyed late on a summer evening, meditating on the beauties of the prospect around me, while they gradually faded from my sight, through the approach of darkness, it grew suddenly quite gloomy, and a black cloud hanging over my head threatened a heavy shower of rain. The big drops began to fall, and an open shed, adjoining to a labourer's cottage, offering me a seasonable shelter, I dismounted from my horse, and found it large enough to protect him as well as myself.
The circ.u.mstance reminded me of the happy privilege of the believing sinner, who finds a ”refuge from the storm, and the blast of the terrible ones, in the love of his Redeemer,” which prepares him ”a covert from storm and from rain.” I went in unperceived: the door of the cottage was half open, and I heard the voices of a poor man, his wife, and some children within.
I was hesitating whether to go into the house and make myself known, or to enjoy in solitude a meditation on the foregoing comparison, which my situation had brought to my mind, when these words, spoken in a calm and affectionate tone, struck me with mingled pleasure and surprise, and determined me not to interrupt the conversation:--
”Indeed, wife, you are in the wrong. Riches would never make us happier, so long as the Lord sees it good that we should be poor.”
”Well,” replied the wife, ”I can see no harm in wis.h.i.+ng for more money and better living than we have at present. Other people have risen in the world; and why should not we? There's neighbour Sharp has done well for his family, and, for anything I can see, will be one of the richest farmers in the parish, if he lives; and everybody knows he was once as poor as we are: while you and I are labouring and toiling from morning to night, and can but just get enough to fill our children's mouths, and keep ourselves coa.r.s.ely clothed, and hardly that.”
”Wife,” answered the man, ”having food and raiment, let us therewith be content. And if it please G.o.d that even these things should fall short, let us submit ourselves to G.o.d in patience and well-doing, for he gives us more than we deserve.”