Part 5 (1/2)
Greta started at the words, but made no answer.
The daylight came early. As the first gleams of gray light came in at the window, Greta turned to where Mercy sat in silence. It was a sad face that she saw in the mingled yellow light of the dying lamp and the gray of the dawn.
Mercy spoke again.
”Greta, do you remember what Mistress Branthet said when her baby died last back end gone twelvemonth?”
Greta looked up quickly at the bandaged eyes.
”What?” she asked.
”Well, Parson Christian tried to comfort her and said: 'Your baby is now an angel in Paradise,' and she turned on him with: 'Shaf on your angels--I want none on 'em--I want my little girl.'”
Mercy's voice broke into a sob.
Toward ten o'clock the doctor came. He had been detained. Very sorry to disoblige Mrs. Ritson, but fact was old Mr. de Broadthwaite had an attack of lumbago, complicated by a bout of toothache, and everybody knew he was most exacting. Young person's baby ill? Feverish, restless, starts in its sleep, and cough? Ah, croupy cough--yes, croup, true croup, not spasmodic. Let him see, how old? A year and a half? Ah, bad, very. Most frequent in second year of infancy. Dangerous, highly so.
Forms a membrane that occludes air-pa.s.sages. Often ends in convulsions, and child suffocates. Sad, very. Let him see again. How long since the attack began? Yesterday at four. Ah, far gone, far. The great man soon vanished, leaving behind him a harmless preparation of aconite and ipecacuanha.
Mercy had heard all, and her pent-up grief broke out in sobs.
”Oh, to think I shall hear my Ralphie no more, and to know his white cold face is looking up from a coffin, while other children are playing in the suns.h.i.+ne and chasing the b.u.t.terflies! No, no, it can not be; G.o.d will not let it come to pa.s.s; I will pray to Him and He will save my child. Why, He can do anything, and He has all the world. What is my little baby boy to Him? He will not let it be taken from me.”
Greta's heart was too full for speech. But she might weep in silence, and none there would know. Mercy stretched across the bed, and, tenderly folding the child in her arms, she lifted him up, and then went down on her knees.
”Merciful Father,” she said in a childish voice of sweet confidence, ”this is my baby, my Ralphie, and I love him so dearly. You would never think how much I love him. But he is ill, and doctor says he may die.
Oh, dear Father, only think what it would be to say, 'His little face is gone.' And then I have never seen him. You will not take him away until his mother sees him. So soon, too. Only five days more. Why, it is quite close. Not to-morrow, nor the next day, nor the next, but the day after that.”
She put in many another childlike plea, and then rose with a smile on her pale lips and replaced the little one on his pillow.
”How patient he is,” she said. ”He can't say 'Thank you,' but I'm sure his eyes are speaking. Let me feel.” She put her finger lightly on the child's lids. ”No, they are shut; he must be sleeping. Oh, dear, he sleeps very much. Is he gaining color? How quiet he is. If he would only say, 'Mama!' How I wish I could see him!”
She was very quiet for a while, and then plucked at Greta's gown suddenly.
”Greta,” she said eagerly, ”something tells me that if I could only see Ralphie I should save him.”
Greta started up in terror. ”No, no, no; you must not think of it,” she said.
”But something whispered it. It must have been G.o.d himself. You know we ought to obey G.o.d always.”
”Mercy, it was not G.o.d who said that. It was your own heart. You must not heed it.”
”I'm sure it was G.o.d,” said Mercy. ”And I heard it quite plain.”
”Mercy, my darling, think what you are saying. Think what it is you wish to do. If you do it you will be blind forever.”
”But I shall have saved my Ralphie.”
”No, no; you will not.”
”Will he not be saved, Greta?”