14 Love Story In Harvard 4 (1/2)
(Recommended song for this chapter: ”Distance Between” - Mark Petrie & Dorian Charnis)
There's some changes in the script as I drive to the beach she tolds me that If I sing really well then It would help me with his father approval so she insist that I should sing her a song right now I told her that the next song is for her because when I met her my heart just breathes
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(Park Hyo s.h.i.+n- Breath)
The breaths that I will take today
The places that I will rest in today
I'm living like this today
The dreams that I dreamed last night
That I left on the bottom of my bed
Covers my exhausted heart
---All of the cast just listen at the song attentively and the director order them to take the scenes from different angles, this was a really strong song it feels the lonelyness of me and at the end a small but bright hope-----
As I close my eyes, it's alright
In a shape that's a bit different from others
I fall asleep alone
When morning comes again and I open my eyes
I want to smile
-----All the cast just have cry some tears I sing in a soft, strong tone that pleads to the G.o.ds that I just want to smile why cant he just smile (T_T)-------
On a night like tonight
If I can stay in this dream
If I can hope for things I can't
If I can not be afraid, just like you
-----And I look at her saying this as she was the new found strenght the reason for my everything right now Taehee she cant help but cry, we are just in the zone, she is thinking that she is going to abandon him today, she cant handle to do it, she have to escape somehow If she saw wakes up besides him she cant afford to leave him---
On a day like today
When old tears that I thought dried up, flow again
My small heart that hasn't fallen asleep
Breathes
Like the birds that fly
In the endlessly far sky
I don't wanna look back
Past this road, Spring is somewhere
Rain falls on the strengthlessly stopped world
So today grows again
I'm living that day
On a night like tonight
If I can stay in this dream
If I can hope for things I can't
If I can not be afraid, just like you
On a day like today
When old tears that I thought dried up, flow again
My small heart that hasn't fallen asleep
Breathes
My lonely day
Breathes.
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She just cant see me in the eyes and just told me that I should sing more often, I told her that I could do it whenever she wants, we change our seats because I was really exhausted I mean all this weeks searching for something that would help her so I sleep all the way she silently is saying goodbye to me she caressed me like being afraid of forgeting anything about him, she gently kiss me in the forehead while a tear cross her cheek then the nose and finally she cant handle to kiss me on my lips, she left me in the car and goes to the beach I wake up and play with her for a while on the beach then because we were playing all day we got cold and rent a room while we closely cuddling to keep the cold away and I casually touch her feet with mine and she kicks it, then she hold my hand, I stare at her and ask her to ask me what do I want to do but I just keep my mouth shut.
The next day we play on the beach and she told me that she was sorry and that if I will be okay If she goes to OEP, I dumbly say yes and that If its her dream then Its ok obviously I dont want to leave her at all but If its for her dreams I somehow have to handle it and she asks me even if it is as long as a year or two I look somewhere else <that's too=”” long=””>, she tolds me that she really loves me and if I told me that If i want her to give up she will do it and I ask her why she bring that up when she's leaving, she cant say that is in a week and told me someday, and she tolds me when I least love her and I answer her that if she is doubting that we will keep loving each other for a long time.
Then we have s.e.x(with the long experience of us we made the scene really explicit and intense) in the night she just left me a note with her rings and I just run to the beach looking after her with only my pants on, this scene was really intense as the cameras close up to my anxiousness and fear of not seeing her ever again, the note says that she never plan to get married because she doesnt thinks she's good enough and she doesnt have the courage to form a family and she stays with me she is going to hurt me and she will remember me always and that she was sorry.
Then I graduated from Harvard Law School while being here without Taehee is always a lonely winter, three years later I became a sucessful lawyer in Korea and I won a trial today then at night I have a meeting with my dad but he just scheduled a blind date with the daughter of a high official judge I make her walk for an hour and she have high heels and the took her to a high cla.s.s bar to eat some chicken feet, she already knows that I dont like her and I told her that I didnt know about he blind date because If I knew I wouldnt came and I was not ready for marriage, she took it really well and thanks me for presenting her to this high cla.s.s bar, then she leaves.
I took my suit and reach the stage, since that day I just have the costume of singing a lot I took a guitar and star to sing with my eyes closed
(Yang Da il - Only you)
With a casual look
I tried to pretend it wasn't
I can't hide my growing heart
And the cold wind that's blowing
Every day was comforting
It's a beautiful