Part 22 (1/2)
”It was from him, then?”
”No, from my grandfather. You have heard of Sir Rupert Norton, the great Corinthian?”
The doctor was a man of wide reading with a retentive memory. The name brought back to him instantly the remembrance of the sinister reputation of its owner--a notorious buck of the thirties, who had gambled and duelled and steeped himself in drink and debauchery until even the vile set with whom he consorted had shrunk away from him in horror, and left him to a sinister old age with the barmaid wife whom in some drunken frolic he had espoused. As he looked at the young man still leaning back in the leather chair, there seemed for the instant to flicker up behind him some vague presentiment of that foul old dandy with his dangling seals, many-wreathed scarf, and dark, satyric face. What was he now? An armful of bones in a mouldy box. But his deeds--they were living and rotting the blood in the veins of an innocent man.
”I see that you have heard of him,” said the young baronet. ”He died horribly, I have been told, but not more horribly than he had lived. My father was his only son. He was a studious, man, fond of books and canaries and the country. But his innocent life did not save him.”
”His symptoms were cutaneous, I understand.”
”He wore gloves in the house. That was the first thing I can remember.
And then it was his throat, and then his legs. He used to ask me so often about my own health, and I thought him so fussy, for how could I tell what the meaning of it was? He was always watching me--always with a sidelong eye fixed upon me. Now at last I know what he was watching for.”
”Had you brothers or sisters?”
”None, thank G.o.d!”
”Well, well, it is a sad case, and very typical of many which come in my way. You are no lonely sufferer, Sir Francis. There are many thousands who bear the same cross as you do.”
”But where's the justice of it, doctor?” cried the young man, springing from the chair and pacing up and down the consulting-room. ”If I were heir to my grandfather's sins as well as to their results I could understand it, but I am of my father's type; I love all that is gentle and beautiful, music and poetry and art. The coa.r.s.e and animal is abhorrent to me. Ask any of my friends and they would tell you that. And now that this vile, loathsome thing--Ach, I am polluted to the marrow, soaked in abomination! And why? Haven't I a right to ask why? Did I do it? Was it my fault? Could I help being born? And look at me now, blighted and blasted, just as life was at its sweetest! Talk about the sins of the father! How about the sins of the Creator!” He shook his two clenched hands in the air, the poor, impotent atom with his pinpoint of brain caught in the whirl of the infinite.
The doctor rose and placing his hands upon his shoulders he pressed him back into his chair again.
”There, there, my dear lad,” said he. ”You must not excite yourself! You are trembling all over. Your nerves cannot stand it. We must take these great questions upon trust. What are we after all? Half evolved creatures in a transition stage; nearer, perhaps, to the medusa on the one side than to perfected humanity on the other. With half a complete brain we can't expect to understand the whole of a complete fact, can we, now? It is all very dim and dark, no doubt, but I think Pope's famous couplet sums the whole matter up, and from my heart, after fifty years of varied experience, I can say that----”
But the young baronet gave a cry of impatience and disgust.
”Words, words, words! You can sit comfortably there in your chair and say them--and think them too, no doubt. You've had your life. But I've never had mine. You've healthy blood in your veins. Mine is putrid. And yet I am as innocent as you. What would words do for you if you were in this chair and I in that? Ah, it's such a mockery and a make-belief.
Don't think me rude, though, doctor. I don't mean to be that. I only say that it is impossible for you or any man to realise it. But I've a question to ask you, doctor. It's one on which my whole life must depend.”
He writhed his fingers together in an agony of apprehension.
”Speak out, my dear sir. I have every sympathy with you.”
”Do you think--do you think the poison has spent itself on me? Do you think if I had children that they would suffer?”
”I can only give one answer to that. 'The third and fourth generation,'
says the trite old text. You may in time eliminate it from your system, but many years must pa.s.s before you can think of marriage.”
”I am to be married on Tuesday,” whispered the patient.
It was Dr. Horace Selby's turn to be thrilled with horror. There were not many situations which would yield such a sensation to his well-seasoned nerves. He sat in silence while the babble of the card-table broke in again upon them. ”We had a double ruff if you had returned a heart.” ”I was bound to clear the trumps.” They were hot and angry about it.
”How could you?” cried the doctor severely. ”It was criminal.”
”You forget that I have only learned how I stand to-day.” He put his two hands to his temples and pressed them convulsively. ”You are a man of the world, Doctor Selby. You have seen or heard of such things before.
Give me some advice. I'm in your hands. It is all so sudden and horrible, and I don't think I am strong enough to bear it.”
The doctor's heavy brows thickened into two straight lines and he bit his nails in perplexity.