Part 23 (1/2)
I knew that the gifted Eugenie was above the common prejudices of her cla.s.s; but I should have expected too much to suppose that she was above this one. No; n.o.ble, indeed, must be the soul that could have thrown off this chain, coiled around it by education, by habit, by example, by every form of social life. Notwithstanding all--notwithstanding the relations that existed between herself and Aurore, I could not expect this much. Aurore was her companion, her friend; but still Aurore was _her slave_!
I trembled for the result. I trembled for our next interview. In the future I saw darkness and danger. I had but one hope, one joy--the love of Aurore!
I rose from my sleepless couch. I dressed and ate my breakfast hurriedly, mechanically.
That finished, I was at a loss what to do next. Should I return to the plantation, and seek another interview with Eugenie. No--not then. I had not the courage. It would be better, I reflected, to permit some time to pa.s.s--a day or two--before going back. Perhaps Mademoiselle would send for me?
Perhaps--At all events, it would be better to allow some days to elapse.
Long days they would be to me!
I could not bear the society of any one. I shunned conversation; although I observed, as on the preceding day, that I was the object of scrutiny--the subject of comment among the loungers of the ”bar,” and my acquaintances of the billiard-room. To avoid them, I remained inside my room, and endeavoured to kill time by reading.
I soon grew tired of this chamber-life; and upon the third morning I seized my gun, and plunged into the depth of the forest.
I moved amidst the huge pyramidal trunks of the cypresses, whose thick umbellated foliage, meeting overhead, shut out both sun and sky. The very gloom occasioned by their shade was congenial to my thoughts; and I wandered on, my steps guided rather by accident than design.
I did not search for game. I was not thinking of sport. My gun rested idly in the hollow of my arm. The racc.o.o.n, which in the more open woods is nocturnal, is here abroad by day. I saw the creature plunging his food into the waters of the bayou, and skulking around the trunks of the cypresses. I saw the opossum gliding along the fallen log, and the red squirrel, like a stream of fire, brus.h.i.+ng up the bark of the tall tulip-tree. I saw the large ”swamp-hare” leap from her form by the selvage of the cane-brake; and, still more tempting game, the fallow-deer twice bounded before me, roused from its covert in the shady thickets of the pawpaw-trees. The wild turkey, too, in all the glitter of his metallic plumage, crossed my path; and upon the bayou, whose bank I for some time followed, I had ample opportunity of discharging my piece at the blue heron or the egret, the summer duck or the snake-bird, the slender ibis or the stately crane. Even the king of winged creatures, the white-headed eagle, was more than once within range of my gun, screaming his maniac note among the tops of the tall taxodiums.
And still the brown tubes rested idly across my arm; nor did I once think of casting my eye along their sights. No ordinary game could have tempted me to interrupt the current, of my thoughts, that were dwelling upon a theme to me the most interesting in the world--Aurore the quadroon!
CHAPTER THIRTY ONE.
DREAMS.
Yielding up my soul to its sweet love-dream, I wandered on--where and how long I cannot tell, for I had taken no note either of distance or direction.
I was roused from my reverie by observing a brighter light gleaming before me; and soon after I emerged from the darker shadow of the forest. My steps, chance-directed, had guided me into a pretty glade, where the sun shone warmly, and the ground was gay with flowers. It was a little wild garden, enamelled by blossoms of many colours, among which, bignonias and the showy corollas of the cotton-rose were conspicuous. Even the forest that bordered and enclosed this little parterre was a forest of flowering-trees. They were magnolias of several kinds; on some of which the large liliaceous blossoms had given place to the scarcely less conspicuous seed-cones of glowing red, whose powerful but pleasant odour filled the atmosphere around. Other beautiful trees grew alongside, mingling their perfume with that of the magnolias. Scarce less interesting were the ”honey-locusts”
(_gleditschias_), with their pretty pinnate leaves, and long purple-brown legumes; the Virginian lotus, with its oval amber-coloured drupes, and the singular bow-wood tree (_madura_), with its large orange-like pericarps, reminding one of the _flora_ of the tropics. The Autumn was just beginning to paint the forest, and already some touches from his glowing palette appeared among the leaves of the sa.s.safras laurel, the sumach (_rhus_), the persimmon (_diospyros_), the nymph-named tupelo, and those other species of the American _sylva_ that love to array themselves so gorgeously before parting with their deciduous foliage. Yellow, orange, scarlet, crimson, with many an intermediate tint, met the eye; and all these colours, flas.h.i.+ng under the brilliant beams of a noonday sun, produced an indescribable _coup-d'oeil_. The scene resembled the gaudy picture-work of a theatre, more than the sober reality of a natural landscape.
I stood for some minutes wrapt in admiration. The dream of love in which I had been indulging became heightened in its effect; and I could not help thinking that if Aurore were but present to enjoy that lovely scene--to wander with me over that flowery glade--to sit by my side under the shade of the magnolia laurel--then, indeed, would my happiness be complete. Earth itself had no fairer scene than this. A very love-bower it appeared!
Nor was it unoccupied by lovers; for two pretty doves--birds emblematic of the tender pa.s.sion--sat side by side upon the bough of a tulip-tree, their bronzed throats swelling at intervals with soft amorous notes.
Oh, how I envied those little creatures! How I should have rejoiced in a destiny like theirs! Thus mated and happy--amidst bright flowers and sweet perfumes, loving the livelong day--loving through all their lives!
They deemed me an intruder, and rose on whirring wing at my approach.
Perchance they feared my glittering gun. They had not need. I had no intention of harming them. Far was it from my heart to spoil their perfect bliss.
But no--they feared me not--else their flight would have been more distant. They only flitted to the next tree; and there again, seated side by side, resumed their love-converse. Absorbed in mutual fondness, they had already forgotten my presence!
I followed to watch these pretty creatures--the types of gentleness and love. I flung me on the gra.s.s, and gazed upon thorn, tenderly kissing and cooing. I envied their delight.
My nerves, that for days had been dancing with more than ordinary excitement, were now experiencing the natural reaction, and I felt weary. There was a drowsiness in the air--a narcotic influence produced by the combined action of the sun's rays and the perfume of the flowers.
It acted upon my spirit, and I fell asleep.