Part 13 (1/2)

”Will you come with me?” she said after a long pause.

That sounded as if she'd made up her mind.

”Of course.”

”I mean, will you sit there with me while I get hypnotized?”

A s.h.i.+ver darted through Rob. That could be an eerie scene if there really was another personality inside Kara. But he realized that he wanted to know too.

”I guess so. If he allows it.”

She lifted her head but remained leaning against him.

”Oh, he'll allow it, or I'll find someone else!”

”You don't trust him?”

”I don't know him well enough yet to let him get me alone in a room and hypnotize me and then later tell me what I said and did! Uh-uh!”

”I hear you. I'll be there.”

”Thanks, Rob. Do you think you could drop me at Ellen's? Jill and I are staying there.”

”Sure.”

They sat in silence for a while. When Rob glanced at Kara, he saw that she was sleeping. For the first time since he had seen her last week, her face looked relaxed, free of grief and trouble. The way it should be.

He slipped his arm from around her and eased her head down onto one of the throw cus.h.i.+ons, then he lifted her legs and stretched her out on the sofa. Her sweater slipped up in the process, revealing a band of smooth white skin above the waist of her slacks. Rob felt a surge of desire, an urge to slip his hand under that sweater and cup one of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. He remembered Kara's b.r.e.a.s.t.s, their perfect size, the rosy nipples, how he'd fondled and kissed them and- This was no good. He turned away and hunted up a blanket. He threw it over her and then retreated to the kitchen where he smoked a badly needed cigarette. He looked up Ellen's number in Kelly's phone list and called her to explain the situation. The older woman seemed to understand and said she'd tell Jill.

Rob decided to stay the night. He didn't want Kara to wake up alone in this place.

So smug. The swine is so sickeningly smug. He's set his little trap. He sees her falling into it, see the jaws snapping closed, all in slow motion. He's enjoying this so much that he's dropped his customary insufferable impatience and is taking his time to savor the stalking smug. The swine is so sickeningly smug. He's set his little trap. He sees her falling into it, see the jaws snapping closed, all in slow motion. He's enjoying this so much that he's dropped his customary insufferable impatience and is taking his time to savor the stalking.

Only a matter of time, he thinks. So supremely confident.

Makes me want to retch.

Such a terrible injustice that he should be able to continue on as he does, unchallenged, unsuspected. Someone should do something. If only someone could. The situation cries out to heaven for rectification.

You'd think G.o.d would have had enough by now, would step in and squash him for what he has done to me and to others, crush him for becoming such an abomination.

Deus ex machina!

Please!

But this isn't Greek drama. This is real life, if anyone would dare call what I have a life. Being dead would be better.

No way to stop him, but must be some way to hinder him, or at the very least, hara.s.s him.

Yes. Hara.s.s. I should try. Worry his heels, the rotten swine. He'd no right to punish me like that when I laughed at him. Wasn't fair. None of this is fair, but that went beyond his usual mean spiritedness.

Cruel. He's so cruel to me.

I wonder... wonder if it's possible to strike back?

Have to think on that. After all, I've got plenty of time to think. All the time in the world.

February 12 6:45.

The day started off with a shock.

Kara opened her eyes in the early morning light and didn't know where she was. Lying on a lumpy sofa in a strange room. With this splitting headache, starting at the temples and radiating forward and backward to her eyes and neck. The room smelled of stale cigarette smoke, and echoing through it was this deep, coa.r.s.e, terrifying noise. Despite the pain it cost her, she lifted her head and looked around.

A man is sitting in a chair nearby.

Not sitting, actually-sprawled was more like it. Head lolled back, legs splayed, arms akimbo over the sides of the chair. For a moment she thought he was dead, then she realized that he was the source of the awful noise. Snoring. Rattling the windows, as the old saying went.

And then she recognized him.

”Rob?”

What was he doing here in-?

Suddenly she remembered last night. That fellow Ed had been here. She had told them both what Dr. Gates had said about Kelly. Why? Why had she done that? And why had she drunk so much?

Rob bolted upright in his chair, rubbing his face, mumbling sleepily into the dimness.

”It's okay, Kara. I'm here. I'm right here.”

Kara gently eased her throbbing, spinning head back down onto the sofa cus.h.i.+on. She felt under the blanket. She was still dressed, her clothes still b.u.t.toned and zippered up tight. Rob hadn't touched her. But of course, he wouldn't have. The world's last knight in s.h.i.+ning armor had sat up all night watching over her.

Kara groaned and squeezed her eyes shut. What was she going to owe him for this?

”Sure you're not hungry?”

Kara nodded silently and took another tiny sip of her instant coffee.

”Really sure? There's eggs in the fridge. They still look good. I could whip up a cheese omelette before I go. Nothing to it.”

Kara held up her hand for him to cease and desist. She had forgotten what a relentlessly cheery morning person Rob was. Now it was all coming back to her. Even when their relations.h.i.+p had been at its closest it was the one thing about him that had annoyed her the most. Apparently he hadn't changed. He'd spent all night in a chair and here he was bouncing around at the crack of dawn offering to make breakfast for her.

”No. Thanks. I'm sure. Please. Go. You'll be late.”

”Okay. Let me know when you set things up with Gates. Try to make it after five.”