Part 23 (1/2)
”Then I shall be glad to bring you something tomorrow.”
CHAPTER LII.
FIND WORK.
That morning I wrote to the New York _Tribune,_ relating the incident of the man asking for cooling drinks, and saying that if people furnished the material, I would devote my time to distributing their gifts. Next morning I got two dozen lemons, pressed the juice into a jar, put in sugar, took a gla.s.s and spoon and, so soon as visitors were admitted, began giving lemonade to those men who seemed to have most need. Going to the water tank for every gla.s.s of water made it slow work, but I improved my walks by talking to the men, hearing their wants and adding to their stock of hope and cheerfulness, and was glad to see that the nurses did not seem to object to my presence, even though Campbell was the one only hospital in the city from which female nurses were rigorously excluded.
So noted had it become for the masculine pride of its management, that I had been warned not to stay past the length of an ordinary visit, lest I should be roughly told to go away; and my surprise was equal to my pleasure, when a man came and said:
”Would it not be easier for you if you had a pitcher?”
I said it would, but that I lived too far away to bring one.
”Oh! I will bring you a pitcher! Why did you not ask for one?”
”I did not want to trouble you, for they told me you did not like to have women here.” He laughed, and said: ”I guess we'll all be glad enough to have you! Not many of your sort. First thing they all do is to begin to make trouble, and it always takes two men to wait on one of them.”
He brought the pitcher, and I felt that I was getting on in the world.
Still I was very humble and careful to win the favor of ”the King's Chamberlain”--those potencies, the nurses, who might report me to that Royal woman-hater, Dr. Baxter, surgeon in charge, whose name was a terror to women who intruded themselves into military hospitals.
As I pa.s.sed, with my pitcher, I saw one man delerious, and expectorating, profusely, a matter green as gra.s.s could be--knew this was hospital gangrene, and remembered all Dr. Palmer had told me years before, of his experience in Paris hospitals, and the antidotes to that and scurvey poison. Indeed, the results of many conversations with first-cla.s.s physicians, and of some reading on the subject of camp diseases, came to me; and I knew just what was wanted here, but saw no sign that the want was likely to be supplied. For this man it was too late, but I could not see that anything was being done to prevent the spread of this fearful scourge.
Pa.s.sing from that ward into the one adjoining, I came suddenly upon two nurses dressing a thigh stump, while the patient filled the air with half-suppressed shrieks and groans. I had never before seen a stump, but remembered Dr. Jackson's lecture over the watermellon at desert, on amputation, for the benefit of Charles Sumner; and electricity never brought light quicker than there came to me the memory of all he had said about the proper arrangement of the muscles over the end of the bone; and added to this, came a perfect knowledge of the relations of those mangled muscles to the general form of the body. I saw that the nurse who held the stump tortured the man by disregarding natural law, and setting down pitcher and gla.s.s on the floor, I stepped up, knelt, slipped my hands under the remains of that strong thigh, and said to the man who held it:
”Now, slip out your hands! easy! easy! there!” The instant it rested on my hands the groans ceased, and I said:
”Is that better?”
”Oh, my G.o.d! yes!”
”Well, then, I will always hold it when it is dressed!”
”But you will not be here!”
”I will come!”
”That would be too much trouble!”
”I have nothing else to do, and will think it no trouble!”
The nurse, who did the dressing, was very gentle, and there was no more pain; but I saw that the other leg was amputated below the knee, and this was a double reason why he should be tenderly cared for. So I took the nurse aside, and asked when the wounds were to be dressed again. He said in the morning, and promised to wait until I came to help. Next morning I was so much afraid of being late that I would not wait for the street cars to begin running, but walked. The guard objected to admitting me, as it was not time for visitors, but I explained and he let me pa.s.s. I must not go through the wards at that hour, so went around and came in by the door near which he lay. What was my surprise to find that not only were his wounds dressed, but that all his clothing and bed had been changed, and everything about him made as white and neat and square as if he were a corpse, which he more resembled than a living man. Oh, what a tribute of agony he had paid to the demon of appearance! We all pay heavy taxes to other people's eyes; but on none is the levy quite so onerous as on the patients of a model hospital! I saw that he breathed and slept, and knew his time was short; but sought the head nurse, and asked why he had not waited for me; he hesitated, stammered, blushed and said:
”Why, the fact is, sister, he has another wound that it would not be pleasant for you to see.”
”Do you mean that that man has a groin wound in addition to all else?”
”Yes, sister! yes! and I thought--”