Chapter 5 (1/2)

This is the 5th chapter of a story I am translating t.i.tled “House Ephemera” (蜉蝣の家) by Hatasu s.h.i.+kis.h.i.+ma (識島果).

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Chapter 5: Levin's Letter (3)

When I woke up in the morning, it felt like everything had been a dream, a manifestation of some suppressed desire. I tended to have frequent dreams but was equally skeptical of their meaning. Nevertheless, when I remembered to check behind my bed board, I found a dirty towel balled up there. In the end I had no choice but to believe that last night's events had actually happened.

After that, I started exploring the area behind the cottage more often. As opposed to just looking out through my window, I felt that going outside would raise my chances of b.u.mping into Ricardo. I-like many other sickly children-loved to read, so I put down a chair by the lakeside and immersed myself in a book. Sensing the Nanny's imminent protests, I quieted her by explaining how a little time outside would help my condition. Still, she mumbled under her breath to herself about how moving around too much was bad for my health.

Contrary to my expectations, it wasn't easy to have another encounter with Ricardo, but in exchange I discovered a cat roaming around outside. He was a beautiful male with a fine coat of white fur, and while he did seem quite aged, he exhibited a grace that seemed untouched by the years. He was extremely well-kempt for a stray cat, so in retrospect perhaps he was living at someone's house. I chose the name Edgar for him. Edgar was very proud and never let me pet him, but sometimes when I was quietly reading a book he would tiptoe over and nap at my feet. That was the type of cat he was, and I found his capricious nature quite agreeable.

One day as I was flipping through pages of a book in the shade of a tree, I caught sight of an angry Nigel leaving the cottage. He was badly bruised and seemed extremely irritated. Face sullen, he walked up to me and sat down on the ground, his back facing me. His pants had become wet from the dew-laden ferns. I watched him with concern, but since he kept quiet I decided to speak up.

”What happened?”

Unsurprisingly, Nigel didn't respond and completely ignored me. From the angle he was sitting at I could see his left sunburned cheek, now red and puffy. I thought he might be crying.

”Hey, Nigel…”

Just then Edgar, who had been resting curled up at my feet, got up leisurely and headed in Nigel's direction. I guess something over there had piqued his interest. When Nigel saw the cat, he slowly rose to his feet and then forcefully kicked the cat's white, fluffy underside. Edgar yelped and rolled away, and at the same time I jumped from the chair to my feet.

”What are you doing!?”

”Shut up!”

I finally caught a glimpse of Nigel's face from the front and saw that, in fact, he hadn't been crying. He groaned and stomped on the ferns below.

”He's actually not that bad of a cat…” I said.

That instant, I caught a glimpse of hatred burning within his eyes and momentarily held my breath. Realizing he was being watched, Nigel suddenly looked down, averting my gaze. His bangs cast shadows onto his face, obscuring my view of his eyes. The words he whispered softly after that, pierced my heart more than any insult ever could.

”He's just going to die anyway. Stupid old cat…”