Part 14 (1/2)
”I know he will not,” I answered; ”but I also know that he knows you will,” and I looked straight into her face.
”Certainly we will,” said Jane; ”we will go to the king at once,” and she was on the _qui vive_ to start immediately.
Mary did not at once consent to Jane's proposition, but sat in a reverie, looking with tearful eyes into vacancy, apparently absorbed in thought. After a little pressing from us she said: ”I suppose it will have to be done; I can see no other way; but blessed Mother Mary!... help me!”
The girls made hasty preparations, and we all started back to Greenwich that Mary might tell the king. On the road over, I stopped at Newgate to tell Brandon that the princess would soon have him out, knowing how welcome liberty would be at her hands; but I was not permitted to see him.
I swallowed my disappointment, and thought it would be only a matter of a few hours' delay--the time spent in riding down to Greenwich and sending back a messenger. So, light-hearted enough at the prospect, I soon joined the girls, and we cantered briskly home.
After waiting a reasonable time for Mary to see the king, I sought her again to learn where and from whom I should receive the order for Brandon's release, and when I should go to London to bring him.
What was my surprise and disgust when Mary told me she had not yet seen the king--that she had waited to ”eat, and bathe, and dress,” and that ”a few moments more or less could make no difference.”
”My G.o.d! your highness, did I not tell you that the man who saved your life and honor--who is covered with wounds received in your defense, and almost dead from loss of blood, spilled that you might be saved from worse than death--is now lying in a rayless dungeon, a place of frightful filth, such as you would not walk across for all the wealth of London Bridge; is surrounded by loathsome, creeping things that would sicken you but to think of; is resting under a charge whose penalty is that he be hanged, drawn and quartered? And yet you stop to eat and bathe and dress. In G.o.d's name, Mary Tudor, of what stuff are you made? If he had waited but one little minute; had stopped for the drawing of a breath; had held back for but one faltering thought from the terrible odds of four swords to one, what would you now be? Think, princess, think!”
I was a little frightened at the length to which my feeling had driven me, but Mary took it all very well, and said slowly and absent-mindedly:
”You are right; I will go at once; I despise my selfish neglect. There is no other way; I have racked my brain--there _is_ no other way. It must be done, and I will go at once and do it.”
”And I will go with you,” said I.
”I do not blame you,” she said, ”for doubting me, since I have failed once; but you need not doubt me now. It shall be done, and without delay, regardless of the cost to me. I have thought and thought to find some other way to liberate him, but there is none; I will go this instant.”
”And I will go with you, Lady Mary,” said I, doggedly.
She smiled at my persistency, and took me by the hand, saying, ”Come!”
We at once went off to find the king, but the smile had faded from Mary's face, and she looked as if she were going to execution. Every shade of color had fled, and her lips were the hue of ashes.
We found the king in the midst of his council, with the French amba.s.sadors, discussing the all-absorbing topic of the marriage treaty; and Henry, fearing an outbreak, refused to see the princess.
As usual, opposition but spurred her determination, so she sat down in the ante-room and said she would not stir until she had seen the king.
After we had waited a few minutes, one of the king's pages came up and said he had been looking all over the palace for me, and that the king desired my presence immediately. I went in with the page to the king, leaving Mary alone and very melancholy in the ante-chamber.
Upon entering the king's presence he asked, ”Where have you been, Sir Edwin? I have almost killed a good half-dozen pages hunting you. I want you to prepare immediately to go to Paris with an emba.s.sy to his majesty, King Louis. You will be the interpreter. The amba.s.sador you need not know. Make ready at once. The emba.s.sy will leave London from the Tabard Inn one hour hence.”
Could a command to duty have come at a more inopportune time? I was distracted; and upon leaving the king went at once to seek the Lady Mary where I had left her in the ante-room. She had gone, so I went to her apartments, but could not find her. I went to the queen's salon, but she was not there, and I traversed that old rambling palace from one end to the other without finding her or Lady Jane.
The king had told me the emba.s.sy would be a secret one, and that I was to speak of it to n.o.body, least of all to the Lady Mary. No one was to know that I was leaving England, and I was to communicate with no one at home while in France.
The king's command was not to be disobeyed; to do so would be as much as my life was worth, but besides that, the command of the king I served was my highest duty, and no Caskoden ever failed in that. I may not be as tall as some men, but my fidelity and honor--but you will say I boast.
I was to make ready my bundle and ride six miles to London in one hour; and almost half that time was spent already. I was sure to be late, so I could not waste another minute.
I went to my room and got together a few things necessary for my journey, but did not take much in the way of clothing, preferring to buy that new in Paris, where I could find the latest styles in pattern and fabric.
I tried to a.s.sure myself that Mary would see the king at once and tell him all, and not allow my dear friend Brandon to lie in that terrible place another night; yet a persistent fear gnawed at my heart, and a sort of intuition, that seemed to have the very breath of certainty in its foreboding, made me doubt her.
As I could find neither Mary nor Jane, I did the next best thing: I wrote a letter to each of them, urging immediate action, and left them to be delivered by my man Thomas, who was one of those trusty souls that never fail. I did not tell the girls I was about to start for France, but intimated that I was compelled to leave London for a time, and said: ”I leave the fate of this man, to whom we all owe so much, in your hands, knowing full well how tender you will be of him.”
I was away from home nearly a month, and as I dared not write, and even Jane did not know where I was, I did not receive, nor expect, any letters. The king had ordered secrecy, and if I have mingled with all my faults a single virtue it is that of faithfulness to my trust. So I had no news from England and sent none home.