Part 29 (1/2)

Harris's nostrils flared and his eyes narrowed. He cut a glance at me, and then hauled the mammoth vehicle across four lanes of traffic, jumping the median and plowing over a three-foot tall bush like it was nothing, barreling through traffic without concern for anyone or anything. Down a side street, around a corner, and into an alley, parking the Humvee at an angle in front of a Dumpster.

He left the engine idling, jumped out of the driver's seat, leaving the door open. Stalked with harsh, angry steps around the hood.

”Oh s.h.i.+t,” I breathed to myself. ”I done p.i.s.sed him off.”

My door was flung open, and his hands grabbed my biceps. I was lifted out of the car like I was a doll, set on the concrete, shoved flat up against the brick beside the back door of the closest building. I trembled, not quite sure, suddenly, of what he was capable of when he was in this mood. I knew he wouldn't hurt me, but short of that? He was capable of just about anything.

Incidentally, the shove he gave me wasn't entirely gentle. It was rough, impatient. I slammed back up against the brick, and the breath left me. Although, that had more to do with the look in Harris's eyes than the force of his push. He grabbed both of my wrists and pinned them over my head-his own hand bore the rough bite of the concrete rather than my fingers.

”Say that again.” His voice was low. This was Scary Nick.

”Which part?”

”Say it again, Layla. You know what I mean.” His hips pinned me to the wall, and his free hand gripped my face, held me in place for a kiss.

I stared up into his eyes, my gaze daring, fiery, rebellious. ”You. Are. Mine.” I breathed each word. ”I do not share.” I thrust my hips against his, feeling his erection pressing against my core. ”Say it, Nick. Tell me you're mine.”

”I've got you pinned against the wall. You couldn't get free if you wanted to. And you're making demands?” He laughed, catching my lower lips between his teeth. ”You've got some serious b.a.l.l.s, baby.”

I ground myself against him. Pulled my mouth away, stared at him for a beat, and then darted in and bit his lip as he had mine. Bit down hard, and thrust rhythmically against him. ”Say it, Nick. I need to hear it. I can be alpha too, you know.” I let his lip go, feeling a bolt of equal parts thrill and guilt when I saw that I'd drawn blood. ”I'm yours. I admit it freely. You own me. You own my p.u.s.s.y. You own my a.s.s, my t.i.ts, my soul. You own my f.u.c.king heart, G.o.dd.a.m.n you. But only if I own you too.”

He let out a snarling breath, reached down under my skirt, tugged the edge of my new underwear aside, and slid two fingers into me. I writhed against him, shamelessly seeking my own pleasure on his touch.

”Nasty girl,” he murmured.

”Nick, baby, you have no idea how nasty I can be. How f.u.c.king s.e.xually voracious I am.” I rode his fingers with abandon, not caring that we were in an alley, in public, mere yards from a major Miami thoroughfare. ”Quit changing the subject. Tell me what I want to hear.”

I was impaled on his fingers, rising up on tiptoe, and I was riding the cusp of o.r.g.a.s.m. I would have done anything he asked in that moment, just to get him to let me fall over the edge. Yet there I was, making demands of him, as if he was the helpless one.

His mouth claimed mine, briefly but furiously. Our tongues slashed and tangled and he bit my lip, once, sharply, and I tasted blood. Payback. When he bit my lip, he curled his fingers inside me and smashed his thumb against my c.l.i.t, and I came. A blast of pain, and an explosion of bliss.

”f.u.c.king say it, Nicholas,” I gasped into his neck. ”f.u.c.king say it, G.o.dd.a.m.n you!”

He unzipped himself, and I felt his c.o.c.k at my entrance. No pause, no warning, no fingers guiding him in. He just slammed up into me with unerring accuracy, filling me totally all at once, stretching me to stinging ecstasy.

”Oh f.u.c.k. Oh Jesus.” I couldn't reach for him, since he still had my wrists pinned over my head. He was buried in me, lifting me up on to my tiptoes as I struggled to breathe through the o.r.g.a.s.m still ripping through me.

He palmed my cheek, tilted my face. Slanted his lips over mine with possessive mastery. He owned my mouth and plundered my p.u.s.s.y with his c.o.c.k. Pounded, rammed. Jarred my breath out of me. f.u.c.ked me senseless. I knew I couldn't look away, and I didn't try. I met his gaze without wavering, taking everything he was giving me and rocking my hips in a silent beg for more.

He gave me more.

f.u.c.k, so much more.

The door beside us opened and a young man with a full hipster beard emerged, wearing a green ap.r.o.n, khaki pants, and a black polo. He had a clear plastic garbage bag in one hand, and a cigarette and lighter in the other. As soon as he was outside, he stuck the cigarette in his mouth, lit it, and then lifted the lid of the Dumpster and tossed the bag in. Took a drag. Two. Three.

Nick never slowed his plundering, plowing, driving pace.

And then I moaned loudly, a breathy, erotic sound that echoed throughout the alley, and the hipster barista spun in place. ”Holy f.u.c.king Jesus! What the-? Hey, you can't do that here...” he trailed off, staring, as Nick lifted my chin with his fingers and forced my mouth up to his. ”G.o.d, that's hot.”

Harris let go of my jaw, reached behind his back, drew his pistol, and leveled it at the hipster. ”f.u.c.k off.”

”Yes sir. f.u.c.king off.” He dropped the cigarette and vanished inside, and we were alone once again.

Nick's attention returned to me as he replaced the gun. ”Where was I?” He thrust up into me, hard, and I moaned again. ”Oh yeah. Right there.”

I hooked one foot around the back of his knee and surged against him. ”G.o.dd.a.m.n it, Nick.”

He wrapped his hand around the back of my neck, buried his face in my shoulder, sucked on the skin where my neck and shoulder met, bit and sucked until I was sure I'd have a h.e.l.l of a hickey; I'd wear his mark on my skin with pride.

All the while, his hips were driving his c.o.c.k up into me, over and over and over, harder and harder.

I felt myself climbing toward climax again, and felt him nearing the edge as well, felt it in the way his pace became frantic and his grip on the back of my neck tightened. I felt it the way his pace faltered then, and his breathing went ragged.

I clenched around him with my p.u.s.s.y and held on, and felt him groan against my skin. ”Say it, Nick,” I breathed. I struggled against his grip on my wrist, but he refused to let go. ”Say it. f.u.c.king say it. Say you're mine.”

I wasn't sure why this was suddenly so important, but it was. It was everything. I needed to hear it. Had to hear it.

I came, hard. I saw stars and heat blasted through me and I sobbed, buried my nose in his hair and rode the wave of o.r.g.a.s.m, rode his c.o.c.k, chanting my demand-say it, say it, say it, say it.

And then he thrust in, once, hard. Again, groaning. I felt him come, felt his c.o.c.k throb inside me and felt the hot rush. ”Yours...” he growled, ”I'm yours, f.u.c.k-I'm yours, Layla.”

He let go of my hands then, and they flew to him, burying my fingers in his hair, clutching him to me, riding his last surges and then tilting his face to mine and eating his breath and feeling him whisper it into my mouth: ”Yours...yours...yours...” over and over again, like the refrain of the song sung by our joined bodies.

It should have been degrading, being f.u.c.ked up against a wall in an alley; my skirt rucked up around my hips, his pants unzipped. It should have felt base and coa.r.s.e and rude. But in that moment, his face in my hands, his breath on my tongue, hearing him tell me he belonged to me...it was deeply intimate, and beautiful.

The words just...dripped out of me. Were torn from me.

In a perfect world, it would have been said in a romantic moment, during a candlelight dinner, or in the afterglow of slow, tender lovemaking.

The world isn't perfect, and I said it to him as he shot his come into me, after f.u.c.king me hard and raw in an alley behind Starbucks, each of us claiming the other.

”I love you-” I choked as the three words I'd never said to a man fell from my lips. ”I-G.o.d, Nick...Nicholas f.u.c.king Harris. I f.u.c.king love you. G.o.dd.a.m.n it, I love you.”

He was still hard inside me, throbbing as the last of his seed dripped hot out of him. He thrust again, and I gasped. And then he cupped my face in both hands, thumbs brus.h.i.+ng over my lips as if to smear the words I'd just said over my mouth. He kissed me.

This kiss was...like no other. Slow but forceful, deep, yet tender. Endless, breathless. He said it then, silently, with the kiss, before he broke away and spoke.

”I love you, Layla.” He said it simply, easily.

I fell against him, cut deep, torn open. He let me down, pulled out, and fixed both my skirt and his pants with one hand, and then pulled me into his arms.

He said it.

My mother never told me she loved me.

Mario sure as f.u.c.k never did.