Chapter 20 (1/2)
To a small restaurant outside the school, Lin bad ordered a peanuts and a fried pork with pepper. They ordered more than ten bottles of beer and began to drink.
After several bottles of beer, Wang Hongwei's eyes suddenly turned red. He cried directly and said: ”bad brother, do you think I'm particularly counselled? But I just want to study hard for a few days. ”
Lin Po didn't drink much, but his head was dizzy. He patted the table, looked around and said, ”we are all men. We can cry. We can talk.”
”Let me cry. I dare not cry when I want to.”
Lin Po was speechless. He didn't know what kind of environment could make a person like this.
”We are all children of ordinary families. We don't have much money at home. It's very difficult for my mother to provide me with college education. You don't know how I lived to grow up.”
Lin bad listened quietly. He hated Wang Hongwei's character. He didn't know how to resist when he was bullied. He hated Wang Hongwei, who knew the secrets of those bad students but refused to disclose them. He hated Wang Hongwei's crying and whining after drinking. However, Lin bad knew that a man who would cry when drunk must be a man with a story.
In this society, it's too tired to wear a mask every day. Who wants to be so counselled?
”My family is from the county below. My father used to be a rickshaw puller, but now he is a bricklayer. Masons work hard, but the income is OK, but my father never gets money back to his family. ”
Lin bad was surprised and said, ”why is this?”
”He goes out to drink every day. He often goes home when he is drunk. My family lives in a bungalow. He has to lock the door to sleep every night. My mother is mentally weak. She has to wait in the room every day to open the door before she dares to sleep. Every day, he waits until midnight and then starts to quarrel.”
Lin Po sighed: ”did you eat and drink all the money you earned? Your parents must have a bad relationship. ”
”After my primary school, I never saw them eat at a table. My mother hated my father. My father didn't take care of my mother when she was pregnant. My mother ate fruit and eggs from her mother's house. On the day I was born, my mother was alone. My mother gave birth to me on the ground. When my mother was in confinement, my mother did housework at home and finally fell ill. I was just a full moon, my father was drinking at home. From the early morning to the middle of the night, my mother advised me not to drink. My father took up the kitchen knife and told my father to go away. In addition, when I went to school, my father bought wine and drink outside, rarely gave money to the family, and the tuition fees were basically related to each other. ”
Lin bad was also very heavy when he heard this. He felt aggrieved for Wang Hongwei's mother. But after all, he didn't say much about the family affairs.
”Later, my mother became more and more indifferent to my father, and even didn't eat at the same table with my father. From childhood to adulthood, I didn't dare to get close to my classmates. I was afraid that they would come to my home and I I dare not let them see that my home is like this. ”
After that, Wang Hongwei lies on the table and sobs. Lin bad looks at Wang Hongwei with a daze. Maybe Maybe it's not Wang Hongwei's fault. It has to be said that children who come out of such a family are bound to have problems. Even if they don't have inferiority and autism like Wang Hongwei, they will go to another extremely rebellious extreme.
Lin bad sighed slightly, took out his cigarette case, knocked it on the table, and gently poured out a cigarette. In order to disguise himself as a poor student, even the cigarettes were replaced by the cheapest ones. He lit one in his mouth, and after a silence for a while, he lit the fire and took a deep breath. The smoke was swirling around, as if forming many pictures.
In the picture, a tall and burly middle-aged man squats on the ground and opens his arms to himself with a kind and warm smile on his face.
”Little bad, fell down and stood up. Hurry up and let dad hold him.”
Lin bad's eyes were getting wet and blurred. At this time, he suddenly heard someone calling himself ”bad brother, bad brother.” Lin came to his senses and saw Wang Hongwei wipe away his tears. He looked at himself drunk and drowsy. He said, ”thank you, bad brother. You don't have to feel bad for me. I've already been there for a long time I'm used to it. ”
”How dare the boy swear I'm drunk Lin bad shook his head and waved his hand with a bitter smile. He called out, ”boss, check out.”
Lin bad went to the front desk and settled the account. He turned to see Wang Hongwei lying on the table, crying and saying, ”I want to learn something, and then prove myself, but who knows this Yulan College This Yulan College Ha ha ha, what can I learn? ”
Lin bad suddenly felt a little sad in his heart. At last, he gave a bitter smile: ”you can't go back to your bedroom in this state. I'll help you find a hotel to stay for a night. Alas, you said I know it in my heart. ”