Part 4 (2/2)

”I have never said or implied,” said Horatio, ”that he was not to come and dine.”

With that he left them.

”The beautiful thing about Horatio,” said f.a.n.n.y, ”is that he never bears a grudge against people, no matter what he's done to them. I've no doubt that Ralph was excessively provoking and put him in the wrong, and yet, though he was in the wrong, and knows he was in it, he doesn't resent it. He doesn't resent it the least little bit.”

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Barbara wondered how and where she would be expected to spend her evenings now that f.a.n.n.y's husband had come home. Being secretary to Mr.

Waddington and companion to f.a.n.n.y wouldn't mean being companion to both of them at once. So when Horatio appeared in the drawing-room after coffee, she asked if she might sit in the morning-room and write letters.

”Do you want to sit in the morning-room?” said f.a.n.n.y.

”Well, I ought to write those letters.”

”There's a fire in the library. You can write there. Can't she, Horatio?”

Mr. Waddington looked up with the benign expression he had had when he came on Barbara alone in the drawing-room before dinner, a look so directed to her neck and shoulders that it told her how well her low-cut evening frock became her.

”She shall sit anywhere she likes. The library is hers whenever she wants to use it.”

Barbara thought she would rather like the library. As she went she couldn't help seeing a look on f.a.n.n.y's face that pleaded, that would have kept her with her. She thought: She doesn't want to be alone with him.

She judged it better to ignore that look.

She had been about an hour in the library; she had written her letters and chosen a book and curled herself up in the big leather chair and was reading when Mr. Waddington came in. He took no notice of her at first, but established himself at the writing-table with his back to her. He would, of course, want her to go. She uncurled herself and went quietly to the door.

Mr. Waddington looked up.

”You needn't go,” he said.

Something in his face made her wonder whether she ought to stay. She remembered that she was Mrs. Waddington's companion.

”Mrs. Waddington may want me.”

”Mrs. Waddington has gone to bed.... Don't go--unless you're tired. I'm getting my thoughts on paper and I may want you.”

She remembered that she was Mr. Waddington's secretary.

She went back to her chair. It was only his face that had made her wonder. His great back, bent to his task, was like another person there; absorbed and unmoved, it chaperoned them. From time to time she heard brief scratches of his pen as he got a thought down. It was ten o'clock.

When the half-hour struck Mr. Waddington gave a thick ”Ha!” of irritation and got up.

”It's no use,” he said. ”I'm not in form to-night. I suppose it's the journey.”

He came to the fireplace and sat down heavily in the opposite chair.

Barbara was aware of his eyes, considering, appraising her.

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