Part 45 (2/2)
”Doesn't that show what brutes we've been, that he has to be ill in order to enjoy himself?”
”Oh, no. He enjoys himself--himself, Barbara--all the time. He can't help enjoying his illness. He likes to have everybody fussing round him and thinking about him.”
”That's what I mean. We never did think of him. Not seriously. We've done nothing--nothing but laugh. Why, you're laughing now. ... It's horrible of you, Ralph, when he may be dying. ... It would serve us all jolly well right if he did die.”
To her surprise and indignation, Barbara began to cry. The hard, damp lump of pocket-handkerchief was not a bit of good, and before she could reach out for it Ralph's arms were round her and he was kissing the tears off one by one.
”Darling, I didn't think you really minded--”
”What d-did you th-think, then?” she sobbed.
”I thought you were playing. A sort of variation of the game.”
”I told you it was a cruel game.”
”Never mind. It's all over. We'll never play it again. And he'll be well in another week. ... Look here, Barbara, can't you leave off thinking about him for a minute? You know I love you, most awfully, don't you?”
”Yes. I know now all right.”
”And _I_ know.”
”How do you know?”
”Because, old thing, you've never ceased to hang on to my collar since I grabbed you. You can't go back on _that_.”
”I don't want to go back on it.... I say, we always said he brought us together, and he _has_, this time.”
When later that night Ralph told f.a.n.n.y of their engagement the first thing she said was, ”You mustn't tell him. Not till he's well again. In fact, I'd rather you didn't tell him till just before you're married.”
”Why ever not?”
”It might upset him. You see,” she said, ”he's very fond of Barbara.”
The next day Mr. Waddington's temperature went down to normal; and the next, when Ralph called, Barbara fairly rushed at him with the news.
”He's sitting up,” she shouted, ”eating a piece of sole.”
”Hooray! Now we can be happy.”
The sound of f.a.n.n.y's humming came through the drawing-room door.
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