Part 3 (1/2)

”Should not I?” said he. ”Well, perhaps not; but there's the truth, and no harm ever comes of that. Perhaps I'd better not ask you for an answer now, but I thought it better you should know it all. And remember this--I only care for one thing now in the world, and that is for your love.” And then he paused, thinking possibly that in spite of what he had said he might perhaps get some sort of an answer, some inkling of the state of her heart's disposition towards him.

But Susan had at once resolved to take him at his word when he suggested that an immediate reply was not necessary. To say that she loved him was of course impossible, and to say that she did not was equally so. She determined therefore to close at once with the offer of silence.

When he ceased speaking there was a moment's pause, during which he strove hard to read what might be written on her down-turned face.

But he was not good at such reading. ”Well, I guess I'll go and get my things ready now,” he said, and then turned round to open the door.

”Mother will be in before you are gone, I suppose,” said Susan.

”I have only got twenty minutes,” said he, looking at his watch.

”But, Susan, tell her what I have said to you. Goodbye.” And he put out his hand. He knew he should see her again, but this had been his plan to get her hand in his.

”Good-bye, Mr. Dunn,” and she gave him her hand.

He held it tight for a moment, so that she could not draw it away,-- could not if she would. ”Will you tell your mother?” he asked.

”Yes,” she answered, quite in a whisper. ”I guess I'd better tell her.” And then she gave a long sigh. He pressed her hand again and got it up to his lips.

”Mr. Dunn, don't,” she said. But he did kiss it. ”G.o.d bless you, my own dearest, dearest girl! I'll just open the door as I come down. Perhaps Mrs. Bell will be here.” And then he rushed up stairs.

But Mrs. Bell did not come in. She and Hetta were at a weekly service at Mr. Beckard's meeting-house, and Mr. Beckard it seemed had much to say. Susan, when left alone, sat down and tried to think. But she could not think; she could only love. She could use her mind only in recounting to herself the perfections of that demiG.o.d whose heavy steps were so audible overhead, as he walked to and fro collecting his things and putting them into his bag.

And then, just when he had finished, she bethought herself that he must be hungry. She flew to the kitchen, but she was too late.

Before she could even reach at the loaf of bread he descended the stairs, with a clattering noise, and heard her voice as she spoke quickly to Kate O'Brien.

”Miss Susan,” he said, ”don't get anything for me, for I'm off.”

”Oh, Mr. Dunn, I am so sorry. You'll be so hungry on your journey,”

and she came out to him in the pa.s.sage.

”I shall want nothing on the journey, dearest, if you'll say one kind word to me.”

Again her eyes went to the ground. ”What do you want me to say, Mr.

Dunn?”

”Say, G.o.d bless you, Aaron.”

”G.o.d bless you, Aaron,” said she; and yet she was sure that she had not declared her love. He however thought otherwise, and went up to New York with a happy heart.

Things happened in the next fortnight rather quickly. Susan at once resolved to tell her mother, but she resolved also not to tell Hetta. That afternoon she got her mother to herself in Mrs. Bell's own room, and then she made a clean breast of it.

”And what did you say to him, Susan?”

”I said nothing, mother.”

”Nothing, dear!”

”No, mother; not a word. He told me he didn't want it.” She forgot how she had used his Christian name in bidding G.o.d bless him.

”Oh dear!” said the widow.