Part 3 (1/2)
”Yes, I understand. You mean a marriage stripped to its skeleton of legal terms. No mutual responsibilities, no mutual sacrifices, no--no love. That is for you to decide. The Courtlandt debt is far too great for me not to accept any terms you may dictate. It shall be as you wish, I--promise.”
Her brown eyes were brilliant with unshed tears as she held out an impulsive hand.
”Thank you. You make the arrangements seem bleak and sordid, but you have given me back my self-respect. Now I feel that it is an honorable bargain between us two. You are to be perfectly free to come and go as you like, and I shall be free, too--but there is one thing I promise you, I--I shall never harm the name I take.”
He looked down at the hand he held for an instant then released it.
”I knew that when you came into the room to-night. Will you marry me soon?”
”Whenever you like. Will you--say good-night to your father for me?
I----” With a valiant effort to steady her lips, she smiled faintly, opened the door of her room and closed it quickly behind her.
Peter Courtlandt was the first to break the silence as father and son motored home. He made an effort to speak lightly.
”Well, my boy, your close-up was wrong. Geraldine Glamorgan has neither prominent teeth, nor little eyes, nor a kittenish manner; in fact, I don't know when I have seen so beautiful a girl so singularly free from the barnacles of vanity and self-consciousness.”
”Kittenis.h.!.+” his son repeated curtly. ”She's far from kittenish. She's an iceberg, and what's more she has the business instinct developed to the nth degree. Believe me, she's a born trader.”
CHAPTER III
Geraldine Courtlandt slowed down her car to enter the river road. The sun was setting in a blaze of crimson glory, a few belated birds winged swiftly into the west. Lights on the opposite sh.o.r.e flickered for a moment as they flashed into being, then shone with steady brilliancy.
Lights appeared on the few boats swinging at anchor in the quiet water.
Lights in house windows beaconed a steady welcome to home-comers. What individuality there was in lights the girl thought. Those across the river seemed entirely munic.i.p.al and commercial, those on the boats carried a silent warning, those in the windows seemed warmly human.
The turmoil in Jerry's heart subsided. She had driven miles that afternoon through the cold, exhilarating rush of December air, trying to forget Steve's tone when he had refused her offer to drive him to town that morning. Had she been married only a month? It seemed as though centuries had pa.s.sed since she and Steve had stood before the altar with their few witnesses and exchanged marriage vows. She s.h.i.+vered. If she had realized how irrevocable they were, their solemn admonition, would she have had the courage to marry to please her father, she wondered.
”And forsaking all others keep thee only unto him as long as ye both shall live?” The question had echoed in every sound at the wedding breakfast in her father's apartment; she had read it deep in Peggy's eyes as they had met hers from across the room; it had kept time to the revolution of the wheels as she and Steve had motored out to the Manor in the late afternoon. Her lips twisted in a bitter little smile as she remembered Sir Peter's tactful suppression of surprise when they had told him that there would be no wedding journey. She and Steve had decided that under the circ.u.mstances such a function would be nothing short of farcical, besides he would not ask for leave from the office.
Sir Peter had quite suddenly decided to go on a hunting trip.
The girl's brows wrinkled in a troubled frown. She knew now that she had done a grave injustice to Steve, to herself, when she had consented to her father's proposition. Well, the deed was done, her only course was to turn her mistake into a stepping-stone toward ultimate good. That was the one way to treat mistakes remedially, she had learned in her twenty-three years. Repining proved nothing.
”Every engaged couple ought to have the marriage service read aloud to them at least once a week. That would give them pause,” she murmured with fervent conviction. She ground on her brake just in time to avoid running down a ”ROAD CLOSED. DETOUR” sign. The black letters on the white board danced weirdly before her eyes for a moment. She must cure herself of the reprehensible habit of driving with her mind miles away.
She turned into the side road and drove slowly. Detours were notoriously rough even if they sometimes offered adventure, she thought whimsically.
The upper windows of the Manor reflected the setting sun through swaying, bare branches. They shone like molten mirrors as Jerry turned into the tree-lined avenue which led to the house. At the foot of the garden slope she caught the s.h.i.+mmer of the river. Already she loved the place. The great house had ”home” writ large all over it. It bulged, it loomed, it rambled in unexpected places as though it had grown with the family. And yet, in spite of the additions, it remained a choice example of early architecture. It was as though a beneficent fairy, versed in the arts, had presided over the alterations.
As the girl entered the great hall, where logs blazed in the mammoth fireplace, she had the sense of being enfolded in warm, tender arms. If Steve would not be so frigidly courteous she could be quite happy, she thought resentfully. At breakfast each morning during these interminable weeks he had politely asked her preference for the evening. Should they motor to town for the theatre, dance, what should they do? And she, dreading to bore him more than he was already bored, and hating to face the curious eyes of his world which had been set agog at their marriage, had replied to each suggestion:
”I prefer to remain in this lovely country, but please go yourself. I really shouldn't be in the least lonely.”
He had refused to take advantage of her suggestion. Every night they dined together with great formality, she in the loveliest frocks of her hastily a.s.sembled trousseau, he in correct and immaculate dinner clothes. The only time there seemed the least sympathy between them was when she was at the piano, in the library, and Steve smoked in the big chair in front of the fire. He kept so absolutely still, usually with his eyes on his mother's portrait. Was he dreaming dreams, she wondered.
Had there been a girl without money whom he loved? Did he know what ”the love of a man for the one woman” meant? She should never forget the tone in which he had asked that question. She was standing in the hall, her coat off, when she thought of that. She shook herself mentally and dragged her thoughts back to the present. She spoke to her trim maid who came to take her coat:
”Tell Judson to serve tea in the library, Hilda. I--I'm cold.”
She was half-way to the fireplace in the long room before she discovered that the wing-chair in front of it was occupied, occupied by a queer, elfish type of man who regarded her with a poorly suppressed snort of disdain as she paused in surprise. The skin stretched over his high cheek-bones till it shone like mellowing, yellowing ivory. His colorless eyes glittered as with fever, his forehead reared to where his coa.r.s.e white hair brandished a sort of kewpie-curl. A black cape, of wool so soft that it looked like velvet, lay across his thin, stooped shoulders.
From under its folds his hands protruded, clasped on the top of a stout ebony stick. They were gnarled and distorted with rheumatism. His voice, true to type, was high and slightly cracked as he spoke to the girl after an instant of peeved scrutiny.