137 Unwanted child (1/2)

My worlds been messed up a bit there's more people around me now...it's not like I hate it I'm just not use to this...specifically speaking how do I act? I've never had older siblings s-

”Where you even a good enough big sister to begin with?”

That boys voice sounded close I turned around and nothing was there. I shook my head to try to regain some barrings. But...was I even good back then? They didn't even say goodbye...they...they didn't talk much to me in the past either... they talked to each other sure but I was always....

”...unwanted child”

That voice again... I didn't bother to even try to look this time I just fell to my knees and stared at the wooden floor boards...it was right that family I had...never wanted a freak they never loved me but whys it hurt?

*she reached up and squeezed her chest*

(Huh?)

Tears were falling onto her legs where she was kneeling on the floor. It had been three years since she'd last cried. Back when she'd started living with Dante she had cried a lot partly because she was a wreck after all she'd been through and partly because she wasn't use to people being kind and understanding towards her without having some hidden objective. The tears stunned her a bit she wasn't a hundred precent sure why she was even shedding tears for her past to begin with...they never wanted or needed her so why was she feeling so much pain over them?

*She felt someone hug her from behind*

While she had been crying she didn't make a sound she'd trained herself to do so as a means of survival...so she had no clue how the person holding her knew if it wasn't Dante since Dante knew everything about her.

(...fuckfuckfuck use the mask)