Part 3 (1/2)

Her hair is loose around her shoulders, thick and brown like fresh earth. She's wearing a purple dress that ties around her neck and reaches all the way down to cover her toes. I am suddenly aware of my morning erection.

”What are you doing here?”

”What kind of a 'good afternoon' is that?”

I look at the clock on my nightstand. It's 2:43 p.m. ”How long have you been sitting there, creeper?” I take an extra pillow and use it as a buffer between my erection and the world.

”You wish.”

”I'm just saying.”

”I only just got here,” Layla says. ”I told your mom I'd pick up some chips and salsa on the way. My mom was still making her fancy Greek dip when I left, and my dad was sneaking a cigarette downstairs.”

”Doesn't your dad know by now that he can't keep anything from your mom 'cause she's got that all-seeing third eye in the back of her head?” I ask.

”I actually think she gets a kick out of watching him squirm,” she laughs, ”when she finds the b.u.t.ts hidden around the backyard.”

”Just like a woman.”

She punches me on the shoulder.

”I'm going to start charging you every time you hit me,” I tell her.

”That would negate your purpose as my personal punching bag. And speaking of people who'd like to use you as one, Maddy called me. She's not coming because she's at her friend's house.”

”See! And she got all mad at me when I said friends.”

”Yeah, but you say friends in a mean way. I say friends because I don't like her new friends.”

”Whatever. I don't need her crying all over the place, feeling guilty 'cause I'm not dead.” I suck my teeth. I need a toothbrush ASAP.

We fall into silence. She tilts her head and combs her hair all to one side. She twirls a strand around her index finger and stares at my face. I wonder what she sees. If she sees something different from what everyone else does. I wonder if she's thinking I'm a piece-of-s.h.i.+t friend and an even worse boyfriend. I wonder if she's thought about our CPR kiss the way I have.

Instead she whispers, ”What were you dreaming about?” She hesitates. ”You were really tossing.”

I shake my head. I know how this would make me sound. If there is anyone I let myself tell anything to, it's Layla. Well, almost anything. ”Just some crazy stuff. You know, I still can't remember anything that happened to me out there. I see this blur. Then last night I was going through the apartment, reading, Googling, pacing, trying to make myself remember, like maybe it's memory loss. But nothing.

”I mean, I wasn't expecting an instant replay. But when I fell asleep, my dream was so impossible and it still felt so real. More real than this-” I pinch her and she squeals. ”What if something happened to me down there? It would explain how I got this-” I pull my T-s.h.i.+rt at the collar so she can see the red scratches on my chest.

”Yes, Tristan, you have pecs of steel. The guys are outside. You really don't have to do that with me-”

”No, dumba.s.s. I mean, I do, but look-” I really don't want to get up for fear of the pillow s.h.i.+fting. ”Scratches.”

”There's nothing there, Tristan.” There's a sort of pity in her eyes.

She's right. I rub my hands on my chest and can't feel anything. Not even the impression of scabs.

”Is he awake yet?” My mom is standing at the door.

”Just now,” I say, as Layla stands and pulls at where her dress clings to her thighs.

Mom lingers at the doorway. She stands half in and half out. There's something about the way she's looking at me. It's not exactly wonder, but similar to it. I mean, I can't even imagine what it must've been like to think I was dead.

”Hurry up and get dressed, honey. People are on their way.”

”Yeah, I'll be ready in just a minute.” Though I don't feel ready for anything at all.

While my mom spared me a Welcome Home sign, my friends-if I'd even call them that after what they're holding up-have made a crude sign on white cardboard. It reads: ”IT'S ALIVE!” With thunderbolts on the side.

Jerry, Angelo, Bertie, Ryan, and some other lifeguards and members of the swim team hang around the living room. They pat me on the back and tell me they've never seen anything like this. They can't believe it. I'm a miracle. I'm the coolest dude that ever lived on Planet Cool. They show me my mug on three newspapers, an awkward picture that I recognize from Mike's camera phone at the pizzeria, and one that looks like a girl was edited out of the left half. I'm halfway between a smile and a grimace, and my eyes don't really come out right in black-and-white. They almost look colorless.

Jerry polishes off his can of root beer and burps. From somewhere in the kitchen, Layla's mother scolds him, and he sinks into the chair, which makes him look like a gra.s.shopper retracting his limbs. He's so tall that watching him swim reminds me of a log with branches flailing down a stream. ”My mom was going to send flowers from her flower shop, you know? But half the girls in school were already buying them and sending them to your hospital room.”

”Tell her thanks anyway.”

Angelo sits up on the ottoman. ”Bro, that nurse.” He makes the symbol of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, then kisses his fingertips. I've seen his father do the exact same thing when they're sitting on their front porch drinking beer and a girl in short shorts walks in front of them. ”You're the luckiest b.a.s.t.a.r.d who ever lived.”

Now I'm a lucky-cool b.a.s.t.a.r.d. Hey, I've been called worse.

Layla walks over with a refilled bowl of tortilla chips, and the guys are all over her. I don't like the way Angelo's eyes linger on her. It's not like she's got giant b.o.o.bs. I mean, they're a nice size for her height, but she's also not wearing a bra, just a bikini top under her dress. What's with these guys anyway? She's on our team. They see her in a suit all the time.

Layla takes a seat on the couch between Bertie and me. She's used to being one of the guys, so she doesn't notice how different they're acting, all s.h.i.+fty and nervous because she's sucked their breaths out just by being here. Maybe she doesn't realize how she's changed. How practically overnight her Bambi eyes and full lips have grown into a face that all you want to do is stare at it. How she's set the bar pretty d.a.m.n high for every other girl.

Of course, none of the guys would try to get with her. She's still one of us.

I reach over the coffee table and eat chip after chip. My stomach lurches, and I can taste bile creeping up. I gulp down water, and I feel a little better.

”My mom actually wants me to quit my post,” Angelo says. ”She says the apocalypse is coming, so she's got these garlic wreaths all over the windows-”

”I knew I smelled something,” Ryan goes, shrinking back from the threat of Angelo's fist.

”-and crosses all over the place. She asked Father Thomas to rebaptize me. He told her you're only supposed to do it once.”

”Did you tell your mom that the apocalypse is coming, and not an army of vampires?” Layla jokes.

”Whatever. All I care is that she was so happy I woke up too late to go to work that day that she even let me sleep through school yesterday.”

Angelo is a guy with no conscience and no worries. I almost envy him. He's the kind of guy who takes your lunch money at the beginning of the day and then asks to borrow another dollar after school so you can split a pizza. He smacks girls on their a.s.ses, and they actually turn around and giggle, because other than being macho and using more hair spray than the drama cla.s.s, he's a pretty good-looking guy.

Mom walks in with a gallon of root beer. ”I heard you boys were thirsty.”

”And girls,” Layla chimes in. Sandy, who's been looking through my mom's collection of books, looks up and smiles.

”Yes, please, Mrs. Hart,” the boys say in unison, all smiles and politeness. She doesn't know them like I do.

The minute she walks out, Layla looks up at Ryan and says, ”Ryan, you've got a little drool right here.”

He wipes at his mouth with the sleeve of his hoodie. ”It's kind of impossible not to. No offense.”