Part 31 (1/2)
Horace was greatly relieved to hear it, for it struck him as a most sensible and, in his own particular case, essential formality.
”But, on the present occasion, sir,” proceeded the speaker, ”I feel, as all present must feel, that it would be unnecessary--nay, almost impertinent--were I to weary the public ear by a halting recapitulation of deeds with which it is already so appreciatively familiar.” At this he was interrupted by deafening and long-continued applause, at the end of which he continued: ”I have only therefore, to greet you in the name of the Corporation, and to offer you the right hand of fellows.h.i.+p as a Freeman, and Citizen, and Candlestick-maker of London.”
As he shook hands he presented Horace with a copy of the Oath of Allegiance, intimating that he was to read it aloud. Naturally, Ventimore had not the least objection to swear to be good and true to our Sovereign Lady Queen Victoria, or to be obedient to the Lord Mayor, and warn him of any conspiracies against the Queen's peace which might chance to come under his observation; so he took the oath cheerfully enough, and hoped that this was really the end of the ceremony.
However, to his great chagrin and apprehension, the Lord Mayor rose with the evident intention of making a speech. He said that the conclusion of the City to bestow the highest honour in their gift upon Mr. Horace Ventimore had been--here he hesitated--somewhat hastily arrived at.
Personally, he would have liked a longer time to prepare, to make the display less inadequate to, and worthier of, this exceptional occasion.
He thought that was the general feeling. (It evidently was, judging from the loud and unanimous cheering). However, for reasons which--for reasons with which they were as well acquainted as himself, the notice had been short. The Corporation had yielded (as they always did, as it would always be their pride and pleasure to yield) to popular pressure which was practically irresistible, and had done the best they could in the limited--he might almost say the unprecedentedly limited--period allowed them. The proudest leaf in Mr. Ventimore's chaplet of laurels to-day was, he would venture to a.s.sert, the sight of the extraordinary enthusiasm and a.s.semblage, not only in that n.o.ble hall, but in the thoroughfares of this mighty Metropolis. Under the circ.u.mstances, this was a marvellous tribute to the admiration and affection which Mr.
Ventimore had succeeded in inspiring in the great heart of the people, rich and poor, high and low. He would not detain his hearers any longer; all that remained for him to do was to ask Mr. Ventimore's acceptance of a golden casket containing the roll of freedom, and he felt sure that their distinguished guest, before proceeding to inscribe his name on the register, would oblige them all by some account from his own lips of--of the events in which he had figured so prominently and so creditably.
Horace received the casket mechanically; there was a universal cry of ”Speech!” from the audience, to which he replied by shaking his head in helpless deprecation--but in vain; he found himself irresistibly pressed towards the rail in front of the dais, and the roar of applause which greeted him saved him from all necessity of attempting to speak for nearly two minutes.
During that interval he had time to clear his brain and think what he had better do or say in his present unenviable dilemma. For some time past a suspicion had been growing in his mind, until it had now almost swollen into certainty. He felt that, before he compromised himself, or allowed his too generous entertainers to compromise themselves irretrievably, it was absolutely necessary to ascertain his real position, and, to do that, he must make some sort of speech. With this resolve, all his nervousness and embarra.s.sment and indecision melted away; he faced the a.s.sembly coolly and gallantly, convinced that his best alternative now lay in perfect candour.
”My Lord Mayor, my lords, ladies, and gentlemen,” he began, in a clear voice which penetrated to the farthest gallery and commanded instant attention. ”If you expect to hear from me any description of what I've done to be received like this, I'm afraid you will be disappointed. For my own belief is that I've done nothing whatever.”
There was a general outcry of ”No, no!” at this, and a fervid murmur of protest.
”It's all very well to say 'No, no,'” said Horace, ”and I am extremely grateful to you all for the interruption. Still, I can only repeat that I am absolutely unaware of having ever rendered my Country, or this great City, a single service deserving of the slightest acknowledgment.
I wish I could feel I had--but the truth is that, if I have, the fact has entirely slipped from my memory.”
Again there were murmurs, this time with a certain under-current of irritation; and he could hear the Lord Mayor behind him remarking to the City Chamberlain that this was not at all the kind of speech for the occasion.
”I know what you're thinking,” said Horace. ”You're thinking this is mock modesty on my part. But it's nothing of the sort. _I_ don't know what I've done--but I presume you are all better informed. Because the Corporation wouldn't have given me that very charming casket--you wouldn't all of you be here like this--unless you were under a strong impression that I'd done _something_ to deserve it.” At this there was a fresh outburst of applause. ”Just so,” said Horace, calmly. ”Well, now, will any of you be kind enough to tell me, in a few words, _what_ you suppose I've done?”
There was a dead silence, in which every one looked at his or her neighbour and smiled feebly.
”My Lord Mayor,” continued Horace, ”I appeal to you to tell me and this distinguished a.s.sembly why on earth we're all here!”
The Lord Mayor rose. ”I think it sufficient to say,” he announced with dignity, ”that the Corporation and myself were unanimously of opinion that this distinction should be awarded--for reasons which it is unnecessary and--hum--ha--invidious to enter into here.”
”I am sorry,” persisted Horace, ”but I must press your lords.h.i.+p for those reasons. I have an object.... Will the City Chamberlain oblige me, then?... No? Well, then, the Town Clerk?... No?--it's just as I suspected: none of you can give me your reasons, and shall I tell you why? Because there _aren't_ any.... Now, do bear with me for a moment.
I'm quite aware this is very embarra.s.sing for all of you--but remember that it's infinitely more awkward for _me_! I really cannot accept the freedom of the City under any suspicion of false pretences. It would be a poor reward for your hospitality, and base and unpatriotic into the bargain, to depreciate the value of so great a distinction by permitting it to be conferred unworthily. If, after you've heard what I am going to tell you, you still insist on my accepting such an honour, of course I will not be so ungracious as to refuse it. But I really don't feel that it would be right to inscribe my name on your Roll of Fame without some sort of explanation. If I did, I might, for anything I know, involuntarily be signing the death-warrant of the Corporation!”
There was a breathless hush upon this; the silence grew so intense that to borrow a slightly involved metaphor from a distinguished friend of the writer's, you might have picked up a pin in it! Horace leaned sideways against the rail in an easy att.i.tude, so as to face the Lord Mayor, as well as a portion of his audience.
”Before I go any farther,” he said, ”will your lords.h.i.+p pardon me if I suggest that it might be as well to direct that all reporters present should immediately withdraw?”
The reporters' table was instantly in a stir of anger, and many of the guests expressed some dissatisfaction. ”We, at least,” said the Lord Mayor, rising, flushed with annoyance, ”have no reason to dread publicity. I decline to make a hole-and-corner affair of this. I shall give no such orders.”
”Very well,” said Horace, when the chorus of approval had subsided. ”My suggestion was made quite as much in the Corporation's interests as mine. I merely thought that, when you all clearly understood how grossly you've been deluded, you might prefer to have the details kept out of the newspapers if possible. But if you particularly want them published over the whole world, why, of course----”
An uproar followed here, under cover of which the Lord Mayor contrived to give orders to have the doors fastened till further directions.
”Don't make this more difficult and disagreeable for me than it is already!” said Horace, as soon as he could obtain a hearing again. ”You don't suppose that I should have come here in this Tom-fool's dress, imposing myself on the hospitality of this great City, if I could have helped it! If you've been brought here under false pretences, so have I.
If you've been made to look rather foolish, what is _your_ situation to mine? The fact is, I am the victim of a headstrong force which I am utterly unable to control....”