Part 4 (1/2)
Docia, who stood like an ebony image of Bellona behind her mistress's chair, waving a variegated tissue paper fly screen over the coffee-urn, was heard to think aloud that ”dish yer st.i.tch ain' helt up er blessed minute sence befo' daylight.” Not unnaturally, perhaps, since she was the most prominent figure in her own vision of the universe, she had come at last to regard her recurrent ”st.i.tch” as an event of greater consequence than Virginia's appearance in immaculate white muslin. An uncertain heart combined with a certain temper had elevated her from a servile position to one of absolute autocracy in the household.
Everybody feared her, so n.o.body had ever dared ask her to leave. As she had rebelled long ago against the badge of a cap and an ap.r.o.n, she appeared in the dining-room clad in garments of various hues, and her dress on this particular morning was a purple calico crowned majestically by a pink cotton turban. There was a tradition still afloat that Docia had been an excellent servant before the war; but this amiable superst.i.tion had, perhaps, as much reason to support it as had Gabriel's innocent conviction that there were no faithless husbands when there were no divorces.
”I'm afraid Docia can't do it,” sighed Mrs. Pendleton, for her ears had caught the faint thunder of the war G.o.ddess behind her chair, and her soul, which feared neither armies nor adversities, trembled before her former slaves. ”But it won't take me a minute if you'll have it ready right after dinner.”
”Oh, mother, of course I couldn't let you for anything. I only thought Aunt Docia might be able to teach me how to iron.”
At this, Docia muttered audibly that she ”ain' got no time ter be sho'in' n.o.body nuttin'.”
”There, now, Docia, you mustn't lose your temper,” observed Gabriel as he rose from his chair. It was at such moments that the remembered joys of slavery left a bitter after taste on his lips. Clearly it was impossible to turn into the streets a servant who had once belonged to you!
When they were in the hall together, Mrs. Pendleton whispered nervously to her husband that it must be ”poor Docia's heart that made her so disagreeable and that she would feel better to-morrow.”
”Wouldn't it be possible, my dear?” inquired the rector in his pulpit manner, to which his wife's only answer was a startled ”Sh-sh-ush.”
An hour later the door of Gabriel's study opened softly, and Mrs.
Pendleton entered with the humble and apologetic manner in which she always intruded upon her husband's pursuits. There was an accepted theory in the family, shared even by Uncle Isam and Aunt Docia, that whenever Gabriel was left alone for an instant, his thoughts naturally deflected into spiritual paths. In the early days of his marriage he had tried honestly to live up to this exalted idea of his character; then finding the effort beyond him, and being a man with an innate detestation of hypocrisy, he had earnestly endeavoured to disabuse his wife's imagination of the mistaken belief in his divinity. But a notion once firmly fixed in Mrs. Pendleton's mind might as well have been embedded in rock. By virtue of that gentle obstinacy which enabled her to believe in an illusion the more intensely because it had vanished, she had triumphed not only over circ.u.mstances, but over truth itself. By virtue of this quality, she had created the world in which she moved and had wrought beauty out of chaos.
”Are you busy with your sermon, dear?” she asked, pausing in the doorway, and gazing reverently at her husband over the small black silk bag she carried. Like the other women of Dinwiddie who had lost relatives by the war, she had never laid aside her mourning since the surrender; and the frame of c.r.a.pe to her face gave her the pensive look of one who has stepped out of the pageant of life into the sacred shadows of memory.
”No, no, Lucy, I'm ready to start out with you,” replied the rector apologetically, putting a box of fis.h.i.+ng tackle he had been sorting back into the drawer of his desk. He was as fond as a child of a day's sport, and never quite so happy as when he set out with his rod and an old tomato can filled with worms, which he had dug out of the back garden, in his hands; but owing to the many calls upon him and his wife's conception of his clerical dignity, he was seldom able to gratify his natural tastes.
”Oh, father, please hurry!” called Virginia from the porch, and rising obediently, he followed Mrs. Pendleton through the hall and out into the May suns.h.i.+ne, where the little negroes stopped an excited chase of a black and orange b.u.t.terfly to return doggedly to their weeding.
”Are you sure you wouldn't rather I'd go to market, Lucy?”
”Quite sure, dear,” replied his wife, sniffing the scent of lilies-of-the-valley with her delicate, slightly pinched nostrils. ”I thought you were going to see Mr. Treadwell about putting John Henry into the bank,” she added. ”It is such a pity to keep the poor boy selling bathtubs. His mother felt it so terribly.”
”Ah, so I was--so I was,” reflected Gabriel, who, though both of them would have been indignant at the suggestion, was as putty in the hands of his wife. ”Well, I'll look into the bank on Cyrus after I've paid my sick calls.”
With that they parted, Gabriel going on to visit a bedridden widow in the Old Ladies' Home, while Mrs. Pendleton and Virginia turned down a cross street that led toward the market. At every corner, it seemed to Virginia, middle-aged ladies, stout or thin, wearing c.r.a.pe veils and holding small black silk bags in their hands, sprang out of the shadows of mulberry trees, and barred their leisurely progress. And though nothing had happened in Dinwiddie since the war, and Mrs. Pendleton had seen many of these ladies the day before, she stopped for a sympathetic chat with each one of them, while Virginia, standing a little apart, patiently prodded the cinders of the walk with the end of her sunshade.
All her life the girl had been taught to regard time as the thing of least importance in the universe; but occasionally, while she listened in silence to the liquid murmur of her mother's voice, she wondered vaguely how the day's work was ever finished in Dinwiddie. The story of Docia's impertinence was told and retold a dozen times before they reached the market. ”And you really mean that you can't get rid of her?
Why, my dear Lucy, I wouldn't stand it a day! Now, there was my Mandy.
Such an excellent servant until she got her head turned----” This from Mrs. Tom Peachey, an energetic little woman, with a rosy face and a straight gray ”bang” cut short over her eyebrows. ”But, Lucy, my child, are you doing right to submit to impertinence? In the old days, I remember, before the war----” This from Mrs. William Goode, who had been Sally Peterson, the beauty of Dinwiddie, and who was still superbly handsome in a tragic fas.h.i.+on, with a haunted look in her eyes and ma.s.ses of snow-white hair under her mourning bonnet. Years ago Virginia had imagined her as dwelling perpetually with the memory of her young husband, who had fallen in his twenty-fifth year in the Battle of Cold Harbor, but she knew now that the haunted eyes, like all things human, were under the despotism of trifles. To the girl, who saw in this universal acquiescence in littleness merely the pitiful surrender of feeble souls, there was a pa.s.sionate triumph in the thought that her own dreams were larger than the actuality that surrounded her. Youth's scorn of the narrow details of life left no room in her mind for an understanding of the compromise which middle-age makes with necessity.
The pathos of resignation--of that inevitable submission to the petty powers which the years bring--was lost upon the wistful ignorance of inexperience. While she waited dutifully, with her absent gaze fixed on the old mulberry trees, which whitened as the wind blew over them and then slowly darkened again, she wondered if servants and gossip were the only things that Oliver had heard of in his travels? Then she remembered that even in Dinwiddie men were less interested in such matters than they were in the industries of peanuts and tobacco. Was it only women, after all, who were in subjection to particulars?
When they turned into Old Street, John Henry hailed them from the doorway of a shop, where he stood flanked by a row of spotless bathtubs.
He wore a loose pongee coat, which sagged at the shoulders, his straight flaxen hair had been freshly cut, and his crimson necktie had got a stain on it at breakfast; but to Virginia's astonishment, he appeared sublimely unconscious both of his bathtubs and his appearance. He was doubtless under the delusion that a pongee coat, being worn for comfort, was entirely successful when it achieved that end; and as for his business, it was beyond his comprehension that a Pendleton could have reason to blush for a bathtub or for any other object that afforded him an honest livelihood.
He called to them at sight, and Mrs. Pendleton, following her instinct of fitness, left the conversation to youth.
”John Henry, father is going to see Mr. Treadwell about the place in the bank. Won't it be lovely if he gives it to you!”
”He won't,” replied John Henry. ”I'll bet you anything he's keeping it for his nephew.”
Virginia's blush came quickly, and turning her head away, she gazed earnestly down the street to the octagonal market, which stood on the spot where slaves were offered for sale when she was born.
”Mr. Treadwell is crossing the street now,” she said after a minute. ”I wonder why he keeps his mouth shut so tight when he is alone?”
A covered cart, which had been pa.s.sing slowly, moved up the hill, and from beyond it there appeared the tall spare figure of a man with iron-gray hair, curling a little on the temples, a sallow skin, splotched with red over the nose, and narrow colourless lips that looked as if they were cut out of steel. As he walked quickly up the street, every person whom he pa.s.sed turned to glance after him.