17 Chapter 17. Attraction and fear (1/2)
However, as soon as Roselia closed her eyes, she herself couldn't believe what popped in her imagination.
It was Ethan. Even though, their first meeting was unpleasant, somehow his handsomeness surely had an impact on her. She don't know why, she couldn't help but get attracted to him just like a piece of iron pulled by a magnet. Yes, some magnetic force was indeed dragging her towards him and made her think only about him.
”Are you sure? ” that's what he asked her.
”Screw him, why don't he speak in human language? ”
Well, he does spoke human language. But the problem is, its a baseless question. Roselia didn't understand on what basis he asked her.
”Is he the one who saved me? ”
She tried to remember the person, who saved her after she passed out, after the transformation. However, all she could think and see was a pitch of darkness clouding her senses. Everything was blurry, she could vaguely see anyone and not to mention the person. She recalled the the whole scene, he had nudged her hand and spoke 'Protect' before she lost conscious.
After fretting for some time she came to a conclusion that, the one who saved her and Ethan, both are not same people.
Because Ethan had a deep hoarse voice whereas the unknown person's voice is a little soft unlike Ethan's.
However, he definitely seemed like he know about her. She racked her brain to search any past encounters with him. But, she couldn't find any.
Shaking her head vigorously, she wanted to stop thinking about him. Pulling the blanket over her, she closed her eyes to let sleep invade her.
But, she wasn't able to fall asleep. She tossed and turned in her small bed as though something was frustrating her. Indeed, she is in frustration right now. Suddenly, Roselia yanked her blanket aside, sitting up fiercely.
She was still unable to digest the fact of being an werewolf and not a human. She felt like she lost her identity. All these years, she believed she was one among them and now, it felt like someone snatched her identify from her. She felt a pang of pain in her chest. The pain was indescribable. She is different from all. Her heart was burning with pain.
It is good to know her true form. But, all these years she grew up between humans and surrounded by them. Now, one night changed her every belief she had. She was afraid of herself. Every minute, she is lurking in fear. She don't know what happens if others know about her.
She was frightened to become a target of many guns and might get killed under the name of a threat to humans. She just started a new life and leading a decent life just like others.