Chapter 91 (1/1)
ZhouXiang didn't go hoht It should be said that he didn't return to the apartXiu took him back to his real hoer has ownershi+p of his own home Once his body is found, his death had truly been confirer have any connections to him
When he pushed open the faht switch that he could easily have felt even with his eyes closed, he saw the ho just the same as before in front of hi left vacant for a long tiht strea rooo There was not even the slightest change
YanMingXiu's eyes swept through every corners of the living room He softly said, “I've tidied it up You… after you left, I lived here for a long time But later on, I didn't dare to anymore The sound of your voice and your face is everywhere in this home, I can't live here But everyEverything has been kept the sa … do you understand? I've always been waiting for you to co's heart felt a bit pained He sorrowfully sighed, “I've already returned I'll exchange this condo with the one you transferred to Xiu, his eyes sincere, ”Take it as Xiu s, you really have the ability to ive it back to you but you have to give yourself toturned his head silently, “Half a year, only half a year left in our deal”
“Even if it is half a year, I won't give up” YanMingXiu added, “In this sixto Xiu leaned forward and gently kissed ZhouXiang's soft lips, “Let's live here together and start over”
ZhouXiang gnawed his teeth, “You doing all this o back If I was still the ZhouXiang from before, if I didn't fall off the cliff, then Xiu, now, look at me, look at Xiu stared fiercely into ZhouXiang's eyes His eyes are so deep that it look a bit frightening “ZhouXiang, actually you never knew e mistake I didn't let you kno content I was in the year ere together Every single day, I was so comfortable and happy You don't understand what you mean to me I also didn't understand back then, but the three years that you're weren't here, I know clearer than anything else that I can't … can't let you go”
He didn't knohether he dared in his life to tell ZhouXiang that the person who had captivated hie of 16, the person he fell in love with and the person constantly on hisBecause heperson, the ive hi about it He doesn't have the courage to tell ZhouXiang He's afraid that ZhouXiang will hate him even more He even hated hiraceful, natural and unrestrained back of the person dressed in white on the silver screen satisfied his illusion of a perfect lover in his youth, then the year that he ith ZhouXiang was a period that constantly showed him what it was in a relationshi+p that made him feel comfortable and content He sa a ) used his kindness and tolerance to influence and bind the other person He is the one who has been fir However, he was too stupid at the time to realize it He was blinded by his own obsession He even felt that since he already had soainst his own principles to fall for sooodness that ZhouXiang gave hi ZhouXiang
So for ZhouXiang to not believe hi even a bit of confidence in that year Even when ZhouXiang died, he didn't kno hed in his heart
He will use all his re time to make up for the et back the person he most wanted in his life… the person he Xiu's eyes looking so resolute and deeply eXiu mentioned a point that is very true He never truly understood YanMingXiu because YanMingXiu never gave him that chance In the first few round or what he does In his eyes, YanMingXiu was just a recent graduate froant, with a financially well-off faster that is not easy to please At the time, he didn't pay Xiu really was Right fro, he was only attracted by his God-like appearance
When he really wanted to understand YanMingXiu, he didn't have such opportunity because he had genuinely fallen in love with YanMingXiu All of YanMingXiu's virtues and shortcos are characteristics that are worthy for hier see clearly
Until he was reborn with this identity and Xiu is no longer that youth froXiu fro in front of him now is a man who can do as he pleases in the entertainment circle, powerful and indifferent
When he caXiu's unreserved expression, he felt chillingly cold He didn't believe anything that YanMingXiu said because he had the illusion that he was going to be sed up He said Xiu, if you really hat you said…that you can't forget me, then how did our deal come from? You spent two ht was notWho doesn't have physical needs? But when you like wangYuDong, you treated me as his substitute You say that you like me but also found a substitute In fact, you are just lacking someone to be with you… it didn't , YanMingXiu's face beca to the wall, his voice extre you as wangYuDong before … I'm sorry to you… but you… the very first time I saw you at the elevator, even if your looks have coed, I still feel a shock that can't be explained At the tio I used this Xiu is choking with sobs, “Because Icrazy The fa that could save me at that time You don't understand… You don't understand how much I miss you You don't understand how I endured every day You are obviously you, yet you hid it fro, but only didn't tell e? You should be satisfied I'htly, his voice full of despair, “ZhouXiang, even if I deserve everything, I never thought of betraying you in the slightest bit, I just …… you two (referring to both younger and older ZhouXiang) are too , can you understand? It's been three years I can't go on anys, substitute, substitute, who is whose substitute? Who is the substitute? Who is the protagonist?! Fro to the now, all the circumstances is like a joke deliberately planned by God The purpose is simply to push them into a desperate situation and then look at their painful and stupid expression for entertain opened his ue but he didn't say anything He was afraid that if he were to open his Xiu's pain and grievances Xiu be considered as having betrayed hiht that soXiu didn't do anything wrong In fact, he even helped hiled emotions in his heart made it impossible for him to resolve
Is he jealous? Who is he jealous of? Both ZhouXiangs are him yet not coonist? Even he hi closed his eyes in pain
He had long understood that as long as he gets involved with YanMingXiu, what is waiting for hi So he Xiu a lot, he is also afraid
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