C99 (1/2)

Zhang Shiyan lowered his head and looked at the words that the call had ended on the screen of his mobile phone. His face was expressionless and his lips were covered with unhealthy white.

At the moment when Zhang Shiyan answered the phone, even if it was just a small fire, the oil in the pot was already hot. The next second, the pot somehow sent out a series of ”crackling” sounds, boiling oil splashing.

Zhang Shiyan's other hand was still holding the shovel and hanging on the pot, so when the boiling oil in the pan splashed, a few drops of oil accurately fell on the back of his hand -

it really hurt, but it was far less severe than the pain in his heart.

Zhang Shiyan glanced at the oil star son on the back of his hand with a sarcastic smile, threw away the shovel, and after turning off the fire, he leaned back on the Liuli platform tired.

He stood silent in the kitchen, head down, no longer looks like the usual elegant and noble man, clearly wearing the same clothes, clearly still dressed as usual, but at this moment in the dim light, but he is particularly embarrassed and haggard.

He took a lonely and lonely, quietly with the night outside the window.

After a long time, he raised his hand and pinched his brow.

He thought he could find Ji Nansheng this time

Although he had told himself in his heart when he went to the hospital to do DNA identification, Qiao Weiyi was not necessarily Ji Nansheng, she was only 70-80% similar, she might not be his wife

He has done this kind of psychological preparation, and more than once told himself to face the result calmly, not to suffer

But now, touching his heart, the heart is more painful than imagined, so hard that he has an impulse to cry.

After waiting for five years and looking for five years, there is still no news. If Zhang niansheng was not with him, I'm afraid he would not have survived these five years. He would have been swallowed up by this empty waiting and endless loneliness.

But now he thinks that he has to wait for the book to open every five years.

He is still looking for the wrong person, she has been hiding, never returned to a city.

Zhang Shiyan raised his hand to cover his heart. He felt that this time the heart had broken and cracked. I don't know how long it will take before the scar can recover slowly?

Can his wounds be recovered?

In this endless loneliness, how can his wound be restored?

”Ji Nansheng, you are so cruel...”

Zhang Shiyan gave a low murmur, and his fingernails were deeply embedded in his palm.

Ji Nansheng, do you know that I did not blame you when you left, because I knew that you had Qin Jingyuan in your heart and made you suddenly become my wife. It's human nature that you can't accept it. I'd like to give you time to calm down.

But now, all of a sudden, I hate you a little.

Waiting for you day by day, I can't wait for you, Ji Nansheng. Do you know, I'm going to be driven crazy by you.

”If I had known that you had been gone for so many years and refused to look back, why didn't I stop in front of you and let you kill me before you left?”

If I had died in your hands, I would not have suffered so much day and night.

If I was killed by you at that time, would you like to commemorate Qin Jingyuan, with a lifetime to mourn the man who loved you to death for you?

……

Zhang Shiyan did not finish the dinner in the end.

After knowing the news from the hospital, he was no longer in the mood to cook. Those exquisite food materials would only bury them in his hands and only turn them into a pile of garbage.

So Zhang Shiyan gave the dinner to Chen Ma to cook. He told Zhang niansheng that his company had a temporary business and left the villa with his coat.

Zhang niansheng stood at the door, watching his father's car out of sight, frowning and slowly sitting on the steps.

”Granny Chen, isn't dad very unhappy just now?”

Zhang niansheng has always been a very sensitive child. His father was very happy when he came down from upstairs. Why did he come out of the kitchen like a changed person?

Nanny Chen Ma stood at the door of the kitchen, looked at the pots and shovels in the kitchen, and sighed.

Mr. Zhang is not only unhappy, but he is very angry!

In the past, when Zhang Shiyan personally cooked food for Zhang niansheng, no matter what happened in the company, he would meticulously treat the ingredients as well as make delicious food on the table. Only when Zhang niansheng moved his chopsticks could he rush to the company.