Part 26 (1/2)
”Beware,” said the virulent Bixiou one night, the man who would at the same moment give a comrade a hundred francs and stab him to the heart with a sarcasm; ”if you go to sleep drunk every night, one day you will wake up mad.”
On the day before, the Friday, the unhappy wretch, although he was accustomed to poverty, felt like a man condemned to death. Of old he would have said:
”Well, the furniture is very old! I will buy new.”
But he was incapable now of literary legerdemain. Publishers, undermined by piracy, paid badly; the newspapers made close bargains with hard-driven writers, as the Opera managers did with tenors that sang flat.
He walked on, his eye on the crowd, though seeing nothing, a cigar in his mouth, and his hands in his pockets, every feature of his face twitching, and an affected smile on his lips. Then he saw Madame de la Baudraye go by in a carriage; she was going to the Boulevard by the Rue de la Chaussee d'Antin to drive in the Bois.
”There is nothing else left!” said he to himself, and he went home to smarten himself up.
That evening, at seven, he arrived in a hackney cab at Madame de la Baudraye's door, and begged the porter to send a note up to the Countess--a few lines, as follows:
”Would Madame la Comtesse do Monsieur Lousteau the favor of receiving him for a moment, and at once?”
This note was sealed with a seal which as lovers they had both used.
Madame de la Baudraye had had the word _Parce que_ engraved on a genuine Oriental carnelian--a potent word--a woman's word--the word that accounts for everything, even for the Creation.
The Countess had just finished dressing to go to the Opera; Friday was her night in turn for her box. At the sight of this seal she turned pale.
”I will come,” she said, tucking the note into her dress.
She was firm enough to conceal her agitation, and begged her mother to see the children put to bed. She then sent for Lousteau, and received him in a boudoir, next to the great drawing-room, with open doors. She was going to a ball after the Opera, and was wearing a beautiful dress of brocade in stripes alternately plain and flowered with pale blue. Her gloves, trimmed with ta.s.sels, showed off her beautiful white arms. She was s.h.i.+mmering with lace and all the dainty trifles required by fas.h.i.+on.
Her hair, dressed _a la Sevigne_, gave her a look of elegance; a necklace of pearls lay on her bosom like bubbles on snow.
”What is the matter, monsieur?” said the Countess, putting out her foot from below her skirt to rest it on a velvet cus.h.i.+on. ”I thought, I hoped, I was quite forgotten.”
”If I should reply _Never_, you would refuse to believe me,” said Lousteau, who remained standing, or walked about the room, chewing the flowers he plucked from the flower-stands full of plants that scented the room.
For a moment silence reigned. Madame de la Baudraye, studying Lousteau, saw that he was dressed as the most fastidious dandy might have been.
”You are the only person in the world who can help me, or hold out a plank to me--for I am drowning, and have already swallowed more than one mouthful----” said he, standing still in front of Dinah, and seeming to yield to an overpowering impulse. ”Since you see me here, it is because my affairs are going to the devil.”
”That is enough,” said she; ”I understand.”
There was another pause, during which Lousteau turned away, took out his handkerchief, and seemed to wipe away a tear.
”How much do you want, Etienne,” she went on in motherly tones. ”We are at this moment old comrades; speak to me as you would to--to Bixiou.”
”To save my furniture from vanis.h.i.+ng into thin air to-morrow morning at the auction mart, eighteen hundred francs! To repay my friends, as much again! Three quarters' rent to the landlord--whom you know.--My 'uncle'
wants five hundred francs--”