Chapter 39 - Before the Boss Raid (1) (1/2)

Following D'vina suggestion, Aleen carried Ana five hundred meters away and the group rested for a moment to recover from the fight.

Actually, D'vina's 'Calamity Sword' did not kill all the monsters that ambushed the group. A few monsters were far enough to survive the wave of sword intent, but fortunately, the death of a level four and hundreds of level two and level three scared them away.

It gave the group enough time to rest, but D'vina knew that more monsters would come after them before long, so the best they could do was recover the most they can before the next attack.

Ana regained her consciousness five minutes later.

Looking around, she saw D'vina seated away, crosslegged and with her eyes closed while Aleen cleaned her (Ana) wounds using a piece of cloth he took from his t-shirt.

With her head groggy, she tried to sit up. Aleen saw it and helped her carefully.

Ana smiled slightly before looking to her wounded hand that lacked two fingers.

"… So it was not a dream huh…"

"Nothing we can do about it."

Ana smiled self deprecatorily and shook her head hearing it. "I thought I wasn't going to survive back then."

"… I'm sorry."

"Anyone else survived?"

"…"

"I see." She sighed while looking downwards. Her mind brought back the images of the others dying, torn apart by the beasts' claws. She felt afraid, afraid that the monsters would come back to kill her, but more than anything, she felt disgusted.

She felt disgusted with herself to the point of almost throwing up.

Tears welled in her eyes, and her expression distorted; clenching her hands with strength, she began to cry.

Aleen sighed seeing it and simply patted her back. He could understand a bit how she was feeling now.

"What did I do to deserve it?" She asked between sobs. "Tell me Aleen, why did they bring me here!?"

"…"

"I don't want to be in this place, I want to see my parents! Tell me, why did it happen to me!?"

"…"

Seeing that Aleen did not reply, she used her hands to clean her tears and continued looking to the ground while speaking softly.

"I killed her… When the monsters attacked, I threw her towards the monsters so I could live…"

"…" Aleen did not know what to say hearing her words.

"How ironic, right? I said that it was wrong to leave her behind but I didn't hesitate to sacrifice her to save my life… I'm truly disgusting…"

Aleen didn't witness what happened when the monsters attacked the other humans, but hearing Ana, he could imagine it.

He could imagine how when the monsters were attacking, Ana sacrificed the woman she was carrying to save herself.

To be honest, for a moment Aleen felt repulsed when he heard it; but he was unable to criticize her actions.

After all, in this damn game, he could not be sure that he will never do the same.

If one day, he has to sacrifice someone to save Claire or his own life, will he hesitate?

Aleen knew that perhaps he would do it without hesitation.