Chapter 88 (1/1)
“There were tiic, if I could hter of an ordinary citizen, this way, I wouldn't have to bear hed sadly and said, “My parents and I have an agreement, that I would be ive me two years worth of tih it isn't that long, but it would become an important memory in my life I also believed that I wouldn't fall in love with anyone, so after two years I would just follohat et married to that Provincial Party Committee's son, then I would play the role of a perfect wife, and live ht, that the tilimpse of you in the hospital, thelike small child, it was almost as if my heart was suddenly pierced (by a thorn) I knew then, I fell in love with you, I fell hopelessly and helplessly in love with you Actually, being the kind of person that I aht?”
Lin Rou Rou's eyes started to glimmered with translucent tears, she who had been continuously bearing such incomparable pressure noasn't able to bear it anyh it can be said that in those two years tied with the rest of her own life's happiness
Ye Qian gently held her in his ar heavily Ye Qian's heart hurt soruthless stabbed by soined, that Lin Rou Rou unexpectedly had this kind of story, and she was even bearing pressure that an ordinary daughter shouldn't be bearing In comparison, Zhao Ya, Qin Yue, they don't know that they'rewhile, Lin Rou Rou slowly lifted her head, and while gazing into Ye Qian's eyes, she said: “Ye Qian, please forgive my selfishness, it's only that I really don't have any way of controlling myself Promise me, if in the future I leave you, you must not be sad and heartbroken because no h the second half of the year is all that's left for us, but I believe that this half a year would definitely becoht? I know that you definitely won't disappoint me”
“Idiot, I wouldn't let you leave o, for life” Ye Qian resolutely said
Lin Rou Rou smiled happily and said: “I know, you also love me as dearly as I love you, but I have to put reatest suffering, isn't it not having any choice? There are things that aren't within our control Ye Qian, don't let me resent you, the Ye Qian that I know isn't an indecisive person who can't let go Isn't it said that if two feelings last a long tis exist forever, we only need to be happy this half year, then that would already suffice Ye Qian, love me properly, I want to remember every little bit of you, to etch the whole of you in my memory
Lin Rou Rou si off her clothes
Ye Qian lightly shook his head, getting up and stopping Lin Rou Rou's actions, and said: “Put your clothes back on!”
Lin Rou Rou was slightly stunned, and continued whiathered her in his arined that your heart had always been bearing this kind of pressure, it's because ofa very competent boyfriend Maybe you'll call ive yourself to me under these kinds of circumstances, after I , then you can happily give yourself to me Now that I've said, it seems that I have never told you about htly nodded,and Ye Qian laughed a bit and said: “Can I smoke? Haha, if I don't smoke it seems like it won't have that kind of arette stick, lit it, and took a deep drag
“I believe you also know that I left SH City for eight years? Do you knohy? Ha, at that tishot who beat upabout it, so I spent a full three days and nights crouched keeping watch on his house's gate and when I finally found a chance,I stabbed hiot lucky, he didn't die, if one andof hell, anywayalready He didn't die, so it also followed that I shouldn't continue staying in SH City anymorealready, I also didn't want to stay anyotten Lao Die and the others involved, so I secretly left SH City At that ti, I didn't have any money on me, I had no other choice but to sleep on the streets and on bridge holes, to pick up leftover food from the trash bins on the doorsteps of the restaurants, just to stave off hunger, I was treated as a stray dog by people and got chased away the sah was such a fucking damned life, that there were times that even my heart had died
“Maybe it was fate, I was saved by soinally the leader of China's Wolf Fang Special Military Force, he istry He took roup that was founded by hiether with those soldiers from various different countries armies ere dismissed from military service, and trained with them To an outsider's point of view, maybe they're all just a bunch of criminals who can murder without remorse, but in ht ht es of different countries, in the saht me how to kill people The first tihteen years old, I can't re that time, it was probably a very tense relationshi+p In these eight years, I've witnessed so s, be it by life or by death, my hand was also already covered in blood, however it also made me realize a principle: this world is a , it was an eternally unchanging principle
“Two years ago, that leader who brought me to debut in this line of as killed in a un, his body had at least forty or so bullet wounds When I was holding his dead body, I thought I would cry, but I didn't Perhaps you'll think I'le tear That was because I remembered what he toldshed blood not tears, I's After I had annihilated all of the enemies, I cried Do you knohat our hired ar! Maybe it's because Leader had once stayed with China's Wolf Fang Special Military Force, so he had senti But fro represented a kind of spirit, a kind of unity, a spirit si eneanization's leader, I knew the responsibility I would carry was much more serious, I had to co blossohtly and radiantly in this world