Part 19 (1/2)

”But the main page lists who's online at any one time. So if you signed up with your name, anyone who Googles you will find it there.”

Just then Jamie saw her full name next to the screen ID ”JVail.” She hit the link, watched as the log-in page for their chat group came up. ”It takes them right to the chat group's log-in screen.”

”Right. It gives them your ID and if they've got the pa.s.sword, they're in.”

A dead weight sank in her gut. ”I made it too easy.” Thoughts trampled across her mind. ”Mary, you were probably talking to her killer.”

The line was silent for a moment. When Mary spoke, her voice was nearly a whisper. ”I thought about that. It's why I had you call.”

He'd been there. There had to be something she could use. ”Is there an abstract for the session?”

”No. I'm the one who usually logs the sessions, but I didn't. The conversation was sort of roundabout and off topic. I'll e-mail the others and ask if anyone else logged it.”

Christ, had Devlin's killer been online using Jamie's ID? She tightened a fist. But why her-why not Hailey? Maybe they had searched Hailey Wyatt, too. Maybe the chat group was the opening they found. ”Did anything stand out?”

Mary paused. ”I was trying to think. A lot of it was what we'd read. Whoever was using your ID did mention she was promiscuous. Oh, jeez-how could I forget?”

Jamie felt herself tense. ”What?”

”He said that she'd slept with your husband.”

Jamie didn't respond.

”I'm sorry,” Mary added.

She started to say that it was okay, but couldn't bring herself to do it. ”He's my ex now.”

Mary gave her a moment, then said, ”You should consider that, Jamie. Who knew about that incident? Sounds like someone within the department.”

Jamie nodded, dread pooling in her limbs. ”I was thinking the same thing.”

”Have you brought in a suspect? I thought he mentioned that you'd been looking at a cop.”

She thought about Scott Scanlan. He was someone to consider. ”What did he say about that?”

”Just that you'd pulled in one suspect who you held but who didn't look good for it.” She stopped. ”You thinking it might be him?”

”I don't think so.” Tim had only been released tonight. He wouldn't have access from the city jail.

Mary seemed to consider this. ”He didn't let on any real emotion about the suspect. That's why I didn't really consider it out of character for you except for a few questions about who the group would recommend looking at based on the scene.”

Jamie considered Marchek. Tim's arrest had made the news, but would he have access to the fact that Devlin had slept with Tim while Tim and Jamie were married? It seemed far-fetched but not impossible.

Mary interrupted her thoughts. ”I've got to go, but I'll dig up what I can remember and e-mail it to you.”

”Thanks, Mary.”

”And change that pa.s.sword.”

”I'm doing it now.”

After hanging up, Jamie changed her pa.s.swords on the chat group and her personal e-mail. She had no way of knowing if someone was in her e-mail and the realization was terrifying. She left a message for Hailey and lit a cigarette. She was tired, but she couldn't imagine going to bed. Couldn't fall asleep now. Not with the notion that someone had gotten access to her personal information. What else did he have? Did he know where she lived? Just how close was the killer?

Jamie s.h.i.+vered and stubbed out her cigarette. Forcing herself up, she checked the doors and windows.

As she mounted the stairs toward her bedroom, Jamie had the haunting sense that someone was watching. And more than ever, she wished Tony would come home.

Chapter 22.

Jamie had finally drifted into sleep when something woke her. Startled, she sat up in bed. Her heart clashed in her chest. Her head pounded. She yanked the robe off the chair and pulled it over her shoulders, crept to the window and looked out, saw nothing. She turned her ear to the door. Was it inside?

She glanced back outside as a shadow crossed the gra.s.s. Adrenaline burned in her gut. Tony?

Tightening the tie on her white terry-cloth robe over the T-s.h.i.+rt and sweats she slept in, Jamie stepped into a pair of suede moccasins, pulled her holster off the back of the bedroom door, and started downstairs. She caught her reflection in the hallway mirror. Like a cross between Martha Stewart and Annie Oakley.

She drew her gun, flicked the safety off. Gripping it in her right hand, she held it barrel down, her finger off the trigger. At the bottom of the stairs, she turned off the inside lights and stared out the dining room window into the backyard. The shadow was gone. She flicked on the outside lights, wis.h.i.+ng she'd spent the money to have them upgraded to motion sensing. With a quick breath, she opened the back door, gun in front of her.

She heard Barney's claws click on the stairs and soon he was beside her. ”Nice of you to wake up.”

He growled into the dark.

”Be my guest.”

Barney didn't move.

Jamie stepped out onto the small back deck and surveyed the yard. She was almost never out there. What little gra.s.s there once was had been displaced by the weeds. Like the tougher gang marking its territory, the weeds had won out here. A lone tree stood in one corner-a maple, she guessed, though she'd never been good at that kind of thing. Bushes dotted the yard like green islands about to be washed over by a sea of brown weeds. The little potting shed looked partially drowned by the weeds around it. It's green corrugated roof was dark with leaves and dirt.

Nothing flowered. Even with all the rain, the green was limited to a few bushes and the tree. It was a sad yard. She turned back inside and saw the same thing. Weeds outside and inside a sea of brown boxes littered the rooms. Jesus, how pathetic. Barney moaned as though understanding, and she patted his head.

She locked the back door when she heard the sharp ping of gla.s.s breaking on the front porch. A man howled. She ran across the house, peering out into the dimly lit front. Through the small window beside the front door, she saw Tony on his knees. He lifted a piece of crooked gla.s.s toward his lips.

Jamie holstered her gun and yanked the door open. ”What the h.e.l.l are you doing?”

His tongue out, he poured brown liquid into his mouth.

She grabbed the piece from his hand, skimming it across the insides of her knuckles. She dropped the gla.s.s as blood pooled in her hand. ”s.h.i.+t.”

Tony reached for another piece, but Jamie grabbed his arm, smearing his skin with her blood.

The smell of whiskey was overwhelming, and she was both nauseated and desperate at once.

Tony twisted his arm away, but she tugged back harder. ”Stop it. Jesus Christ, Tony. f.u.c.king stop it!”

He looked up at her, green eyes bloodshot. Dark circles shadowed the skin beneath his eyes. She clutched his arm, dragged him toward her. Blood dripped down her white robe. She ignored it, held Tony. His arm felt spindly in her grasp. As he turned to look back at the broken gla.s.s, she noticed the way the light cast shadows in his cheekbones. Jesus, he was thin.

”Where have you been?” she demanded.