Part 23 (1/2)

Safe in the shelter of the Aquarium rest room my mother-in-law faced me. Her eyes were cold and hard, her tones like ice, as she spoke.

”Margaret! What is the meaning of this outrageous scene to which you have just subjected me? Am I to understand that this man is typical of your a.s.sociates and friends? If so, I am indeed sorrier than ever that my son was ever inveigled into marrying you.”

For the moment I had a primitive instinct to scream and to smash things generally, a sort of Berserk rage. The insult left me deadly cold. Fortunately we were alone in the room, but I lowered my voice almost to a whisper as I replied to her:

”Mrs. Graham,” I said. ”I never in my life knew there was a man like Mr. Underwood until I married your son. He and his wife, Lillian Gale, are your son's most intimate friends. He has almost forced me to meet them time and again against my own inclinations. Of course, after what you have just said, there can be no further question of our trip together. If you will kindly wait here I will telephone your son to come and get you at once.”

I started for the door, but a little gasping cry from my mother-in-law stopped me. She was feebly beating the air with her hands, her eyes were distended, and her cheeks and lips had the ashen color which I had learned to a.s.sociate with my own little mother's frequent attacks.

Filled with remorse, I flew to her side and lowered her gently into an arm chair which stood near. s.n.a.t.c.hing her handbag I opened it and took out a little bottle of volatile salts which I knew she carried.

I pressed it into her hands, and then took out a tiny bottle of drops with a familiar label. They were the same that my mother had used for years. Taking a spoon which I also found in the bag, I measured the drops, added a bit of water from the faucet in the adjoining room, and gave them to her. As I came toward her I heard her murmuring to herself:

”Lillian Gale! Lillian Gale!” she was saying. ”How blind I've been.”

Even in my anxiety for her condition I found time to wonder as to the significance of her exclamations. Evidently the name of Lillian Gale was familiar to her. From her tones also I knew that it was not a welcome name. What was there in this past friends.h.i.+p of d.i.c.ky and Mrs. Underwood to cause his mother so much emotion? I remembered the comments I had heard at the theatre about my husband's friends.h.i.+p with this woman.

All my old doubts and misgivings which had been smothered by the very real admiration I had felt for Lillian Gale's many good qualities revived. What was the secret in the lives of these two? I felt that for my own peace of mind I must know.

The color was gradually coming back to my mother-in-law's face. I stood by her chair, forgetting her insults, remembering nothing save that she was old and a sick woman.

”Is there anything I can get for you?” I asked as I saw the strained look in her eyes die out.

”Nothing, thank you,” she said. Then to my surprise she reached up her hand, took mine in hers, and pressed it feebly. I could not understand her quick transition from bitter contempt to friendly warmth.

Evidently something in my words had startled her and had changed her viewpoint. But I put speculation aside until some more opportune time.

The imperative thing for me was to minister to her needs, mentally and physically.

”How do you feel now?” I asked.

”Much better, thank you,” she replied. Then in a tone I had never heard from her lips before: ”Come here, my child.”

I could hardly credit my own ears. Surely those gentle words, that soft tone, could not belong to my husband's mother, who, in the short time she had been an inmate of our home, had lost no opportunity to show her dislike for me, and her resentment that her son had married me.

But I obeyed her and came to her side. She put up her hand and took mine, and I saw her proud old face work with emotion.

”I was unjust to you a few moments ago, Margaret,” she said, ”and I want to beg your pardon.”

If she had not been old, in feeble health and my husband's mother, I would have considered the words scant reparation for the contemptuous phrases with which she had scourged my spirit a few moments before.

But I was sane enough to know that the simple ”I beg your pardon” from the lips of the elder Mrs. Graham was equivalent to a whole torrent of apologies from any ordinary person. I knew my mother-in-law's type of mind. To admit she was wrong, to ask for one's forgiveness, was to her a most bitter thing.

So I put aside from me every other feeling but consideration of the proud old woman holding my hand, and said gently:

”I can a.s.sure you that I cherish no resentment. Let us not speak of it again.”

”I am afraid we shall have to speak of it, at least of the incident which led me to say the things to you I did,” she returned. I saw with amazement that she was trying to conquer an emotion, the reason for which I felt certain had something to do with her discovery that the Underwoods were d.i.c.k's friends.

”I have a duty to you to perform,” she went on, ”a very painful duty, which involves the reviving of an old controversy with my son. I beg that you will not try to find out anything concerning its nature. It is far better that you do not.”

I felt smothered, as if I were being swathed in folds upon folds of black cloth. What could this mystery be, this secret in the past friends.h.i.+p of my husband and Lillian Gale, the woman whom he had introduced to me as his best friend, and into whose companions.h.i.+p and that of her husband, Harry Underwood, he had thrown me as much as possible.