Part 47 (1/2)
”You should cancel this record--this occurrence. Blot it out. Start anew.”
”How can I? It is impossible to forget that he has failed so utterly.”
”Thanks to the poison you put into his mouth.”
”Father! I did not think that you--”
”I was unjust to him. You also have done him a wrong. I am seeking to make reparation. In part payment, I wish to make clear to you what you should do to offset your fault. In view of the development of your character (which, by the way, you claim was brought about by your African experience), I feel that I should have no need to urge this matter. You are not a thoughtless child. Think it over. Here's Hodges.”
She went in with him to dinner, perfectly composed in the presence of the grave-faced old butler. But after the meal, when her father left for his customary cigar in the conservatory, she sought the seclusion of the library, and attempted to fight down the growing doubt of her justice toward Blake that had been roused by her father's suggestions.
It was easy for her to maintain the resolute stand she had taken so long as she kept her thoughts fixed on his fall from manhood. But presently she began to recall incidents that had occurred during those terrible weeks on the savage coast of Mozambique.
She remembered, most vividly of all, a day on the southern headland--the eventful day before the arrival of the steamer--when he had spoken freely of the faults of his past life.... He had never lied to her or sought to gloze over his weakness.
And he could have concealed this present failure. She divined that both Griffith and Lord James would never have betrayed him. Yet he had come direct to her and confessed, knowing that she would condemn him.
The thought was more than she could withstand. She crossed over to her desk, and wrote swiftly:--
Dear Friend:
You are to consider that all which has taken place since Sunday is as if it had never happened.
Come to me to-morrow, at ten.
Jenny.
Enclosing the note in an envelope addressed to Blake, she gave it to a servant for immediate delivery. As soon as the man left the room, she went to the telephone and arranged for a private consultation with one of the most eminent physicians in the city.
CHAPTER XXIV
THE WAY OF A WOMAN
Blake was humped over his desk, his fingers deep in his hair, and his forehead furrowed with the knotted wrinkles of utter weariness and perplexity, as his eyes pored over the complex diagrams and figures jotted down on the plan before him.
Griffith came shuffling into the room in his old carpet slippers. He looked anxiously at the bent form across the desk from him, and said: ”See here, Tommy, what's the use of wasting electricity?”
Blake stared up at him, blear-eyed with overstudy and loss of sleep.
”Told you 'm going to keep going long as the wheels go 'round,” he mumbled.
”They'd keep going a heap longer if you laid off Sundays,” advised Griffith. ”I'm no fanatic; but no man can keep at it day and night, this way, without breaking.”
”Sooner the better!” growled Blake. ”You go tuck yourself into your cradle.”
Griffith shook his head dubiously and was shuffling out when he heard a knock at the hall door of the living-room. He hastened to respond, and soon returned with a dainty envelope. Blake was again poring over his plans and figures. The older man tossed the missive upon the desk.
”Hey, wake up,” he cackled. ”Letter from one of your High Society lady friends. Flunkey in livery for messenger.”