Chapter 182 (2/2)
Not only did Su Yingxue pay close attention to Li Mu in her last life, but also su Yingxue has been thinking about him almost every day these days. However, she is very rational to think that Li Mu must be busy these days, with all kinds of things involved. Although she can't bring any substantive help to his career, at least she can't drag him back.
Su Yingxue is such a light woman as water in her last life. Even if she cares about it again, she just puts it in her heart and rarely lets the other party know.
In the last life, both of them concealed their own concerns. Su Yingxue went north by train to study in the people's Congress. She thought about Li Mu who was going to Jinling. When Li Mu was in Jinling, she often thought about Su Yingxue who was far away in Yanjing.
He wanted to know about Su Yingxue, so he found a spoon beside the pool. Because of Su Yingxue's great reputation in the school, Li Mu could see countless information about her directly by the pool. But Su Yingxue wanted to know about his news, which is usually very difficult.She also paid attention to the forum of Li Mu's school, but in the whole freshman year, she didn't see any news about Li Mu on it. Until the sophomore year, she only saw the picture of Li Mu's band's first performance on a post. At that time, she was slightly lost, because she knew that there were always many girls around the college students playing music.
Both of them are concerned about each other, but they both think that each other has long forgotten themselves. In life, there are so many men and women who fail to come together because of this. The magnetic field between them is too similar, sometimes it will play a negative role.
Then Li Mu came to Yanjing after su Yingxue, but found that Su Yingxue had gone abroad. The news that Li Mu stayed in Yanjing for development was learned by Su Yingxue. Su Yingxue gave up the dream of Wall Street and went back to China for development. But when the two finally took root in the same city, Su Yingxue never waited for any news from Li Mu.
Like Li Mu, she felt that there was nothing left in each other's hearts for a long time.
Or that sentence, so big Yanjing, never gave them the chance to pass by.
In the end, Su Yingxue was so devoted to her career that she was forced by her family to marry her brother, who was a good sister when she was studying in the United States.
She and her good sisters knew that she was gay. Su Yingxue rushed to get married. Until she put on her wedding dress in the United States, she still had a regret for many years: she wanted to have a farewell drink with Li Mu after graduating from senior high school, but Li Mu was drunk too fast in that farewell meal, and Su Yingxue was just determined to find him for a drink By the time, he was already broken.
Unfortunately, Li Mu didn't know his inner feelings about the past of his last life, and Su Yingxue couldn't know the track of life that he had gone through in his last life.
However, Li Mu suddenly found something that he had never found in Su Yingxue this evening.
It's faith.
Maybe, Su Yingxue is not the kind of strong woman who only cares about her career and dream; maybe, she also secretly paid attention to herself and burst out the same ideas as herself; maybe, she has the same vision for love as other girls.
Last life's parting, this life's together
Li Mu repeated this sentence many times in his heart. Life has been so reversed. Why don't you bite your teeth and turn him around?!
For a while, Li Mu seemed to feel his ambition. He suddenly raised his head and his eyes burst into a glow. He stared at Su Yingxue and said, ”Yingxue, I'll chase you from now on!”
Su Yingxue is stunned by the lightning strike. She is surprised at Li Mu's words. Why does he say that he wants to pursue himself from now on, instead of saying that I like you directly like other men? You are my girlfriend. The latter is the usual way to express your love, right?
What's more, she likes Li Mu. Since she saw the light in the eyes of this drowsy guy looking at her, she found that somehow, she would also be attracted by his small but dark eyes. Sometimes, the feeling of liking someone doesn't need material, appearance or even ability to support, a long time It's enough to look back.
However, Su Yingxue soon wants to understand that if Li Mu just said ”be my girlfriend” like other people, I'm afraid that I would hesitate to struggle. After all, I not only promised my parents not to fall in love in college, but also didn't make any preparation for falling in love. If Li Mu suddenly omitted to express his love, I'd like to ask for a clear answer I'm afraid I'll be scared by him.
Li Mu now says he wants to pursue himself, which should also be regarded as an alternative expression, right? This guy doesn't even go the ordinary way to express his love.
Su Yingxue thought that she was also full of shame and joy. She once read a sentence in the magazine, which roughly means: if you like a person when you are young, the happiest thing is not that you can be together soon, but that you know that you like each other.
Su Yingxue asked Li Mu with a red face: ”then how are you going to chase me?”
”I don't know.” Li Mu spread out his hand and smiled bitterly, ”I haven't thought about it yet. You have to let me think about it.”
Su Yingxue finds that Li Mu usually has his own ideas and vision in his work, but now he doesn't know why. He is full of blankness. The whole person looks silly, but he is cute.
Su Yingxue asked Li Mu with a rare blush, ”what is your purpose of chasing me?”
Li Mu said faintly, ”do you look good? To be long-term is a test, anytime, anywhere, life... ” (to be continued. )