Chapter 493 (1/2)
Chen Wan uses the wine force to say the things he didn't dare to export, which makes Li Mu confused, but he can't say a word to refuse Chen Wan.
Li Mu unconsciously reaches out and gently holds Chen Wan in his arms. Suddenly, he thinks deeply at this moment. He secretly laments that this may be the fate between himself and Chen Wan, and it has spanned two lives.
In the last life, Chen Wan drove into herself, which was the only intersection between the two in their previous lives. In this life, the scene that she hurt herself has become the origin of her rebirth. If the chance of rebirth is a great creation, Li Mu does not know whether his rebirth is his own creation or Chen Wan's creation. If you think about it carefully, you have wasted more than ten years in ordinary life Why should we give ourselves such a creation when there are too many people who are not even enough to count, and why should we be reborn in the second year of Chen Wan's accidental death?
After a new understanding of Chen Wan and the woman, Li Mu gradually has a piece of softness that she brings to him. Under the influence of Chen Wan's kind and simple nature, Li Mu feels that if heaven has eyes, it really shouldn't give such an impeccable woman a lonely and regretful ending in her last life.
Li Mu sighed, maybe it's really Chen Wan's creation. Her experience makes the heaven still feel pity. So she chose to take the time machine to come back and let herself give her a happy and beautiful future.
If we measure the fate that spans two generations and reverses space and time by the way that we have built the same boat in ten years and shared sleep in one hundred years, we may not be able to build it for several generations.
Since she really loves herself and has her in her heart, if she can support a day for her in the future, why should she fail?
Chen Wan, half drunk and half awake, is held in his arms by Li Mu. He snuggles up to Li Mu and holds his waist gently with his hands. He says to him, ”if you want me to be a strong woman, I can try my best to do it. In fact, it's good to be a strong woman. It doesn't matter if I'm tired. At least I have to live a full life. I'm busy with my career every day and can ignore many things. I don't need to be 30 or 40 years old Marriage, can secretly love a person for a long time... ”
Li Mu said softly, ”I don't want you to be a strong woman. I just think that since it's your dream to be a host, I will help you to realize this dream more thoroughly, so that you can go further on the road of your dream.”
Chen Wan asked, ”if I say that no matter how I realize it, being with you is my biggest dream. Would you like to help me realize it?”
Li Mu nodded and said seriously, ”I will.”
After that, Li Mu hugged her more tightly.
Chen Wan closed his eyes and hummed a song: ”if this is a dream, I would like to sleep forever rather than wake up...”
Li Mu said, ”if you think it's too stressful to be a strong woman, stop doing it. It's my fault. I've been busy pushing it forward, but I forgot to ask you what you really think.”
Chen Wan said: ”I don't think it's too much pressure. I'm just afraid that you will go further away with me. I don't really want you to be with me. I just have you in my heart, and I have you all the time. Although I haven't been in love, I know that I'm a woman who is full of love and water. I'm afraid that I can't hold anyone except you in my heart In the future, if you love me, you will let me be your lover. I will never complain if I am nameless. If one day you don't love me or I don't love you, I will leave silently and live again in another way. ”
Li Mu asked her, ”why the future, not the present?”
Chen Wan said with a smile, ”because you are not grown up yet, and I have to concentrate on being the strong woman you want me to be.”
With that, Chen Wan looked at Li Mu's Yanjing and said, ”if you want me to be a strong woman, I will try my best not to let you down. Then if I want you to do something for me, would you like to?”
Li Mu nodded, ”you say it.”
Chen Wan raised his head and looked at Li Mu, reached out his hand to touch his face, and said passionately, ”I want to make you stronger, so strong that even if the whole world knows that I am your lover, no one will look down on me, let alone talk about it.”
Li Mu said, ”I will try my best to do what I can.”
”How lovely!” Chen Wan rubbed Li Mu's face with his fingertips and smiled like a flower: ”and don't call me sister later.”
Li Mu asked, ”what's my name?”
Chen Wan said, ”as long as you don't call me sister, it's OK. In the first month when I met you, I especially like that. But after the first month, I don't like it at all.”
Li Mu said, ”OK, I will not call later.”
Chen Wan nodded, rubbed his temples and said, ”it hurts so much.”
Li Mu said, ”there are two bottles of wine in total. If you drink more than one bottle alone, it's no wonder you have a headache.”