Part 19 (1/2)
And some ... don't get any more than they deserve,” he finished, with grim ambiguity.
”Do you like him yourself?” he demanded, as I made no reply.
”I admire him immensely.”
”Does Madame like him?” he came back.
”Madame is a woman,” I said, cautiously. ”Also, you are to remember that if Madame doesn't, she is only one against many. All the rest of them seem to adore him.”
”Oh, the rest of them!” grunted John Flint, and scowled. ”Huh! If it wasn't for Madame and a few more like her, I'd say women and hens are the two plum-foolest things G.o.d has found time to make yet. If you don't believe it, watch them stand around and cackle over the first big dunghill rooster that walks on his wings before them! There are times when I could wring their necks. Dern a fool, anyhow!” He wriggled in his chair with impatience.
”Liver,” said I, outraged. ”You'd better see Dr. Westmoreland about it. When a man talks like you're talking now, it's just one of two things--a liver out of whack, or plain ugly jealousy.”
”I do sound like I've got a grouch, don't I?” he admitted, without shame. ”Well ... maybe it's jealousy, and maybe it's not. The truth is, he rubs me rather raw at times, I don't know just how or why.
Maybe it's because he's so sure of himself. He can afford to be sure.
There isn't any reason why he shouldn't be. And it hurts my feelings.”
He looked up at me, shrewdly. ”He looks all right, and he sounds all right, and maybe he might be all right--but, parson, I've got the notion that somehow he's not!”
”Good heavens! Why, look at what the man has done for the mill folks!
Whatever his motives are, the result is right there, isn't it? His works praise him in the gates!”
”Oh, sure! But he hasn't played his full hand out yet, friend. You just give him time. His sort don't play to lose; they can't afford to lose; losing is the other fellow's job. Parson, see here: there are two sides to all things; one of 'em's right and the other's wrong, and a man's got to choose between 'em. He can't help it. He's got to be on one side or the other, if he's a _man_. A neutral is a squashy It that both sides do right to kick out of the way. Now you can't do the right side any good if you're standing flatfooted on the wrong side, can you? No; you take sides according to what's in you. You know good and well one side is full of near-poors, and half-ways, and real-poors--the downandouters, the guys that never had a show, ditchers and sewercleaners and sweatshoppers and mill hands and shuckers, and overdriven mutts and starved women and kids. It's sure one h.e.l.l of a road, but there's got to be a light somewhere about it or the best of the whole world wouldn't take to it for choice, would they? Yet they do! Like Jesus Christ, say.
They turn down the other side cold, though it's nicer traveling. Why, you can hog that other road in an auto, you can run down the beggars and the kids, you can even shoot up the cops that want to make you keep the speed laws. You haven't _got_ any speed laws there. It's your road. You own it, see? It's what it is because you've made it so, just to please yourself, and to h.e.l.l with the hicks that have to leg it! But--you lose out on that side even when you think you've won. You get exactly what you go after, but you don't get any more, and so you lose out. Why?
Because you're an egg-sucker and a nest-robber and a shrike, and a four-flusher and a piker, that's why!
”The first road don't give you anything you can put your hands on; except that you think and hope maybe there's that light at the end of it. But, parson, I guess if _you're_ man enough to foot it without a pay-envelope coming in on Sat.u.r.days, why, it's plenty good enough for _me_--and Kerry. But while I'm legging it I'll keep a weather eye peeled for crooks. That big blonde he-G.o.d is one of 'em. You soak that in your thinking-tank: he's one of 'em!”
”But look at what he's doing!” said I, aghast. ”What he's doing is _good_. Even Laurence couldn't ask for more than good results, could he?”
The b.u.t.terfly Man smiled.
”Don't get stung, parson. Why, you take me, myself. Suppose, parson, you'd been on the other side, like Hunter is, when I came along? Suppose you'd never stopped a minute, since you were born, to think of anything or anybody but yourself and your own interests--where would I be to-day, parson? Suppose you had the utility-and-nothing-but-business bug biting you, like that skate's got? Why, what do you suppose you'd have done with little old Slippy? I was considerable good business to look at then, wasn't I? No. You've got to have something in you that will let you take gambler's chances; you've got to be willing to bet the limit and risk your whole kitty on the one little chance that a roan will come out right, if you give him a fair show, just because he _is_ a man; or you can't ever hope to help just when that help's needed. Right there is the difference between the Laurence-and-you sort and the Hunter-men,”
said John Flint, obstinately.
As for Laurence, he and Hunter met continually, both being in constant social demand. If Laurence did not naturally gravitate toward that bright particular set of rather rapid young people which presently formed itself about the brilliant figure of Hunter, the two did not dislike each other, though Hunter, from an older man's sureness of himself, was the more cordial of the two. I fancy each watched the other more guardedly than either would like to admit. They represented opposite interests; one might at any moment become inimical to the other. Of this, however, no faintest trace was allowed to appear upon the calm unruffled surface of things.
If Inglesby had chosen this man by design, it had been a wise choice.
For he was undoubtedly very popular, and quite deservedly so. He had una.s.sailable connections, as we all knew. He brought a broader culture, which was not without its effect. And in spite of the fact that he represented Inglesby, there was not a door in Appleboro that was not open to him. Inglesby himself seemed a less sinister figure in the light of this younger and dazzling personality. Thus the secretary gradually removed the thorns and briars of doubts and prejudices, sowing in their stead the seeds of Inglesby's ambition and rehabilitation, in the open light of day. He knew his work was well done; he was sure of ultimate success; he had always been successful, and there had been, heretofore, no one strong enough to actively oppose him. He could therefore afford to make haste slowly. Even had he been aware of the b.u.t.terfly Man's acrid estimate of him, it must have amused him. When all was said and done, what did a b.u.t.terfly Man--even such a one as ours--amount to, in the world of Big Business _He_ hadn't stocks nor bonds nor power nor pull. He hadn't anything but a personality that arrested you, a setter dog, a slowly-growing name, a room full of insects in an old priest's garden. Of course Hunter would have smiled! And there wasn't a soul to tell him anything of Slippy McGee!
CHAPTER XI
A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP
Summer stole out a-tiptoe, and October had come among the live-oaks and the pines, and touched the wide marshes and made them brown, and laid her hand upon the barrens and the cypress swamps and set them aflame with scarlet and gold. October is not sere and sorrowful with us, but a ruddy and deep-bosomed la.s.s, a royal and free-hearted spender and giver of gifts. Asters of imperial purple, golden rod fit for kings' scepters, march along with her in ever thinning ranks; the great bindweed covers fences and clambers up dying cornstalks; and in many a covert and beside the open ditches the Gerardia swings her pink and airy bells. All down the brown roads white lady's-lace and yarrow and the stiff purple iron-weed have leaped into bloom; under its faded green coat the sugar-cane shows purple; and sumac and sa.s.safras and gums are afire. The year's last burgeoning of b.u.t.terflies riots, a tangle of rainbow coloring, dancing in the mellow suns.h.i.+ne. And day by day a fine still deepening haze descends veil-like over the landscape and wraps it in a vague melancholy which most sweetly invades the spirit. It is as if one waits for a poignant thing which must happen.
Upon such a perfect afternoon, I, reading my worn old breviary under our great magnolia, heard of a sudden a voice of pure gold call me, very softly, by my name; and looking up met eyes of almost unbelievable blue, and the smile of a mouth splendidly young and red.
I suppose the tall girl standing before me was fas.h.i.+onably and expensively clad; heaven knows _I_ don't know what she wore, but I do know that whatever it was it became her wonderfully; and although it seemed to me very simple, and just what such a girl ought to wear, my mother says you could tell half a mile away that those clothes smacked of super-tailoring at its costliest. Hat and gloves she held in her slim white ringless hand. One thus saw her waving hair, framing her warm pale face in living ebony.