Part 12 (1/2)
Her head lifted proudly, despite the tears in her eyes. ”No fear of that, sir. I'll never let my man down.”
”That's the way to talk. And don't worry too much. You know the saying about night always being blackest at the hour before the dawn? If we'd only all believe that and cheer up----”
He let himself out. As he walked down the Square he tried to stroll jauntily; probably Ann was watching.
”I could do worse than live up to that advice myself,” he thought. Then, ”And so I will, by the Lord Harry.”
IV
As he pa.s.sed through the doors into the Savoy, he consulted his watch; he was five minutes late. He halted in the middle of the foyer, gazing round. There was the usual collection of officers on leave or out of hospital, British, Overseas, American, all of them out for a good time and debonair. There were the usual rows of expectant girls, wondering whether their men had forgotten the appointment or whether the fault was theirs in mistaking the place of rendezvous. Here and there through the crowd worried and a.s.sertive literary individuals wandered, searching for invariably unpunctual publishers. As though Time pressed behind them with his scythe, hatchet-faced journalists from Fleet Street were making a bee-line for the restaurant. In contrast to this perfervid haste, self-possessed young queens of the footlights lolled with their admirers, importantly believing they were recognized. All the medley of London as it used to be, is and will be again, was there; but nowhere could Tabs descry a General's uniform.
He went to the desk to enquire whether there was any message for him. At mention of the General his enquiry was received with marked respect.
Yes, General Braithwaite lived there. No message had been left, but he might be in his room. While they were telephoning and he was waiting, Tabs remembered and smiled at remembering. Under quite other circ.u.mstances, on a former occasion, he and Braithwaite had stayed there together. The clerk interrupted his reflections. ”The General's not in his room---- Ah, here he comes, your Lords.h.i.+p.”
Tabs turned quickly and looked in vain at first. He did not become aware of his host till he was standing almost at his elbow. Then he held out his hand, ”How are you, General? You must pardon me for not having picked you out at once. Like all of us, you look different in mufti.”
”More like the old Braithwaite your Lords.h.i.+p used to know?” The General smiled. ”Well, I have to thank that experience for this at least--that I know where to find the proper tailors. How about lunch? Are you ready?”
Against a window looking out on the Embankment, one of the best tables had been reserved--a further proof of the new esteem in which Braithwaite was held. The head-waiter hurried up immediately to advise what he should eat and pa.s.sed on his orders to subordinates with as much solemnity as if they had been the details for an offensive. ”Yes, my General.” ”No, my General.” When everything had been chosen and there was nothing to do but wait for the first dish to be served, Braithwaite leaned across to Tabs, ”Your Lords.h.i.+p is amused. I don't blame you.”
Tabs drew out his case and offered him a cigarette. ”I'll make a bargain with you, sir. Let's cut out the unfriendly formalities. I'll call you Braithwaite if you'll call me Taborley.”
The General blew a puff of smoke into the air and watched it disappear before he answered. In civilian clothes he bore a more distinct resemblance to the man he had been; and yet the resemblance only served to emphasize the change that had taken place in him. The old Braithwaite had been a slight-built, gentle creature, loyal to the point of self-effacement, soft-spoken and dependent on the appreciation of a master for his happiness. The new Braithwaite both in body and character had hardened. His gray eyes had concentrated into command. His clean-shaven cheeks and small military mustache gave him an expression which was tolerantly ironic. The moment you saw him, you knew beyond question that he was ruthlessly aware of what he wanted out of life. He was a sword which had lain hidden in its scabbard and was now withdrawn, glistening, intimidating and fiercely pointed.
Tabs compared his forceful appearance with his own, where in a mirror their reflections sat facing each other. There was little to choose between them in outward gentility, despite the immense disparity of their chances. There was no fault to find; everything about Braithwaite bespoke confidence and refinement--his neatly brushed chestnut hair, his well-cut gray tweeds, his black, woven tie with the horse-shoe scarf-pin of diamonds, his fine white teeth, his trim mustache. He looked a man of iron will and unswerving decision, destined from birth to take control of crises and to shoulder responsibilities. As a last humanizing touch, there was a hint of cavalier devilment about him, of the gambler who was also a sportsman.
The puff of smoke had faded. The General's eyes came back with a twinkle to his guest. ”You're right. Between us this 'Your Lords.h.i.+p and General'
business would grow tiresome. I never thought the day would come when I'd call you Taborley, however. As for myself, plain Braithwaite's a little reminiscent---- Still, we'll consider that part of our compact settled. And now, what?”
”Do we need to hurry matters?” Tabs questioned. ”This isn't a military court of enquiry. It wasn't my idea to meet you as though we were maintaining an armed neutrality. We----”
”But aren't we?” Braithwaite interposed with an air of amused good-humor. Then he lowered his voice, ”When you parted from me I was your valet. You didn't hear from me for the best part of four years and believed me dead. You came back to find that I was your superior officer and had tangled things up for you pretty badly. You've threatened me with your knowledge of a previous love-affair and you have it in your power to tangle up my future in return. Under the circ.u.mstances what else is possible but an armed neutrality?”
”Let me state the case from another and, I think, a juster angle.” Tabs paused to knock the ash from his cigarette. ”Before the war you were my valet whom I had always treated as my friend. I believe at that time, if it had come to the show down, you were the man who was closest to my affections and whom I trusted most in all the world. I'm trying to speak soberly, Braithwaite, without any color of exaggeration. We'd been in many tight corners together--perhaps the tightest was when they tried to execute us in Mexico. Anyway, we'd always played the game by each other.
In 1914 we both joined in the ranks; in 1918 you finished up as a General, while I was a first lieutenant. There's only one way to account for that: up to 1914 you'd never had your chance; when your chance came, you proved yourself the better man. In a way, though it's difficult for me to confess it, I can understand and sympathize with Terry's preference. Women admire bravery and merit. Ann and I admired them in you; we knew they were there before the war made them public.”
He took a breath while he watched what effect the mention of Ann's name had had. The General's expression from being interested and generous had grown suddenly obstinate and set. Tabs hurried on. ”So I can understand Terry's preference. And yet, as you've owned, despite your advantages, I hold the winning card. I can joker all your aces by telling--well, the things to which you have referred.” He leant forward across the table.
”I don't want to have to tell. To do that I should have to make myself still more inferior to you than you have proved me to be in the hardest of all tests. There's only one occasion that would compel----”
”And that?” the General enquired coldly.
Before Tabs could answer, a Major in the Guards who was pa.s.sing had halted. ”Hullo, sir!” he exclaimed, addressing Braithwaite. ”I was intending to hunt you up. I've heard a rumor about your transferring to the Regulars. Why don't you have a shot at my outfit?”
Braithwaite introduced Lord Taborley perfunctorily, then returned to his friend's question. ”A shot at your outfit! It's too expensive. I've got to make money. Besides, to become a Regular I'd have to sink my rank and live on my pay at that. I can't afford it. To tell the truth, I'm already out of the Army. I handed over the keys of my desk at the War Office this morning. That phase is ended.”
”You did! Well, if you've got something better----” The Guardsman nodded a.s.sent to a signaled question from a companion at another table. ”Don't lose touch with your old set, sir,” he added cheerfully as he moved away. ”Send us the map-location of your next dug-out.”
The lunch arrived. Dishes were obsequiously offered for inspection and approval. While the meal was being served, there was no opportunity for private conversation. Tabs was pondering one fact which he had overheard. ”So, he, too, was demobbed yesterday! That's why he took his last chance to become engaged. The glamour of a uniform---- And to-day he's back where he started. Poor chap!”
The over-zealous waiter had at last moved out of range. Braithwaite lifted up his dagger gaze. ”And what is that occasion--the one occasion which would compel you to publish my past? Perhaps I can save you the trouble of putting it into words. You mean if I dared to become engaged to Terry Beddow? I am engaged to her. I dared last night; so I must leave you to do your worst.”