Chapter 1737 (1/2)
In fact, she just likes him. She really doesn't have any other bad ideas. She just wants to compete fairly and doesn't want to deliberately destroy him.
However, he seems to have many misunderstandings about himself. Such a misunderstanding is extremely damaging and a devastating veto of the friendship he has had in the past eight years.
”Xinger...” Qin Qingchen's figure passed her and went to the farther place to find someone.
Shen xing'er stepped out of the flower bed, slowly walked to the bench not far away, and sat down there.
She didn't know whether her trip to s city was right or wrong. She only knew that since she stepped into this piece of land, her destiny began to reverse.
It is undeniable that she was jealous of Shige and her good luck. She could get Qin Qingchen's love. But at the same time, she was helpless. Because Qin Qingchen had not been able to make a difference to himself for eight years, how could we expect that this short period of time could change his feelings towards himself?
She is not a girl who loves to bow to her fate, but after she came to s City, she realized that some things are indeed impossible to do. For example, love, because of this, Qin Qingchen has been deliberately alienating herself. She is very worried about whether, after this goes on, she will lose even the few remaining friendship.
”Star son, you are here! Why not make a sound. ” Qin Qingchen went back and forth. When he saw her sitting here, he could not help but feel relieved.
”Brother Qin, are you particularly tired of me now, just because I say I like you.” Shen xing'er looks up at him with a bitter smile.
”How can you think so.” Qin Qingchen sat down next to her and stroked her hair with her big hand.
”I feel that the way you look at me is not the same as before.” Shen Xinger originally, is not a person without connotation, just a lot of time, is covered up by her appearance of innocence.
”Star son, have you ever thought about it? It's your attitude towards me that has changed, so I think I've changed to you.” Qin Qingchen comforted her, but felt as if it was such a thing. In order to stop her from interfering, he was really on guard against her, so in other words, he did harm to her.
”No, it's not like that. Although you didn't love me before, the look you gave me was at least spoiled, but now, that feeling is no longer there.” Shen Xinger said as she shook her head vigorously. She was not wood and could not feel it.
”I'm sorry.” Qin Qingchen held her in her arms. She thought that when she was in England, she really loved her. However, all these changes were because she fell in love, and the people in love were very sensitive. She always worried that her love would be broken by someone who had a heart in the next minute. In addition, she was so fond of herself, so she was on guard against her 。
”In fact, I really won't do damage, I just can't be reconciled to it. Therefore, when I talk, I will be a bit acrimonious. If you love her, even if I obstruct her, it will not affect me at all, right?” Shen xing'er nests in his chest, whispering his thoughts.
”I know. That's why I'm sorry.” Qin Qingchen patted her on the back and felt deeply guilty about her. Later, she had no face to face the professor.
”As long as you don't alienate me, I will be satisfied.” Shen xing'er looks up and stares at him in tears.
”OK, but you have also agreed with me that you should never hurt your sister, OK?” Qin Qingchen earnestly implored her, sincerely hope that they can become good friends, even if they can not become friends, at least they can achieve peaceful coexistence.
”Well, I need to think about it.” To let go of her persistent heart for many years, she needs a little time. No matter it's worship or secret love, she can't be relieved at once.