48 Jenna. (1/2)

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Friday, October 07, 2016

I'm starting today my rehearsals for the fashion show that will take place on the 12th in New York. I will wear a sleeveless semi-sheer lace dress in black and silver with black shoes with very classic lace and costume jewelry made of glass and resin. The results concerning my father's cardiac malaise relieved us because it is a mild illness called extrasystole. This disease is not serious but he will have to stop the alcohol and the cigarette. Regarding the leak or more the sale of private information about contracts in Japan, after several phone calls, my mother, confirmed what Terry and I we thought. It was indeed my teacher who for 20 000 dollars did not hesitate to betray us and sell things that would normally remain confidential. However, he continued to deny it throughout our interrogation but eventually decided to resign on his own. For the moment, we have not had any problems with Sony or Kenzo who do not seem to take this matter too seriously. But on our side, we are quite annoyed that the fault comes from one of ours. My advertisement for Sony will come out tonight in Japan and I'm a little apprehensive new comments that will come out but I feel that I'm getting used to it. I do not worry as much as before, I think about it a little bit, but that does not make me sick any more like a month ago. The Kenzo advertising campaign will not be released until October 13, but I am on the contrary in a hurry to see it posted everywhere because the photos are sublime and for my part, I am certain that since my debut in in the world of fashion, this campaign is the one I can be most proud of. because I am particularly beautiful on these photos and the decor is sublime. Forget the future and focus on rehearsals. Since Fashion Week, I took again two millimeters, I think it's the first year that I grow so much. I am currently measuring 5.83 feet and my goal is to reach 5.87 feet but not to exceed this size.

Sunday, October 09, 2016

05:30 pm On the 14th I go to China to make a commercial for a insurance company. I am eager to discover this country whose history is one of the oldest and richest in the world. My parents, on the contrary, are worried and have hired four bodyguards who will have to follow me everywhere for the duration of this trip. I am aware that some tension between the US and China exists but are Americans really so hated in China? Last night, a friend of my parents was dining with us. It would appear that he is a senator and that he intervened when I was in Japan. Purpose of the operation, Lisa had to present her thanks. Although it hurts my ass, I actually thank this man who told me to be suspicious on this trip. According to him, part of the Chinese is nationalist or ultra-nationalist and only sees by his people and his country. For these people, only their products, their citizens, their food, etc. are valuable. I do not know if he tells me the truth or if he hates the people of China himself but I do not go out a lot and now have four mastiff around me, so what can happen to me? When I come back from the rehearsal, my mother asks me to join her in the living room. It's strange because usually she lets me relax a bit or at least shower. I do not shower in the hotel in which we practice because we have only two showers and are twenty girls. Needless to say, Lisa is not a priority. Let's go see what she wants and clean we the ass after because it stinks severely. When I enter the living room, a girl of eighteen or twenty, vrry pretty but very shy, sits facing my mother and looks at me when I come with awe in my eyes. Why to her so afraid of me? I search in my memories, but am convinced that I do not know her or else, I completely obscured her face from my memory.

I sit on the couch and look at my mother because I do not want to scare this girl who will cry if I look at her more. Hey miss, I'm not a sadist, you can relax. ”Mom, what did you want? I have to go take a shower.”

Oh, she does not look happy. ”Lisa, you have two minutes right?”

I smile. ”Of course, but I'm sticky after the rehearsal you know.”

That resigned sigh will make me laugh. ”My darling, I want to introduce you to Jenna.”

I look once more at this little frightened kitten and tries a smile but she lowers her eyes. ”I think I scare him. Jenna, I'm not a monster you know.”

My mother smiles. ”Jenna at 19 and I know her since she's a little girl. She is a kind and very calm girl, who knows how to manage herself since she was tiny. Her mother is my personal secretary and Jenna was looking for nanny work but was only half-time and when I learned it, I had a great idea.”

I have another bad premonition. ”You want her to babysit but I do not shit anymore in my diapers you know.”

Stop laughing, it's not funny. ”Almost, I would like that from today, Jenna will accompanies you in your everyday life and your displacements. It must not be funny not to have a friend of your age, more if you need something, you can not always go out to buy it for example but Jenna could. Is not that a great idea?”

Look me in the eyes as I see what do you look like. Ahh, what to answer that. There is a certain truth in what she says and then if we get along badly, it will be enough to stop our (collaboration) and everything will return to normal. ”Everything is not wrong in your reasoning but Jenna what do you think?”