91 Im sad (1/2)

01h45pm I am currently in my bed, in the bedroom of my parents' house. Now I can really tell my parents, or at least my mother. Selena is always kind to me despite the fact that I refused all her calls and to hear her explanation. I understand some of what Terry meant when he told me that I was selfish and immature. One of Steve's acquaintances brought my car down the building which reassures me a little, because if after Terry I lost my little racing, I believe that I will never recover.

Someone knocks on my door but I do not want to move from my bed. No, I am depressed today and I have the right to be sad. Life and people are cruel and too unfair to me. ”Lisa can I come in?”

It is Selena who in a very small embarrassed voice asks me this question yet so innocuous. If I answer no, I will break his heart again and I do not wish it at all. ”Of course, come in.”

Selena enters, sits next to me, she hesitates a bit but finally dares to stroke my hair. ”Lisa darling, you'll have to get up, one of the agents will arrive in less than fifteen minutes. If you stay in bed, I'll have to get him into your room so he'll meet you.”

It's not such a bad idea and it does not force me to get up. ”I accept this proposal. You can bring him here. He will meet me in my natural environment and he will see what I do best, sleep.”

”I do not want men to see you in bed. Although I know they are women whose I will have to worry about most with you. ”

This point needs to be clarified. ”Not at all, I like both, but it's true that I have a preference for women. Sexually, I take more pleasure with women. I wonder why, in principle a woman is more physically compatible with a man? What do you think?”

Oh, she seems embarrassed. ”Lisa, do not talk about that now. Please, get up my darling.”

I do not want to. ”I'm sad. Give me a hug to comfort me and I'll reconsider your request.”

I wonder what perfume she is wearing, she feels very good. She has a very pretty mouth and pretty eyes. I wonder if I look like her? ”Lisa no more big cuddles, you really have to get up to it.”

New agent, to grow up, to get out of bed, I do not want to. ”Okay, I'll make an effort and meet this person . I get up, time to get dressed and hair and I arrive.”