Part 53 (1/2)
”Well, _you_ are not very forward,” retorted Maggie, hastily reaching her own pink cotton gown, and looking at Lucy's light-brown hair brushed back in curly disorder.
”Oh, I have not much to do. I shall sit down and talk to you till I see you are really on the way to bed.”
While Maggie stood and unplaited her long black hair over her pink drapery, Lucy sat down near the toilette-table, watching her with affectionate eyes, and head a little aside, like a pretty spaniel. If it appears to you at all incredible that young ladies should be led on to talk confidentially in a situation of this kind, I will beg you to remember that human life furnishes many exceptional cases.
”You really _have_ enjoyed the music to-night, haven't you Maggie?”
”Oh yes, that is what prevented me from feeling sleepy. I think I should have no other mortal wants, if I could always have plenty of music. It seems to infuse strength into my limbs, and ideas into my brain. Life seems to go on without effort, when I am filled with music. At other times one is conscious of carrying a weight.”
”And Stephen has a splendid voice, hasn't he?”
”Well, perhaps we are neither of us judges of that,” said Maggie, laughing, as she seated herself and tossed her long hair back. ”You are not impartial, and _I_ think any barrel-organ splendid.”
”But tell me what you think of him, now. Tell me exactly; good and bad too.”
”Oh, I think you should humiliate him a little. A lover should not be so much at ease, and so self-confident. He ought to tremble more.”
”Nonsense, Maggie! As if any one could tremble at me! You think he is conceited, I see that. But you don't dislike him, do you?”
”Dislike him! No. Am I in the habit of seeing such charming people, that I should be very difficult to please? Besides, how could I dislike any one that promised to make you happy, my dear thing!”
Maggie pinched Lucy's dimpled chin.
”We shall have more music to-morrow evening,” said Lucy, looking happy already, ”for Stephen will bring Philip Wakem with him.”
”Oh, Lucy, I can't see him,” said Maggie, turning pale. ”At least, I could not see him without Tom's leave.”
”Is Tom such a tyrant as that?” said Lucy, surprised. ”I'll take the responsibility, then,--tell him it was my fault.”
”But, dear,” said Maggie, falteringly, ”I promised Tom very solemnly, before my father's death,--I promised him I would not speak to Philip without his knowledge and consent. And I have a great dread of opening the subject with Tom,--of getting into a quarrel with him again.”
”But I never heard of anything so strange and unreasonable. What harm can poor Philip have done? May I speak to Tom about it?”
”Oh no, pray don't, dear,” said Maggie. ”I'll go to him myself to-morrow, and tell him that you wish Philip to come. I've thought before of asking him to absolve me from my promise, but I've not had the courage to determine on it.”
They were both silent for some moments, and then Lucy said,--
”Maggie, you have secrets from me, and I have none from you.”
Maggie looked meditatively away from Lucy. Then she turned to her and said, ”I _should_ like to tell you about Philip. But, Lucy, you must not betray that you know it to any one--least of all to Philip himself, or to Mr. Stephen Guest.”
The narrative lasted long, for Maggie had never before known the relief of such an outpouring; she had never before told Lucy anything of her inmost life; and the sweet face bent toward her with sympathetic interest, and the little hand pressing hers, encouraged her to speak on. On two points only she was not expansive. She did not betray fully what still rankled in her mind as Tom's great offence,--the insults he had heaped on Philip. Angry as the remembrance still made her, she could not bear that any one else should know it at all, both for Tom's sake and Philip's. And she could not bear to tell Lucy of the last scene between her father and Wakem, though it was this scene which she had ever since felt to be a new barrier between herself and Philip. She merely said, she saw now that Tom was, on the whole, right in regarding any prospect of love and marriage between her and Philip as put out of the question by the relation of the two families. Of course Philip's father would never consent.
”There, Lucy, you have had my story,” said Maggie, smiling, with the tears in her eyes. ”You see I am like Sir Andrew Aguecheek. _I_ was adored once.”
”Ah, now I see how it is you know Shakespeare and everything, and have learned so much since you left school; which always seemed to me witchcraft before,--part of your general uncanniness,” said Lucy.
She mused a little with her eyes downward, and then added, looking at Maggie, ”It is very beautiful that you should love Philip; I never thought such a happiness would befall him. And in my opinion, you ought not to give him up. There are obstacles now; but they may be done away with in time.”
Maggie shook her head.