Chapter 218 (1/2)
After leaving Y City, Li shengxia passed a small town in s city. He felt that the pace of life here was very slow and suitable for staying, so he stayed here.
She found a new job related to design in a small town. The boss appreciated her talent and decided to hire her soon.
Because the pace of life in this small town is very slow and remote, no one noticed that Li shengxia was a designer who had become famous in the fashion industry before.
She rented an apartment near the company. The environment was good and the price was reasonable.
Next to it was a coffee shop with old records playing.
The song came into the apartment, and the lyrics poked her heart.
”I often think of the warmth of the past, which makes me not cold at night. You say that a person's beauty is serious, and that two people can be together is fate.”
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Li shengxia goes to the window and wants to close the window. When he reaches the window, the action of closing the window stops automatically.
Her mind shows too much plot, too much past.
She thought, this small town, is a place too suitable for memories, no matter where you go, there is a melodious fragrance.
Her fingers gently touched her abdomen, she used for so many years, and finally proved that she and Mo Nianchen did not have this fate.
Yeah, even though she is so reluctant, they can't be together after all.
However, now, she finally did not try to force, not forced him to fall in love with her one day, do not force himself to stay with him.
How many memories, how many sad. There are as many good plots as there are bad ones. What kind of self deception can not be compared with the final blow he gave her.
If nothing happened, she didn't care. The child she lost
To understate it, I will pass it on like this.
She is not like him, can not care, because, from the beginning to the end, she is the only one acting.
Because she's playing the real thing. In the end, she forgets that it's just a play.
He can give her a lot, but never give her the truth.
In fact, this also can't blame him, from the beginning he has said very clearly, he and she are only contractual relationship.
Since it's a contract, it's due.
The old songs of the street cafe are still singing. The delicate voice of a woman seems to be telling a sad past.
”If I had known that it was like a dream, I would not have put all my love in the same place. I can forgive your absurdity. The ridiculous thing is that I can't forget it. ”
”If I knew it was like a dream, why should I lock my tears in my eyes to make you crazy and crazy and make you strong in the place without me.”
”Let me heal where there is no you.”
Li shengxia finally closed the window
She turned and leaned back against the window, closing her eyes slightly.
In fact, she already knew that she would be hurt. She knew that it was just a dream, but she still insisted on her own way and put all her feelings on him.
She also knew that such persistence was not a good thing, but she could not forget his beautiful past.
He is always creating illusions, let her indulge, and then wake up her dream, again and again, she is still old school is not good, again and again fall.
You deserve it, Li shengxia. You are looking for yourself today.
Don't think about it any more. Live your life well.
Just don't be humble, you can't be humble.
Be the best you can be, the better you are.
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