Chapter 304 (1/2)
”You hate him?” Tan Qing's voice has a moment of stagnation.
A person, because of love, will have hatred to that person.
A person who no longer loves, you will not have any emotion for him, because hate is a very expensive emotion, you need to constantly remind yourself to remember him, then you can always hate.
Li shengxia shook his voice for a long time and then said, ”I don't know how to say I think, I may, just can't forgive. ”
Can't forgive him once merciless, can't forgive oneself once stupid.
Tan feeling heard her answer, also pause for a moment, then gently asked: ”can you try to forgive him? Take him as a passer-by in your life and slowly forget him. ”
Li shengxia also wanted to say something, but finally just quietly said four words, ”I'll try.”
He seemed to recognize the unusual helplessness in her tone and called her up before she hung up the phone, ”midsummer...”
”Well.” She put the phone back to her ear.
Tan Qing said to her, ”don't force yourself too much at any time. Follow your inner decision.”
Even if the decision was to leave me
But as long as it is your decision, I will respect you.
Li shengxia is silent for a moment. No matter when, Tan Qing will comfort her like this, so she can't help but want to tell him what's on her mind. Because she can always find solace in him?
He would not force her to forget, he would not force her to remember, he would not laugh at her, he would not satirize her, nor would he tell anyone about her.
He always listen to her heart quietly, let her listen to her own voice, let her follow her heart's decision
It's because he has been doing this all the time. In these five years, they have been unable to make progress. In fact, she didn't know what he wanted, but Her efforts are always pale.
”I'm going to try big companies.” Li shengxia regained consciousness and opened his mouth and said, ”I thought about the matter you proposed to me for a long time. You are right. I gave up my favorite occupation because I avoided Mo Nianchen, so I chose to stay away from the noise and guard a wedding dress shop in obscurity. However, what I want to do is to let more people see my works, let my works bring happiness to more people. I will no longer be afraid of the stage. I will overcome my fear of Mo Nianchen. I will return to the light. ”
”This is the midsummer I know. Come on, you will be the focus of attention. When your whole body is shining, you don't have to be afraid of darkness any more
”Well.” Li shengxia answered, ”I feel better.”
”That's good. Don't put too much pressure on yourself.”
”Tan Qing.”
”Well?”
”Nothing. I'll go to bed first.”
”Good night.”
”Good night.”
Tan Qing, if one day, you have the love of life, and you start to do everything for her, I can no longer reasonably seek your comfort.
On that day, no one else talked with me at night, and no one helped me when I was in trouble.
I don't have you, so I will lose you completely one day.
So, before that day comes, I must make myself a stronger person.
I want to have the power of one man to overcome the darkness.
I want to have the power to guard my dream.
Forgive me, there is no way to have you.
You are the bright sunlight in the sky, and I have been trying to get rid of the last darkness before dawn to welcome the sunrise.
In fact, I don't want to lose you, but I know that one day, I will lose you
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the other side.
Mo Nianchen returns to the room.
Chi Su saw Mo Nianchen's hand and immediately said, ”prince, your hand is so swollen. I'll help you take ice to reduce the swelling.”