Chapter 320 (1/2)

”A lot of times, I want to lose my memory, but I can't forget it. Those beautiful things have been forgotten, constantly forgotten, and even some of them can't remember at all. However, the most sad things still can't be forgotten or forgotten, and they are still whirling in my mind... ”

”Tan Qing, you tell me, how to forget a person who gave you the most painful pain in the world? If there is such a method, I will certainly learn it. ”

”Some people say that in fact, human memory of happy things is very short, but for unfortunate things, they always remember deeply. All the painful feelings are the most difficult to forget. Therefore, the most unforgettable thing is never a happy thing, but a painful thing. ”

”You're right.” Tan Qing sighed gently.

Painful things are always hard to forget, no matter how much happiness can not dilute the pain. If a relationship, there has never been a painful thing, it can only show that there is no love at all.

Because do not love, so no pain, so easy to forget, too easy to walk into the next arms.

And love, will eventually hurt, and pain, after all, it is difficult to forget, so after a hard love for a person, it is like a death, lost the ability to love, in any case can not go all out like the first time.

Because I have experienced the most painful feeling, I always have a grudge against the next person and instinctively fear that I will be hurt again.

Therefore, after loving a person, you will always want to find a person who loves you, because you don't have to pay, you don't have to feel heartache, and you don't need to be hurt. Even if the person leaves, because you haven't paid or loved, you won't feel too painful.

”But midsummer, did you try to face him?” Tan Qing continues to say.

”Face it?”

”Well, don't run away, don't use amnesia as an excuse to be your Li shengxia and face that Mo Nianchen. If you can... ”

”I can't do it.” Li shengxia interrupts Tan Qing. ”To be Li shengxia, I have to bear a lot of sadness and pain, and I have to face the self-esteem and heart that have been torn to pieces. I can't pick up the fragmented past, piece by piece, which is too difficult...”

”If you can't even face him, how can you be happy? How is it possible to live with another person? ”

”I don't need happiness. I don't need happiness. I can't afford such things. I just need stability, get rid of him, and find myself.”

”You didn't do it to find yourself, but you chose to lose yourself. At any time, do not do such a thing for one person. Why don't you need happiness? Why can't you be happy? Why shouldn't you be? Why can't you afford it? ”

Li shengxia is pale when Tan Qing asks, ”I I'm not good anywhere, I'm useless, and I'm a single mother. No one wants a woman like me, and no one needs a person like me. I can't take care of people and make a mess of my life. I'm... ”

”What's wrong with that?” Tan Qing opens his mouth and interrupts Li shengxia.

Li shengxia looked at him in surprise.

His voice softened. ”What's wrong with that? Can't take care of others, need to be taken care of by others, with two lovely children, strong, optimistic, and independent, I can't see what's wrong? ”

”At least, there is one person who always thinks it's good and wants to protect it well.”

”I never think you are unworthy of happiness, I never think you should be unfortunate. I don't know how good a girl like you is. She is kind and lovely, and she has her own dream. She can't easily catch up with others